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Helloo my dear readers 😛...very sorry for not commenting on your comments individually ...believe me i read all your comments and i appreciate that you take out time in commenting on my FF...Thank you all so much for your love 🤗...some wanted a longer Sandhir scene...i hope this part will suffice 😳
Chapter 9
Rehan saw Sanyukta , coming down the corridor looking lost...she bumped into Rehan, her bag going flying to the ground, she mumbled a sorry, and went to pick up her bag...Rehan , helped her with the bag and said " Where, the hell have you been, it has been a week, I have called you up so many times...you did not reply ...and did not even call me back...all the time I tried to talk to you , you just avoided me...what's wrong Sanyukta?"...It was then , Sanyukta looked up and saw it was Rehan who had helped her out...She tried to say something, but all that came out of her mouth was, "Do you have any idea where is Randhir?"...
"Sanyukta?...are you out of your mind?...here I am worried about why you are ignoring me, why you are suddenly behaving weird...after the Valentine's day party, you did not even speak to me,when we are supposed to be in a relationship...and all you are asking me instead is where is Randhir?..." Rehan sounded frustrated...
"Rehan...Randhir is your brother...he has been missing since a week...he has not attended a single class, he is not in his room...his phone is switched off...he is not anywhere...anywhere in the college...no one has any idea where he is...he might be in some trouble, he might be sick...and you don't seem to care at all...right now you should be worried about him, and not about us and our relationship..." Sanyukta said, her voice trembling with anger...she felt so annoyed with Rehan, when she saw him behaving aloof about Randhir...
"Hey...Sanyukta ...cool down...i know Randhir, this is not the first time he has disappeared...he has done that before...gone for weeks, without informing anyone...he will come back...don't worry..." Rehan said softly, he took Sanyukta's hand in his , and gave a soft squeeze...
"You just don't understand Rehan...how can you remain so cool??...so what if he has disappeared before...what if this time its something else?...he is your brother...damn it!...show some concern..." Yelled Sanyukta, she felt her eyes stinging...almost bursting out with tears...she managed to control it...
"Sanyukta...stop behaving hysterically...Randhir will turn up...he always does...and no...he is not my brother...he is my step-brother ...ok...and I am showing enough concern that he deserves..." Randhir blurted out...feeling impatient...
"That's it Rehan...enough...I can't believe you just said that...Randhir, might be your step-brother...but he is still your brother...and you should not be just "enough" concerned...you should be "crazy" concerned...and you know what?...Randhir is my friend, so I will look out for him...i have no idea what so ever, where he is, but I am going to find out...and yes I am at least "crazy" concerned for him..." said Sanyukta trembling in anger...she jerked her hand out of Rehan's grip, and walked off without even glancing back at Rehan...
Rehan clenched his fists and stomped off ...Sanyukta's irrational behaviour...her rudeness towards him...and her concern for Randhir to such an extent ...irritated Rehan...he went to the lab and tried to clear his mind...he hated this feeling of losing Sanyukta...he hated how she kept thinking of Randhir even when he was not present...he hated how Randhir has become so much more important for Sanyukta than him...he cannot lose the bet when he was so close to winning it...just spending a few more time with Sanyukta would have confirmed his win...he was so sure that Sanyukta was smitten by him, that he knew if he confessed his love for her, she would not deny him...he needed to make sure that Sanyukta thinks only about him, is concerned only for him ...that he is the most important person in her life...and he will make sure it happens...does not matter how...but he has to...not for the bet...not for any purpose...but for himself ...
Sanyukta knew she should not have behaved so rudely with Rehan...but she was almost out of her mind in worry of Randhir...and again she did not understand why she was so worried for him...few days back she had resolved to find Randhir and tell him off for daring to kiss her like that on the Valentine's day night, but now all she wanted was to find him and hug him tight...she just wanted him safe and well...but yeah he will have to answer her why he went off like that...
Sanyukta took out her mobile and tried calling Randhir again, like she has been doing each day in intervals...as usual the his mobile was switched off...again cold fear gripped her heart and feeling worried she went up to the college terrace...this has become her regular practice for a few days...she would go and spend time alone on the terrace, the cool breeze and the silence helped her calm down...she went to stand at her usual spot in the terrace, a secluded corner , hidden in shadows...she closed her eyes and breathed in deep the cool evening breeze ...suddenly she heard a noise, as if someone was throwing a piece of pebble...she turned around , looking for the direction of the sound...her eyes widened when she saw someone was sitting a few feet away from her, on a ledge at the corner of the terrace...she went towards the person, he was sitting with his head down, his feet kicking the pebbles strewn across the ground, making a clinking sound...she could recognize the dark brown head, that blue T-shirt...it was none other than Randhir...she touched his shoulder tentatively, feeling disturbed seeing him depressed ...she wondered what might have happened to make him so sad...her touch made Randhir look up ...it was just a momentary glance...he looked away immediately...Sanyukta kneeled down in front of him and kept her hand on his knee gently, shaking him a little...
