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Helloo Ppl...😊😊...After 5 months,i am makin a post on Ishita's Raman and after IshRa's confession in the startin of this month,this is the 2nd topic i am makin for yhm in this month..!!
There was a time when i ws SUPER OBSESSED abt yhm n tht ws the GOLDEN YHM DAYS..!! But nw since oct 2014,my attachment with yhm is drastically decreasin as evry epi pass by..!! And in such situation comes epis lik tonite in once a blue moon which gimme 11pm yhm feel n which makes me feel CONNECT to shw n durin such situations,i jst cant resist makin post for it lik old times..!! So thtsy am here with my post tonite as after ages one yhm epi touched my heart n the person whos responsible for tht is Raman onscreen n Karan bhai offscreen..!!
Tonite Raman made me fall in love with him all over again as HIS MOHABBAT for Ishita once again touched my heart n reminded me WHY AM I STILL ABLE TO STICK TO THIS SHOW..!! Main credit goes to Karan Bhai ka heartwrenchin extremely flawless natural acting which made me cry for Raman n feel super touched by Raman's UNCONDITIONAL BEINTEHAAN MOHABBAT for Ishita..!!
Ever since Ishita entered his life,his life CHANGED FOREVER..!! He ws a stone hearted person first..!! But in the process of bcomin Ishita's Raman,tht stone hearted person changed slowly to a man whos deeply madly in love with Ishita..!! Aur uss transition ka FIRST JHALAK v saw in Apr 2014 ke yhm epis..!! Even during the times when they were apparently "hating" each other,Raman couldn help BUT FEEL A PART OF HIM LOST when he came to knw MAY BE SOMETHING MUST HV HAPPENED TO ISHITA in riots happened back in Apr 2014...!! I still remember his EPIC RELEIF on knowing Ishita is safe n his ALMOST CONFESSION of wht he felt if something had happened to her..!! His lines then - "Mera Kya..Ho..Ta" ws one SOLID TRAILER to hw will Raman bcome if comes a time if Ishita goes away from him..!! Thts STILL one of my fav scenes as thts the FIRST TIME ISHITA's RAMAN CAME OUT IN OPEN..!! And first things alwz remain SPECIAL n i wnt rant much abt tht scene or else i will surely forget abt tonites epi..😆😆..But i remember my post then i had made for tht scene,so wnt gush much,but will jst post the link - " TUM Hi Ho-Chain Bhi..Mera Dard Bhi..!! "
Now much much later,came a stage where v saw a "modified" version of riots track of Apr 2014 n tht ws in this year during Ruhi final custody case time..!! But the difference b/w tracks ws durin riots track-Raman ws in the initial stage of fallin in love with Ishita but in this year ka Ruhi custody track Raman bcame a person who ws deeply madly in love with Ishita..!! The scene ws the HEARTWRENCHING MORGUE SCENE..😭😭...When Ishita ran away with Ruhi,Raman ws tryin to search for them evrywhere..!! But tht morgue scene where he had to identify dead bodies to ensure if its Ishita or not ws SOMETHING UNBEARABLE TO SEE..!! The pain,the restlessness v saw in riots track in Raman then uska 10 times pain,resltessness,numbness in Raman durin morgue scene..!! He had reached the stage where he cant imagine his life without Ishita n so it ws lik a slow poison which ws slowly trying to kill him in those few seconds he ws in morgue till before he came to knw the dead bodies dnt belong to Ishita n Ruhi..!! Evn nw i feel the same pain which Raman went thru in tht morgue scene n i sincerely prayed Raman should NEVER EVER face such situation again..!! And Raman himself must hv prayed lik tht..!!
