My Messed Up Self - ||Jannat's Alter Ego|| *New Pg 5*

Here's an Alter Ego for HER. As I love my characters confused 😆 The one similar to Aahil's. I came up with this one on Jannat. Do tell how is it!

"What the hell does he think of himself?! Ugh! Sanam, Sanam, Sanam! Jab dekho, yahi naam rehta hai zubaan par! Mujhe bhi Sanam bana diya hai! Jannat hun main! Jannat!!"

Yeah, yeah. Okay. Would you just stop saying it again and again? its like your convincing YOURSELF instead of him!

"Convincing myself?! Why would I do that?! I know I am Jannat. Shaad ki biwi hoon main!"

Yeah, so? Are you trying to say, just because your married, he shouldn't call you Sanam, or what?!" I really don't get you these days! Sigh!

"Oh really?! Can't he just get this thing straight? Why do I need to tell him always?! Aur..yeh yeh..hai kaun Sanam? Ugh! Why am I even bothering?!"

As expected! Get this thing straight girl! Your attracted to this so called "stranger" and your denying it SO BAD. Deal with it.

"What the actual eff?! Attracted? Me? Oh please! I am SO NOT! I am a married girl! And Shaad is my husband! I can't even think like that!"

Like what?! That you ARE attracted to him? Or..you are not SUPPOSED to be attracted to him?! Hmm?

"Now what in the world does that even mean? Are you implying that I can cheat my husband for that..that..Aahil. Mr. Aahil?! Are you? Thats just sick!"

Oh! Our stranger has got a name! That you can't even say it properly without hesitating, or is it flustering?!

"Shut up! How could you even say something like that?! You are no less than that Mr. Aahil. Raising my blood pressure like anything! Ugh!!"

Ooh. That certain "Mr" raises your blood pressure huh? What else does he raise? Your heartbeats? Don't deny that you dumbass!

"Geez!! Me a dumbass?! Get it over okay?! And he does NOT raise my heartbeats! Ugh! That's just because he has a deep, husky, voice..and it irks me so much! Ugh!

Ahem. Ahem. Coughing loudly here, I am! Deep, husky voice?! Ha! What else are we gonna be confessing today?! Sexy? Hot? Handsome? Delicious? Smoking? Sin...

"Bloody hell! Shut up! Okay, I agree. Yes he is handsome. Come on! Thats just so obvious! So? What does this even mean to be honest? I am a girl! I can say those things okay?!"

Oh my goodness! Are you accepting you are actually attracted towards him now? Oh, your such a split personality. No wonder Mr. Stranger "shuts you up".

"Really?!! Reallyy?!! Why are we even having this conversation? I don't even wanna talk about HIM or even his Sanam! Ugh!"

Hey, by the way, why this Sanam irritates you huh? She is HIS Sanam man! The girl he loves her SO DAMN MUCH! Awww! I feel like bursting seeing his love for Sanam. Don't you? She must be so luck...

" Oh please! Now are you also gonna rant about this Sanam?! What is it with you? You don't even know her! And him! And them! Its not like she is a..Goddess or something!'

OH MY GOD! Did I just see your blood boiling?! Goodness! ARE YOU BEING JEALOUS?!! Good lord!! This has just gotten so BAD!

"What in the world makes you think like that?!!! Goodness!!! Jealous?! Are you crazy? ME?! Me, jealous of that girl?! God! Give me a break, will you? Just because he keeps on talking about her like ALL THE TIME and even calls ME as Sanam, and gushes about being with her, and how he misses her so much and...Ugh!!! What?!! Why are you looking at me like that?!!!"

HOLY SHIT!! Look at YOU!! Your face!! Oh my god! Like a candy has been snatched away from a child, and has been given to some other...Goodness!! You ARE SO JEALOUS!! And from a girl you don't even know! And it irks you, because HE keeps ranting about her because you don't want him to do that! So what do you want him to do huh?!

"Nothing!! Okay?!! NOTHING AT ALL! UGHH!! You are so disgusting! Why your even here? Like I am not messed up already! Ugh! Just go from here! Gooo!!! Nowww!!"

Hahahahaha. You have got it so bad "Jannat' SO DAMN BAD!

*poof*

UGHHH!!! Mr. AAHILLL!!!

Next: What Is Wrong With Me?!

Thank you so much! :)

Yes! I feel the same! Like she is somewhere feeling guilty by being attracted to a person who is not her "husband' and constantly denying that. And this was just her voice..her OWN voice. 😛

Thanks Sonu! :)

True! I thought the same by the precap! She slapped him NOT because he attempted to kiss her, but he attempted to kiss Sanam, not HER as in Jannat 😆 Hmm. seems legit 😛

Thank you so much! :D

Awesome Prags !!.

Love your alter ego series! !😃

I find it challenging to write her on her inner thoughts!😆

And you do it so effortlessly dearie... 👏

This is what I wished, that despite thinking she is someone else, she can't help falling for Aahil again. And having an inner conflict with her feelings.

I need the angst !!! I neeed it !!!

😆

Thanks Minnie! :)

I know, Aahil's ones were the ones I LOVED to write like anything! Those were the days when he was so confused and it showed in his actions!

And here? Its like they want to show but are not able to..😕

THIS is what should have been, or something in these lines, I believe. Tried to make some sense of her atleast to me, by me..ehh.

How I wish something like this is shown..ugh!

Heyyy! Thank you so much Ani!! 😳

Lol yes I know! Her screeching voice and shrieks leave out all the thoughts that come to me too..😆

So I thought to put her screeching in some good use and let her screech on her AE 😆 I can so imagine this whole talk of her in my thoughts, and I loved writing it 😆

Angst man! How I wished I could make a series on her too this time like I did on him all those days back. But the lack of proper depth, I can't write. This was a one off anyway😆