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Hi friends!!! Its been long since ipkknd ended but it still rules our heart and after reading many beautiful ffs n ss i thought of giving it a shot.
CHOICES :Dreams
Choices are easy to make between good and bad but what happens when the options hold equal good.
Thank you appy di for this beautiful banner.
Having worked hard all day to complete the project, she expected that the least he could do was acknowledge her punctuality. Yesterday she had reached home all exhausted from the field trip at 10 at night. And in spite of her aching head she had sat by her study table collecting and filtering data, connecting factual reference, to complete the files that he had assigned to her. It was only after completing the work that she had sighed in relief but being too tired to review her work she had fallen asleep in her chair as the dinner lay all forgotten. It was 6 in the morning when she had woken up after catching only two hours of sleep and had to with Maggie for breakfast. Her head had still burnt.
But she would have overlooked all the hassles endured, if only he could have uttered a few words of praises for her. She glanced up to look at the man in question, seated across the mahogany table going through her work or more precisely trying to find any errors so that he can lash out at her. Just like the way he had been doing for the last two months.
Not wanting to probe the hurtful topic on her last day she diverted her eyes to look at the posters of Bill Gates and Steve Jobs adorning the wall of his cabin and the awards beautifying the glass case. At this young age of 27 he had made his name in the corporate world .The trophies engraved with Mr.ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA were the testimonies to it. These have always been the source of inspiration for her and the achiever of those awards, her idol, her guide, her mentor and true friend.
But not anymore...
Her attention snapped back to present when she heard him close the file with brutal force and stand up from his leather chair.
"What shit you are feeding me Miss Gupta," he roared coming towards her.
She shivered seeing the menacing gleam in his eyes.
"The progress chart you have put forth is totally incorrect, do you believe any investor is going to opt for our company if they read this bull**it of yours. Or are you planning to bring our company to the streets"
"Oh I forgot why would you care, you have already left the company," he retorted with the sarcastic gleam in his eyes.
Her eyes flew back to his in indignation.
She has silently listened to all his outbursts for the last few months convincing herself that she was the one at fault and she was entitled to these bearings. But now she can't keep quite when the question is on her dedication.
"Sir, you have the right to chide me for my faults, but you can't bring my dedication in question ,for in the 9 months of my working in Raizada Industries, if nothing then all I have been is dedicated" she gave him equally back.
"Interesting ... I never knew quitting your job in spite of getting a promotion, prior to the completion of the requisite could be called dedication Miss ," he challenged not backing out.
She couldn't believe her ears, of all the persons on earth he was the one saying this. He should have known better how he had made her work 10 hours a day, not letting her rest, sending her to field trips though it wasn't her department. She wasn't getting paid for her last two months for working on the post of an employee because she was walking out before the minimum one year clause, yet she has put her heart and soul into the company.
"Listen and listen clear Miss Gupta, in spite of the merger the board has decided to appoint me as the core project member and I will not disappoint them. The meeting is scheduled for the next hour. I have worked very hard for this project and I won't let anything short of a catastrophe ruin it for me, and not especially by you," saying this he walked back to his chair.
"I want the correct file in the boardroom in next half hour. At any cost," he ordered, resuming his work.
She was hurt. Very hurt by his actions.
If gloating gives him pleasure, she would let him have that, for these memories were the only things left for her to cherish later.
Afraid that her tears may fall she weakly managed a Yes Sir' and turned to leave the cabin.
Once in the confines of her cubicle she let her treacherous tears fall. Wiping them furiously she desperately searched for the papers to redo the file. Cursing herself for being the fool she was to have false hopes.
This was her routine for the past two months...cursing herself. At times she would sit by her desk trying hard to think about the reason behind his changed demeanor. Pressurizing her mind to think of anything that might have made him so hard towards her. It hurts to know the person whom you have looked up to, considered the mentor detests you so much.
Nine months back she had come to this city of Kolkata to join a good coaching institute. After her graduation she had wanted to pursue MBA. But this was not easy for a girl coming from a middle class family with four siblings and only a retired father to support them. Her father had opened a small grocery shop back in Ranchi after being retired from army. But the income was meager. Not wanting to burden her father she had applied for a part time job here in Kolkata. But being inexperienced she could only garner the post of personal assistant in Raizada Industries. Yet she had looked upon this opportunity to familiarize herself to the business world and to gain experience rather than considering it a necessity.
Initially juggling between work and CAT preparation has taken a toll on her. At one point of time she had almost decided to quit.
But then HE, her boss had been very supportive, guiding and motivating her all way along. Encouraging her to pursue her dreams. Taught her not to fret over toil and responsibility but to take it as a challenge. Being faced the examination himself he helped her in the academic front too.
That is why she has always respected him, adored him and considered him her idol. They shared a bond much stronger than that of a boss and secretary.
But things change...
He stood there by the large glass walls of his cabin facing the busy city of Kolkata. Trying hard not to think about the girl who has occupied his minds since last few months. Two months back, when she came out as one of the city toppers in CAT, he wasn't surprised. He had seen that gleam and determination mirrored in her eyes. She reminded him of his own struggling days when he had built his company from scratch. So there was no second thought in helping her and guiding her in this business world. But in all this, when he got accustomed to her presence he isn't aware. She had slowly made her place in his heart. Not wanting to divert his attention from his company, which was his prime concern, he tried hard to repress the feelings she evoked in him. He knew these kinds of distractions were detrimental for his company's growth, besides she was 7 years younger to him.