"What happened Randhir?...where the hell were you all these days?...your phone was switched off...i was so worried...please Randhir , say something..." Sanyukta said her voice shaking, as Randhir remained silent..
Randhir gripped her wrist tightly... looking up at her , he gestured her to sit beside him...she got up and quietly sat beside him...Randhir interlaced his fingers with hers...she caressed his hair with her free hand, and said... "Randhir...whats wrong??"
"Ok, no need to say...I won't ask you, where you were...what were you doing...i just want to tell you...before you plan another disappearing act, please inform me...i hate shocks like this...and you ruined my plan...so I am never going to forgive you for this..."
Randhir looked at her weirdly...and finally breaking his silence said " Plan? What plan?"...
"Seriously, this is all you heard?" Sanyukta said mockingly...
"Yep, my plan to beat you up for what you did on the Valentine's night...
"What did I do?.." Randhir said with a sly smile...
"You know very well...i am talking about the kiss..." Sanyukta said flaring up...she knew Randhir was purposely teasing her...she felt annoyed , but again felt glad that Randhir is coming out of his gloomy mind...if teasing her can ease his disturbed mind, so be it, she thought...
"So, you wanted to beat me up, because I kissed you...that's really interesting...fine...I wont ruin your plan...i know its delayed and I am sorry about it...well, you can beat me..." smirked Randhir...
"Are you serious??..." Sanyukta said narrowing her eyes...
"Yes , I am very serious..." Randhir replied...
"Fine..." Sanyukta said, and tried to pull her hand out of his grip , failing to do so as he gripped her more firmly, she tried to smack him on his shoulder with her free hand...Randhir caught her that hand also, and pulled her closer to him...Sanyukta frowned and tried to free her hands...Randhir just smiled mischievously watching her helplessness...
"Very funny right?...you stole my chance to beat you..." said Sanyukta making a face...
"Yeah, sorry, you lost your chance...by the way you look really cute when you are angry.." chuckled Randhir...
Sanyukta could not help but smile at him...weirdly enough she felt happy watching Randhir having a smile on his face...her heart fluttered...she saw Randhir has released her hands...still smiling at him, she got up from there...but Randhir grabbed her wrist and pulled her with such force that Sanyukta ended up sitting on his lap...Sanyukta tried to get up, but he clutched her waist firmly and made her sit there...he buried his face in the crook of her neck...Sanyukta knew the time has come, maybe he wanted to share what had been bothering him for so long...she caressed his hair comfortingly and wrapped her hands around him...after sometime Randhir removed himself from her embrace and looked at her...then very softly said..." Please listen..."
Sanyukta nodded her head him silently urging him to go on...
" I was 9 years old, when my dad died...my dad and I never had the relation of a normal father and son...i don't even remember when I had seen him in his senses...you see he was an alcoholic...the only thing important in his life was his bottle of drink...we, my mom and me were like invisible to him...there had come a time when we were on the verge of losing everything...our industries, all respect that my family possessed...it was my mom who re-established everything...oh, I loved my mom...she used to love me so much...after my dad's death, my mom was my world...yes she was my world before also...but I guess she became much more important to me than before...probably because I knew that there was no one else to care of me other than her...i just loved to remain in my dream world of my little family, me and my mom...then one day my mom introduced another man into our perfect little world...Mr Rohit Sharma , yes ,my Step-dad...i knew him as my mom's friend , her business partner...but I had never expected what she said to me next...she told me, he was my new dad...the only question that came to my mind was, how can someone have a new dad...i knew my friends in school only had one dad...no one ever said dad's can be replaced...that we can have "new" ones...i was confused...my mom urged me to call him, as dad...but I could not...I just went away from there...i was all of 10 yrs then...i heard my step-dad tell my mom, that I needed time, and that I would eventually accept him as my dad...but right then all I wanted was to scream...for suddenly I felt , that everything has been snatched away from me...i never shed one tear when dad died...for I did not miss him...but that night I shed tears, for I missed my mom...for suddenly I realized, that may be today I have lost my mom too...she has gone with that person who wants me to think that he is my dad...i thought, may be my mom will come and look for me in my room, where I had huddled myself in a dark corner, crying my eyes out...but she never came...may be she was busy with my new dad...but I waited for her all night...I don't remember when I fell asleep...but early next morning, I decided to run away from home...I wanted to go away somewhere , where I will be wanted...where I will be important...important enough that people will come for me and will not ignore me...so I sneaked out of my house...i was a kid and did not have the sense that I will need money to survive...i just had 10 rupees in my pocket, my pocket money...i ran and ran and ran...making sure no one finds me...it was hours, I was tired , I was hungry...i saw someone eating rolls from a nearby roadside stall, so imitating him , I bought one roll, with my last savings...night came, I don't know where I was...i felt so scared...i was hungry again...because that roll did not suffice my hunger for an entire day...the streets gradually became empty...and I began to get even more scared...i had never stayed out so late at night...all those fabled ghost stories, of murderers of dacoits began to look so true and believable...i went inside a park and chose a bench and lied down, trying to sleep...feeling thirsty and