Whats'up
I am again here to annoy you all...So this is just what I think is Nandini feeling right now more or less..Or at least I feel she doesđ¤
I know a prattle is foolish talk but Nandini's feelings are quiet real .Since I have written it -its a prattle..Its a totally random rambling of mine..đ
Do leave your comments and views on what you think..I would love to be criticised and glad if you let me know my flaws đł
Never been a daddy's girl. Living a life like an orphan I don't know what being enclosed with friends was but the first thing I know about you was that you are the perfect friend, yes you are. And that was why I never mind your obsession. Because the relation of our love started just now but the trust started from day one I trusted you- I just did and don't ask me the reason why. And it has been the same with you- I believe.
It's not just about being a perfect one. For Manik and me it has always been about being the way just the way we are for ourselves. We don't need any change or explanation for our action. At least now I don't need Manik to tell me why he did that. It's like the I say and he is there just like a shadow standing and reassuring that even if I do wrong it's okay. I will always be by your side.
For Manik love has been the need to explain him. He started our relation by telling me why he and Alya were not together. He did not have to but he did and it made me feel special. He makes sure to tell me why he did that. An innocent baby he is. And for me it has always been like "its okay Manik...Don't be so hard on you. You can make mistakes too...you can feel bad and its okay to sit back sometimes and say I give up and cry your heart out.."
You have shouted at me, scolded me, told me a thousand times that
I AM A MONSTER
But this stupid heart of mine who has seen the real you just fails to admit, fails to tell you how much I love this monster more. You have just not been a boyfriend; you have been a teacher; a protector; a companion; a friend. At times you've scolded me and went mad at me but I don't mind them because these have given me memories...memories with you.
Manik is not perfect and neither am I. We both can bring out the best and worst out of each other. Falling in love with him does not mean that I will only have our happy times .We will have it all and we will face it together because it's not just love, its companionship and it's discovering each other again and again.
Sometimes I wonder that does he realize that a small sign of worry on his forehead makes me feel his restlessness. He can love me, he ou can hurt me but it has always been him...only him whom I have given the right because if he can be the reason for my laughter I don't mind shedding some tears because of him. I am sure he will always been by my side to wipe it. I know I won't have to face it alone.
Our desire to be together is so strong and passionate that all our flaws come together to make a perfect couple. It's not about you and me it's always been about us. I rather call it perfectly imperfect love.
Love is trust...that's what you told me... And this trust will remain forever...
I won't ask you to love me forever but want you to promise me to let me love you Humesha as I don't know about myself but you definitely deserve to be loved. Humesha.