But as they say sometimes things do happen which v never evr want to happen in our life..!! And wht happened tonite ws much much much more severe than riot track,morgue scene 😭😭😭...!! Ishita is his life now...And without her,THERE IS NO LIFE FOR RAMAN..!! V saw how frantically he ws searchin for Ishita in evry nook n corner of the earthquake affected places...!! When he chkd evry alive woman,his hopes increased thinkin tht might be his ishu..!! But his hopes thrashed evry time when he realised its not ishu..!! When he used to see dead bodies,he feared much n hoped tht let it not be ishu n whenvr he realised dead bodies dnt belong to ishu,his hopes rised again to see her..!! The more he ws tryin to search n the more he ws not able to find her,it ws gettin difficult to stick to HOPE OF SHES SAFE..!! He still tried tried tried..!! Madly frantically he searched for her in evry alive,dead ppl, in evry broken building pieces..!! And then came a point where ACP told Ishu might be dead as they had searched all places n had rescued all ppl who r alive n those missin still must be dead n so ishu ws also still missin,chances might be she may be dead..!! And hearing tht RAMAN WS DEAD RIGHT THERE..😭😭😭😭...OMG THOSE EXPRESSIONS KARAN BHAI HAD FOR RAMAN-i am cyrin nw writin tht remember tht moment..!! And then those flashbacks n then he REFUSED TO BELEIVE SHES DEAD..!! Those moments i saw Raman dying a 1000 death in evry second..!! Infront of this scene, the morgue scene or the riot track scenes evrythin looked less impactful coz the IMMENSE TRAUMA RAMAN HAD TONITE ws many many folds compared to wht he felt in prev similar situations which i told above in two paragraphs below..!!
Ishita is the one who literally turned a lifeless man to full of life man again..!! Its coz of her,he gave a second chance to his life..!! And today when evrythin ws tryin to prove tht same ishita MIGHT BE NO MORE,theres no way Raman could handle it..!! Shes there in his evry breath,evry heartbeat,evry hope,evry dream,evry singe feeling..!! Shes nw his core reason for his existance..!! And today THE THOUGHTS or say the SITUATIONS INDICATING he might hv lost her forever made him felt lik someone took life from him n he ws NOTHING BUT A ZINDA LAASH..!! Those few seconds of extreme numbness,shocked moments when ACP told she might be no more indicated tht..!! And Karan bhai BRILLIANTLY ENACTED THOSE MOMENTS..⭐️⭐️⭐️..!!
But Raman is a FIGHTER..!! Though he did went to lifeless stage for a few seconds,those flashbacks triggered ONE FINAL HOPE again..!! His love for her GAVE HIM HOPELESS HOPES tht till he dnt see her,he wnt beleive nyone which says nythin abt her..!! And he again started his search...!! And the moment he found her,he ws LITERALLY FULLY ALIVE AGAIN..!! But seein her ALMOST LIFELESS,it panicked him again..!! He ws once again on the verge of loosin his life again..!! He tried evry attempt to make her come back to senses..!! But seein no response frm her n evry failed attempt of wakin her up frm her unconscious state,killed him shattered him immensely..😭😭😭..And the selfless lover he ws,din evn hesitate in makin Ruhi try to wake her up coz for him it DID NOT MATTER if Ishita reacted on hearin his pleas or their daughter's..!! ALL HE CARED WAS ISHITA n by hook or crook he only wished..desperately wished to open her eyes n see him,ruhi n or atleast ONE MOVEMENT in any part of her body which could GIVE HOPES to his sinking hopes of he might loose her whos his love,his life,his evrything..!! But nothing ws favouring him..😭😭...!! But again the FIGHTER HE IS-wnt give up n ws continuin to make her come back to life..!!
Gosh what an outstanding epi tonite..!! After ages an epi which proves y v used to love this show deeply madly once upon a time..!! For me this epi BELONED TO RAMAN n HIS LOVE FOR ISHITA..!! The tsunami of feelings he went thru in this single epi tonite can be BEST SUMMARIZED with this line of "Jeena Jeena" song..!!
