Hello members/friends,
As u all know that this is my story/ writing. Before this I have only read, so if I do anything inconsistent with the forum/ os rules then I, sincerely apologize. This os will be in 2 parts. 1st I am updating now. 2nd will be sooner.
BASE: this OS have its trace/roots to the point where FR has already happened. Every thing was in zigzag motion. No body knew that would be dsp's further reaction. Trust & relationships were on the verge of stake. Every one was terrified of dsp'd reaction. So from this point, this OS starts.
It has been around 2 weeks that fateful night came but it became the most unfateful night'. It feels that somebody's bad omen came in front of my happiness. It feels that somebody has spited on my dreams. Could a wedding night become such a dreadful thought in any one's life? yes, it could be if a person whom u love , on whom u trusted blindly, you rely on her even foe a breath , stabs u back in the hardest & cruelest way by putting her eyes in your eyes, with utter boldness. How one could be so shameless and still asking for one more chance! It is only because of her that today I am deprive of all my relationships. Yes, she have to pay for this. She will get her due punishment in the same way as she has snatched my happiness forever. With these thoughts dsp came out of his room and decided on something.
It was after her wedding that naku felt loner in this large palatial house , as now her family opted to move out on Naku's behest, out of PN. Where they could be was still a question unanswered for naku. Other than her husband, AS, Kala taayi , even baaji was not there for consoling her and with whom she can share her pain ,her worry about her saab. Among all the living creatures, it was madhu only who was understanding the plight of naku as well of baaji but she was herself so confused that she couldn't help more my locking herself in the room for the whole day. So while praying to bappa , naku found a new task of going to a temple ; situated too far away from PN. Going there daily, without any vehicle was the way of naku to punish herself for being the sole reason of pain of her saab. Sometimes she even rejected the request of madhu to go in a car for this reason. It is today only, after so many days, baaji offered her to go with her but naku denied as it was her penance and baaji is not a part of it.
While coming out of temple, naku felt something hard, as if piercing her. This is not a usual case. Nobody in the town do have the courage to look at her in such an awful manner , as now she is DUTTA SHRIRAM PATIL'S wife . yes, she is beautiful like an angel but now what is the use of this beauty when this has become a curse for her life, her love & more than that for her saab , literally. What if her saab , this divine creature in humanly figure, would have had met her before ? So there wouldn't have had been any need to hide herself behind this fake dark face. Nor it would have created such a mess, a disaster in her life neither it would have had troubled her saab for even a small flick. But then again, it was my bappa's wish that I should conceal myself even in front of my saab , my entirety. So in this way I will be able to help him to get acknowledged to the fact that it is nothing related to the face or color but only to one's inner-heart or to one's love for that other person. It is only love which should be acknowledged, accepted & most importantly to be loved back. Love should be trusted back so that one can be able to make his life beautiful. But here it's because of her mistake that she made realized wrongfully her saab that she considers him same as regard & in comparison to the other people in her life or to the whole world. Comparatively she didn't considered him the only person to whom she should have told the truth firstly , instead he was the last one !! oh! bappa , what a sin I have committed . I am ready for my penance but please fill the colors of love & happiness in the life of my saab forever & for eternity.
This is what she has been praying before her marriage & now also, till a sharp gaze scrunched her entire attention from her saab. Who it could be? Now , in this town, every body show respect to her. Nobody would dare to have an eye on her. As, a child feels safest in his/her mother's lappy , naku feels safest on this earth when her saab is around her. And to be precise & accurate, when she sees the vermillion, in her parting in the name of her saab, for her saab . With these thoughts naku started coming out of the temple through the stairs. She has seen this car. Oh yes, this is AS's car. But here? Where is AS? Why is AS not getting visible to me? Or AS is already in the temple? But I was also in the temple & still I am on its stairs. So how come I have not seen her . No this is not possible. Or is there anyone else who have came here to take her back to home , as now everyone in the house, knows that it is the religious practice that she follows everyday of coming to this temple. Or it could be baaji? Yes, it can be possible, as today itself he approached her to take her to temple . Or it could be madhu? Okay now I should go there & have a look that among of her family members who is this new devotee in the town . She rushed to meet her could be much lovable family member. GASPED!!!!! This is what!!! As soon as she reached the back portion of the car, the car rushed at the speed of more than 80 as if the car was fearing of getting in physical contact of naku. Or the car person was desirous of playing hide & seek', so it was Naku's turn to run after him /her.
Naku stood there bewildered, baffled for some moments. She was not able to comprehend anything. Her town, her home car, her supposed' car person; then why such a rush when she was about to meet him or her. And, any member in her family do not drive on such a high speed, not even the drivers. It is drivers of the respective cars those are responsible for the speed. only two members are there in the family who drive on their own. One is baaji and the other one is... OMG!!!! So it was he!!!!!!!!! So he was there!!!!! Did he came to meet me?? So why did he ran the car? Or he was following her as for now; she has broken his trust onto her & shattered it into pieces. And he is getting more hurt day-by-day as these shattered pieces of trust are irking him; stinging him to no end , piercing him every moment, every second & blood is coming out of his heart every now. Yes, he is bleeding badly.
