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Lost Love
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Chapter- 5
Khushi was stunned to know that. Arnav ji was going to propose her, so she was right that day Arnav ji wanted to talk her about it, she was happy as well sad.
Khushi: Arnav ji?.
Arnav: yea Khushi i know i never believed in love and marriages but it was you who came like a whirlwind and broke all walls i had made around myself.
I knew i hurt you alot in start when we met, but i always met selfish persons in my life, all are behind money, i had seen it from a very young age so i made myself heartless for Di and my family and when i met you my heart started beating like it was dead till now and
emotions which i felt for you scared me.
So I did everything to keep you away from me hurt you, insult you. but alas can't every time it hurt me much more then you. here (he said signing towards his heart)
Khushi was shedding silent tears but want to hear him.
I tried to stay away from you, when on Diwali I lost my control i was enraged that how can I act so foolish, i didn't wanted you to come near me and break those wall completely, so I did what I always do, shouted at you insulted you and then to prove you announced my
engagement. but when you said that you are engaged i was angry beyond control i didn't like the thought of you being with someone else but again i controlled my heart and did what my brain said and i regret it now.
Arnav: when I was going to engage with Lavanya, i thought its wrong i am spoiling Lavanya life with this loveless relation. and she was so changed by being with you that she easily understood and even hinted me about, she must have understood my feelings for you but i was a jerk
and finally when i decided to hear my heart , to give myself a chance to live with love.
Arnav: yea Khushi i know i never believed in love and marriages but it was you who came like a whirlwind and broke all walls i had made around myself.
I knew i hurt you alot in start when we met, but i always met selfish persons in my life, all are behind money, i had seen it from a very young age so i made myself heartless for Di and my family and when i met you my heart started beating like it was dead till now and
emotions which i felt for you scared me.
So I did everything to keep you away from me hurt you, insult you. but alas can't every time it hurt me much more then you. here (he said signing towards his heart)
Khushi was shedding silent tears but want to hear him.
I tried to stay away from you, when on Diwali I lost my control i was enraged that how can I act so foolish, i didn't wanted you to come near me and break those wall completely, so I did what I always do, shouted at you insulted you and then to prove you announced my
engagement. but when you said that you are engaged i was angry beyond control i didn't like the thought of you being with someone else but again i controlled my heart and did what my brain said and i regret it now.
Arnav: when I was going to engage with Lavanya, i thought its wrong i am spoiling Lavanya life with this loveless relation. and she was so changed by being with you that she easily understood and even hinted me about, she must have understood my feelings for you but i was a jerk
and finally when i decided to hear my heart , to give myself a chance to live with love.
I was really feeling light and happy. Di met with an
accident and her words give me the confidence to confess my feelings to you.
I decided on the day of marriage that today i'll tell you everything.
Arnav: i saw you going to terrace and thinking it as a good chance i came behind you but what i saw shattered me (his voice was chocking but he continued, even khushi's sobs were clear now).
accident and her words give me the confidence to confess my feelings to you.
I decided on the day of marriage that today i'll tell you everything.
Arnav: i saw you going to terrace and thinking it as a good chance i came behind you but what i saw shattered me (his voice was chocking but he continued, even khushi's sobs were clear now).
Firstly the girl whom i was going to confess ,because of whom i decided to give my heart a chance was in someone other's arms and if that's not enough the men is none other than
my Jijaji whom my Di loves like god.
The men whom my whole family loved and respected like their own son, and last nail in the coffin when you told him to leave Di. I felt weak on my knees , i don't have the courage to hear more so i left and now i feel like a fool, if only i heard everything..
and when i asked him he said that you both love
each other, i wanted to kill him, but Di fell unconscious and later we found her pregnant.
my Jijaji whom my Di loves like god.
The men whom my whole family loved and respected like their own son, and last nail in the coffin when you told him to leave Di. I felt weak on my knees , i don't have the courage to hear more so i left and now i feel like a fool, if only i heard everything..
and when i asked him he said that you both love
each other, i wanted to kill him, but Di fell unconscious and later we found her pregnant.
So i decided to not tell her . i know i can make you go away from our life but that
thought was not acceptable to my heart that i'll not be able to see you. so i did what I thought the best way to keep you away from Shyam and stay by my side. and maybe if you will change
then i'll never let you go if you realize your mistake but you were never at fault
you don't have to change.
Arnav: I am sorry Khushi i am really sorry i did so bad with you but you still saved me . without thinking that your life was also at stake.
Arnav: (looking at her teary eyes with his): " I Love you" i love you so much. heart emoticon
thought was not acceptable to my heart that i'll not be able to see you. so i did what I thought the best way to keep you away from Shyam and stay by my side. and maybe if you will change
then i'll never let you go if you realize your mistake but you were never at fault
you don't have to change.
Arnav: I am sorry Khushi i am really sorry i did so bad with you but you still saved me . without thinking that your life was also at stake.
Arnav: (looking at her teary eyes with his): " I Love you" i love you so much. heart emoticon
To be continued...
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
Health and Fitness
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