There was a time when i ws SUPER OBSESSED abt yhm n tht ws the GOLDEN YHM DAYS..!! But nw since oct 2014,my attachment with yhm is drastically decreasin as evry epi pass by..!! And in such situation comes epis lik tonite in once a blue moon which gimme 11pm yhm feel n which makes me feel CONNECT to shw n durin such situations,i jst cant resist makin post for it lik old times..!! So thtsy am here with my post tonite as after ages one yhm epi touched my heart n the person whos responsible for tht is Raman onscreen n Karan bhai offscreen..!!
Tonite Raman made me fall in love with him all over again as HIS MOHABBAT for Ishita once again touched my heart n reminded me WHY AM I STILL ABLE TO STICK TO THIS SHOW..!! Main credit goes to Karan Bhai ka heartwrenchin extremely flawless natural acting which made me cry for Raman n feel super touched by Raman's UNCONDITIONAL BEINTEHAAN MOHABBAT for Ishita..!!
Ever since Ishita entered his life,his life CHANGED FOREVER..!! He ws a stone hearted person first..!! But in the process of bcomin Ishita's Raman,tht stone hearted person changed slowly to a man whos deeply madly in love with Ishita..!! Aur uss transition ka FIRST JHALAK v saw in Apr 2014 ke yhm epis..!! Even during the times when they were apparently "hating" each other,Raman couldn help BUT FEEL A PART OF HIM LOST when he came to knw MAY BE SOMETHING MUST HV HAPPENED TO ISHITA in riots happened back in Apr 2014...!! I still remember his EPIC RELEIF on knowing Ishita is safe n his ALMOST CONFESSION of wht he felt if something had happened to her..!! His lines then - "Mera Kya..Ho..Ta" ws one SOLID TRAILER to hw will Raman bcome if comes a time if Ishita goes away from him..!! Thts STILL one of my fav scenes as thts the FIRST TIME ISHITA's RAMAN CAME OUT IN OPEN..!! And first things alwz remain SPECIAL n i wnt rant much abt tht scene or else i will surely forget abt tonites epi..😆😆..But i remember my post then i had made for tht scene,so wnt gush much,but will jst post the link - " TUM Hi Ho-Chain Bhi..Mera Dard Bhi..!! "
Now much much later,came a stage where v saw a "modified" version of riots track of Apr 2014 n tht ws in this year during Ruhi final custody case time..!! But the difference b/w tracks ws durin riots track-Raman ws in the initial stage of fallin in love with Ishita but in this year ka Ruhi custody track Raman bcame a person who ws deeply madly in love with Ishita..!! The scene ws the HEARTWRENCHING MORGUE SCENE..😭😭...When Ishita ran away with Ruhi,Raman ws tryin to search for them evrywhere..!! But tht morgue scene where he had to identify dead bodies to ensure if its Ishita or not ws SOMETHING UNBEARABLE TO SEE..!! The pain,the restlessness v saw in riots track in Raman then uska 10 times pain,resltessness,numbness in Raman durin morgue scene..!! He had reached the stage where he cant imagine his life without Ishita n so it ws lik a slow poison which ws slowly trying to kill him in those few seconds he ws in morgue till before he came to knw the dead bodies dnt belong to Ishita n Ruhi..!! Evn nw i feel the same pain which Raman went thru in tht morgue scene n i sincerely prayed Raman should NEVER EVER face such situation again..!! And Raman himself must hv prayed lik tht..!!