miserable I did not know when sleep took me over...but suddenly in the middle of the night I was woken up roughly by someone...I saw it was a big burly man, with scary eyes, bushy hair, wearing a grubby pair of Jeans and T-shirt...he pulled me up roughly and whispered urgently whether I needed money...by then I had understood that to survive I needed food and for that I needed money...i nodded, half because I felt scared to say no to him, and half because I really needed money...he grabbed me and nearly dragged me to a car that was waiting in front of the park...i was bundled into the car...i don't know where they took me...but when I got out from the car, I was infront of an old factory...i was taken into a room, and then I understood, I was trapped...like me there were 20 more kids, girls and boys...i knew that these men were bad people...they were actually child traffickers...Sanyukta, I did not know what child trafficker were, but I knew they will hurt me...and I knew I must run from there...i tried to run, but they caught me, and beat me up...I was locked alone , as a punishment...I heard someone say, that I looked like I came from a good family, and that I will be much more profitable than the other kids...i don't know for how many days I was kept locked in that dark room...my body ached with the pain that was inflicted on me from the blows of those men...i was not starved though...for they needed me healthy enough to sell me off to someone...one day, they opened the door of my room, and I was again bundled off into a car and was taken somewhere...it was a big mansion where I was taken...as I waited with the people who came with me, I saw a man in late forties, come towards us...he was wearing a gray suit and carried a black briefcase...he handed the briefcase to them, and those men left the mansion, asking me to stay there...i stayed , fear clawed my heart...the man smiled at me and whispered, that I am a beautiful kid, and that he would take good care of me...i just wanted to scream for my mother, I wanted to say, that I will accept anyone and everyone in my life, if only, somehow I get out from here...i wished my mom would find me...again I waited for her to come...i waited when that man took me to his room...and then I understood, that man was crazy, he was deranged, he used to find pleasure in beating up small boys...he was a sadist...i shook in fear as I saw him, taking off his belt...the moment I felt the first lash of the belt against my skin, I fainted...never was I hit in my life before...and this pain was unbearable...i opened my eyes to find myself in a big bedroom...i remembered what happened last night, I was feeling feverish...i saw someone has changed my clothes...my body ached...but I knew, I needed to run away...i guess God was with me...for I saw the French window of my room was open, and I could see a garden overlooking it...the room was on first floor...i managed to climb down the pipe...and crept out of that mansion...then I hitched hiked my way back to my own house...before I could ring the bell of my house I fainted...when I woke up I was in my bed , and the nanny who used to look after me when my mom would be busy with work, was sitting beside me...i asked for my mom, but she said, my mom has gone for some urgent business work...that she will come soon...i felt tears fall down my eyes... in my heart I knew my mom will come...and I again waited for her...she did come, late in the night...kissed me on my forehead and went to her room...when I had wanted her to hold me and sing me lullabies, for I was having horrible nightmares of the ordeal whenever I closed my eyes...i thought she will come back...I waited...but she never came back...The next morning, my mom came to my room, with a suitcase packed and told me, that we are going to live in a new house from then on...it was my Step-dad's house...i did not protest, for I knew it was no use...i cannot run, because I was a kid, and I had no money...i cannot stay in this house alone...and I needed my mom...and I was also not over my trauma...i never shared the ordeal that I had faced after I had ran away...the cuts and bruises, I passed off as having fallen down on the streets...but I spent sleepless nights, going over and over the ordeal...i had expected my mom would be out of her mind to find me missing, to see me all bruised...i had expected her to hug me , to scold me for running away...instead she just told me that I should not have gone off like that and cause her so much worry...good boys never do that...i had even asked my nanny, if my mom missed me...My nanny told me gently that my mom did miss me, that she even lodged a missing report of me with the police...i only wished my mom had told me this...but she never did..may be all the work she was doing had turned her cold to her emotions...i decided not to keep a grudge against her...rather I chose to ignore my disappointment ...i tried to fit in with my new family, my step-dad, my step-brother...gradually, I transformed myself, I did not let any emotion control me...i was immune to all sorts of emotional bindings, promises, I turned cold...i still respected my mom...but I never waited for her anymore...I knew that she will never have time for me again...i respected my step-dad, for he genuinely loved my mom...and that he never showed any biased behaviour between Rehan and me...but that day which changed my life forever , I could never erase from my mind...that trauma, that ordeal, that remained like a scar in my soul...each year as that day approaches I seem to relieve all those pain I had gone through, it just flashes inside my head...and so I disappear somewhere to be alone...as a kid I used to lock myself up in terrace for hours...then as I grew up, I began to run off to town outskirts, spending nights in dhabas and garages...it used to be for days, sometimes weeks...my mom and my family, got used to my erratic behaviour and wrote it off , just as my wandering nature...but they never tried to find out what was wrong...this day again came a week back, and so I disappeared again..." Randhir finished...