So, he is keeping an eye on her. What a ridiculous thought? She ridiculed herself - he, keeping an eye on me, when he even does not want to have a look on my face ; cursing himself for having me in his life, for trusting me. No. it couldn't be him. Or yes, it could be baaji. But why the hell he would rum instead of asking me to get to the home with him . Totally perplexed and having an astounded like feeling she decided to head towards PN. In the mean time, all she was thinking that baaji never ever drives in such a harsh way. This is his typical style.' strangely' a smile appeared on Naku's lips. Inwardly she was feeling a sense of triumph. But over what & whom? She was not able to comprehend, to ascertain but it was for having a sight of him'; the invisible sight'. He was there, definitely it was he. And he was only for her. Might be due to hatred, but this hatred was also only fo r her. Finally naku started to have a feeling of priced possession' of something. Her dreams, her hopes, were about to become fulfill, sooner.
In the mean time. DSP is in a conversation with a person, and asks him, " get my meeting fixed with him. Today all the balances and scores will be settled; forever. I want it to happen tonight only, as I have a very important thing to do tomorrow. ". It has been two days, when a person who was his agent in Mumbai, called him off that he was hounded & was about to get tortured severely, when was departing from a conjoint meeting between the builders of Mumbai and local administration . yes, he was DSP' agent of his land business for Mumbai area, specifically. The meeting was held relating to the safety of local builders and the issue of threatening, builders currently are receiving by the public at large was to be discussed. Nowadays, if the builders or his agent is not able to provide the public, their respective flats in the agreed time, they get threatening calls at any time, even any their family members. So, to lessen this practice or to find a safety measure, the meeting was held at town hall. There, a temporary measure was arrived at; of providing the security service,. The agent, after the meeting was finished, while coming back, got stalked. The agent firmly believed that it he hadn't been reached at a nearby police station, he would have got kidnapped and at present would have been at that stalkers hostage. But from the next day, he started to receive life threatening calls and then he informed DSP about that. When he told about that person to DSP , he at once recognized him and so decided to meet him. So, DSP asked his agent to fix a meeting with that person.
So, at night, DSP was not coming to PN and he didn't. After naku had reached PN, she enquired about baaji. He was also not at home nor that car. baaji was out to have a meeting on current deals. Naku told madhu about the happening in that temple. Both confused girls waited eagerly for baaji until he arrived at PN. And after only his arrival, naku came to know that it was not he in the car. Nor he headed towards temple. After having a further enquiry, it came out that the car got drived today by non other than her saab. So, finally it was out, clearly, the "culprit" of naku was DSP ji. So, it was dutta who was watching naku from a distance but didn't wanted to meet her , so rushed from temple in top gear. So, was dutta mellowing down towards her?? Are Naku's prayers getting answered?? So, the removal of the layer of distrust & hatred was happening between her & her Saab???
Both baji & madhu were having this belief firmly, after this incident. But naku was waiting for that final day when DSP will look her as a person, treat her as a person. they will not only have an eye-to-eye meeting but will have a heart-to-heart meeting. But baaji & madhu were on cloud 999. So they kept advising naku that from next time she should not leave any chances of having such meetings with DSP instead they advised her to leave for temple every day, only in front of DSP , so one day , he will give a stern lift to her , finally .tonight, as DSP was not at home, neither was coming, so naku decided not to cook but to only have a look at her chaand' as he was missing today to give a visual treat to her. So, when night & it's beauty encompassed naku in it's sweat arms & she dozed off to her sweat dreams, she remained unascertained by the beauty of logical chaand' of PN.
Today, naku was late. So without doing any unnecessary house chores, she left for the temple only after having a pooja & praying session at home. Today naku was unusually, high at hopes. The hopes, in naku were not unusual. Naku is made up of positive hopes. But yesterday's invisible sight-seeing by her of her saab is building higher positive hopes in naku today. Today, naku wasn't able to concentrate on her pooja. Even during aarti, her eyes were searching for someone. No, he couldn't be here. How come in one day, he can comeback from Mumbai. He must be having very important work to do. It is enough for me that he came here; just to see me. Naku's trances of deep thoughts were got broken only when pujariji called naku, for a couple of times, to take Prasad. Due to this anxiety, naku was about to drop the pooja ki thali while wearing her slippers. All thanks to that person who held her pooja ki thali, which had in it the Prasad. She thought that today, after giving Prasad to baaji and nmadhu , she will have a talk with AS , on the pretext of giving Prasad to her & naku will tell about yesterday's incident to AS. She will give AS a hope that if DSP can come to temple only to have a sight of her then tomorrow , naku will be able to take DSP inside the temple, as well, for sure.
"THANK...", naku turned to say this and was astonished to see non- other than DSP , holding her pooja plate ; waiting for her like eternity, looking at her like watching the dead end of his life. With such a cold face, an emotion-less eyes, DSP was watching naku as if seeing her fo the last time !! as if DSP doesn't remember anymore who is he , where is he , what's the purpose for his being here , in temple. But as DSP knows only one thing, only one person, having only one thing to watch; the sole reason for his being ALIVE.