But as they say sometimes things do happen which v never evr want to happen in our life..!! And wht happened tonite ws much much much more severe than riot track,morgue scene 😭😭😭...!! Ishita is his life now...And without her,THERE IS NO LIFE FOR RAMAN..!! V saw how frantically he ws searchin for Ishita in evry nook n corner of the earthquake affected places...!! When he chkd evry alive woman,his hopes increased thinkin tht might be his ishu..!! But his hopes thrashed evry time when he realised its not ishu..!! When he used to see dead bodies,he feared much n hoped tht let it not be ishu n whenvr he realised dead bodies dnt belong to ishu,his hopes rised again to see her..!! The more he ws tryin to search n the more he ws not able to find her,it ws gettin difficult to stick to HOPE OF SHES SAFE..!! He still tried tried tried..!! Madly frantically he searched for her in evry alive,dead ppl, in evry broken building pieces..!! And then came a point where ACP told Ishu might be dead as they had searched all places n had rescued all ppl who r alive n those missin still must be dead n so ishu ws also still missin,chances might be she may be dead..!! And hearing tht RAMAN WS DEAD RIGHT THERE..😭😭😭😭...OMG THOSE EXPRESSIONS KARAN BHAI HAD FOR RAMAN-i am cyrin nw writin tht remember tht moment..!! And then those flashbacks n then he REFUSED TO BELEIVE SHES DEAD..!! Those moments i saw Raman dying a 1000 death in evry second..!! Infront of this scene, the morgue scene or the riot track scenes evrythin looked less impactful coz the IMMENSE TRAUMA RAMAN HAD TONITE ws many many folds compared to wht he felt in prev similar situations which i told above in two paragraphs below..!!
Ishita is the one who literally turned a lifeless man to full of life man again..!! Its coz of her,he gave a second chance to his life..!! And today when evrythin ws tryin to prove tht same ishita MIGHT BE NO MORE,theres no way Raman could handle it..!! Shes there in his evry breath,evry heartbeat,evry hope,evry dream,evry singe feeling..!! Shes nw his core reason for his existance..!! And today THE THOUGHTS or say the SITUATIONS INDICATING he might hv lost her forever made him felt lik someone took life from him n he ws NOTHING BUT A ZINDA LAASH..!! Those few seconds of extreme numbness,shocked moments when ACP told she might be no more indicated tht..!! And Karan bhai BRILLIANTLY ENACTED THOSE MOMENTS..⭐️⭐️⭐️..!!
But Raman is a FIGHTER..!! Though he did went to lifeless stage for a few seconds,those flashbacks triggered ONE FINAL HOPE again..!! His love for her GAVE HIM HOPELESS HOPES tht till he dnt see her,he wnt beleive nyone which says nythin abt her..!! And he again started his search...!! And the moment he found her,he ws LITERALLY FULLY ALIVE AGAIN..!! But seein her ALMOST LIFELESS,it panicked him again..!! He ws once again on the verge of loosin his life again..!! He tried evry attempt to make her come back to senses..!! But seein no response frm her n evry failed attempt of wakin her up frm her unconscious state,killed him shattered him immensely..😭😭😭..And the selfless lover he ws,din evn hesitate in makin Ruhi try to wake her up coz for him it DID NOT MATTER if Ishita reacted on hearin his pleas or their daughter's..!! ALL HE CARED WAS ISHITA n by hook or crook he only wished..desperately wished to open her eyes n see him,ruhi n or atleast ONE MOVEMENT in any part of her body which could GIVE HOPES to his sinking hopes of he might loose her whos his love,his life,his evrything..!! But nothing ws favouring him..😭😭...!! But again the FIGHTER HE IS-wnt give up n ws continuin to make her come back to life..!!
Gosh what an outstanding epi tonite..!! After ages an epi which proves y v used to love this show deeply madly once upon a time..!! For me this epi BELONED TO RAMAN n HIS LOVE FOR ISHITA..!! The tsunami of feelings he went thru in this single epi tonite can be BEST SUMMARIZED with this line of "Jeena Jeena" song..!!
"NA SEEKHA JEENA TERE BINA HUMDUM!!"
And thts wht v saw tonite coz Raman LITERALLY HAVE NOT LEARNT TO LIVE LIFE WITHOUT ISHITA...Not evn a second,he can imagine or exist without her as tht much EPIC PASSIONATE DEEP IS HIS MOHABBATEIN FOR Ishita..!! And being a proud Raman fan,it gives me immense proud to say seein this love for Ishu Raman has,ki YEH HAI MOHABBATEIN..👏👏!! And ofcourse whole credit goes to Karan bhai for so so amazingly n heart touchingly enacting the love of Raman n evry single feeling he felt tonite for Ishita..👏👏...U rock bhai..!!
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