Randhir saw, Sanyukta was gripping his hand tightly, and she had tears in her those beautiful doe-shaped eyes...he smiled a bit and said..." hey, why are you crying...I swear I wont tease you again"...
"Randhir...i never imagined you went through so much...why did you not ever share this with anyone?...the trauma you went through...you should have...you kept all this pain locked away ?" Sanyukta said, her voice choking, as she felt tears spilling out from her eyes...
"Its all right Sanyukta...it does not hurt much anymore..." Randhir said...
Sanyukta threw her arms around him, and lightly kissed his forehead...she let her lips linger over there for sometime..." It does not hurt, yet you have to run off that very day, each year...I know it hurts...so stop lying to me ..." she whispered against his ears...
Randhir hugged her back tightly, burying his face into her neck, he murmured..." I am so sorry Sanyu...for behaving like an idiot that day in the canteen, for behaving like a jerk on the Valentine's day night...i am so sorry to have hurt you like this...just please...promise me...you will remain my friend...for I cannot survive losing you..."
"Randhir, I have already forgiven you...look up..." she said and she made him look up by cupping his face in her hands... "and I promise you I will always remain you friend..."
"Now let me go...for I am sure Shanaya will get annoyed if I keep you here...and if she sees me with you like this..." Sanyukta smiled...
"I ...i ...have broken up with Shanaya..." Randhir stammered out...
Sanyukta looked at him shocked and said "when and how? Why?"
"I just knew we are not compatible ...so I broke up on valentine's day eve...now please don't tell me to go and patch up with her because I am not going to..." Randhir replied sulkily
"Ok...I won't..." said Sanyukta...she did not know why but secretly she felt happy hearing the news of the break up ...she could not help but smile looking at Randhir's sulky face...suddenly she became conscious about the way they were sitting...she on his lap, and they so close to each other...she tried to remove Randhir's hands which were still clutching her waist...she whispered
" Umm...I think you should let me go now..."
"No..." murmured Randhir and joined his forehead with hers, his warm breath caressing her face... "Please stay for sometime..."
"This is so wrong..." She whispered... "I should be with Rehan and not you...and yet I am here with you...like this...and I don't feel guilty...i should you know..."
"So you two are dating?" Randhir asked softly , brushing Sanyukta's cheek lightly with his hand...
"I don't know...i suppose so...I mean we are supposedly in a relationship..." Sanyukta sighed...
"Hmmm...then you should go..." Randhir said...feeling a sinking sensation in his chest...he loosened his grip around Sanyukta...
As Sanyukta prepared to get up and leave...Randhir suddenly said... "S..Sanyukta..."
Sanyukta looked at him and said..." Yes Randhir, what is it?"
Randhir hesitated a bit and said... "Can I kiss you once?...just once...for the last time..."
Sanyukta could not say no him, may be because she saw a helplessness in his eyes...may be because she also wanted to feel his lips over hers for one last time...but she nodded an yes at him...
Randhir touched her lips with his, the moment she said an yes...it was a soft , chaste kiss , lingering for a few moment...not the wild , hungry ones they had shared the other day...it was a kiss of promise to be with each other, always...Sanyukta opened her eyes, as Randhir moved away from her...she blushed a bit, feeling awkward as to how to break the uncomfortable silence that seemed to have come up between them...she quickly got up, and took hold of Randhir's hands saying, "come now, its late...go to your room...freshen up..."
Randhir got up taking her hand...Sanyukta laced her fingers with his and as they walked together, she told him... " You missed two tests you know...and those will be counted for this semester..."
"Never mind...you will finally be able to top this semester..." Randhir chuckled
"Shut up..." said Sanyukta , hitting him lightly on his shoulder ... "Whats the fun in winning without any competition..." she pouted...
"Ah..be happy with what you get..." Randhir teased her... laughing and teasing each other they made it to the college entrance...parting only to go to their respective hostels...
Umm...that was a huge chappy i know...,i hope i did not bore you all 😕...sorry for the delay in updates
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