But when she had taken a week's leave prior to her entrance exam, he had missed her like hell. He never knew her presence has become like a drug for him until then.
So when her expected eyes had searched for his glance of appreciation, during all the cheering and felicitation by her colleagues on her success, he had walked past her. He couldn't bring himself to congratulate her, knowing she would be leaving soon. He had seen her eyes shimmer with unshed tears with his ignorance. But he knows he was the one most proud at that moment as if it wasn't hers, but his achievement too. Then he had done most selfish thing, by promoting her from her post of secretary to a full fledged employee. Hoping against hope, to allure her into staying. Always beside him.
But he was wrong in doubting her priorities; after all she was just like him. Strong-headed and adamant indeed.
And this was the reason she was inducted in one of the leading B-School of India in Lucknow for which she would be leaving tomorrow.
SHE HAD CHOSEN TO LEAVE.
He tried his best not to be affected by her. Avoiding her, constantly lashing out at her,making her work till late hours at night. Punishing the oblivious soul for making him suffer. Hiding his bleeding heart under the mask of indifference. He closed his eyes, clenching his jaw to control the anguish inside.
The constant knocking brought him out of his reverie.
"Come In."
"Sir the panel for the meeting has arrived, Mr. Saxena is on his way too."
"You receive them at the lobby I will be there soon" he replied still facing the glass walls, eyes clenched shut.
"Umm... Sir Khushi asked me to inform you that she has kept the file in the boardroom."
KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.
Her name made him open his eyes in an instant.
*****
Two meetings back to back have drained him to the core. He sat there in his cabin, pinching the bridge of his nose, trying hard to make that feeling of discomfort go. He had granted early leave for his employees when they had solicited, to attend HER farewell party.
He glanced at the watch, which by now was indicating 9PM.Time for wrap up. Grabbing his overcoat from the leather chair and the remote keys, he proceeded towards the elevator.
He was just out of the lift when he heard noises coming out from the corner wing of the floor. The building was supposed to be empty. He saw the light of the last cubicle on and went to check.
"I suppose your presence was needed in your own farewell party."
Startled she turned around.
"Sir ...I left the party early since my few tasks were pending here, "she replied nervously gripping the sides of her kurti.
Her dedication. How he lamented questioning her dedication earlier in the morning, just to hurt her.
"Don't worry sir, I am done," she replied, not getting any response from him.
He saw her hastily put her belongings in her bag. She was stuffing all her things on table into the bag as if to collect the memories. Wiping out any remnants, that might remind him of her. Her hands trembled as she put the idol of Ganeshji in a small box. Her body was shivering , eyes downcast almost on the verge of breaking down.
Seeing her like this, his all resolve to forget the last 9 months just as a figment of dream, crumbled. He didn't want her to leave like this, on a bad note. He should stop holding it against her.
Maybe 7 years age gap isn't much.
Two years is not long.
He will wait.
Lucknow is not far. Right???
Only an hour journey from Kolkata when he could take flight.
He can't let her go without trying.
"Come back to me soon."
Her eyes flew back to his. AND THE DAM BROKE LOOSE.
Let me know your thoughts...
NOTE: This piece was written in wattpad by ME, but to avoid further complication i would delete it there and if ever i write the sequels i m gonna post it on IF because i penned this concept keeping arshi in mind.
Sorry for all the confusion.
PART ONE: above
PART TWO: page 3
PART THREE: page 7
CHOICES :Dreams
Choices are easy to make between good and bad but what happens when the options hold equal good.
Thank you appy di for this beautiful banner.
Having worked hard all day to complete the project, she expected that the least he could do was acknowledge her punctuality. Yesterday she had reached home all exhausted from the field trip at 10 at night. And in spite of her aching head she had sat by her study table collecting and filtering data, connecting factual reference, to complete the files that he had assigned to her. It was only after completing the work that she had sighed in relief but being too tired to review her work she had fallen asleep in her chair as the dinner lay all forgotten. It was 6 in the morning when she had woken up after catching only two hours of sleep and had to with Maggie for breakfast. Her head had still burnt.
But she would have overlooked all the hassles endured, if only he could have uttered a few words of praises for her. She glanced up to look at the man in question, seated across the mahogany table going through her work or more precisely trying to find any errors so that he can lash out at her. Just like the way he had been doing for the last two months.
Not wanting to probe the hurtful topic on her last day she diverted her eyes to look at the posters of Bill Gates and Steve Jobs adorning the wall of his cabin and the awards beautifying the glass case. At this young age of 27 he had made his name in the corporate world .The trophies engraved with Mr.ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA were the testimonies to it. These have always been the source of inspiration for her and the achiever of those awards, her idol, her guide, her mentor and true friend.
But not anymore...
Her attention snapped back to present when she heard him close the file with brutal force and stand up from his leather chair.
"What shit you are feeding me Miss Gupta," he roared coming towards her.
She shivered seeing the menacing gleam in his eyes.
"The progress chart you have put forth is totally incorrect, do you believe any investor is going to opt for our company if they read this bull**it of yours. Or are you planning to bring our company to the streets"
"Oh I forgot why would you care, you have already left the company," he retorted with the sarcastic gleam in his eyes.
Her eyes flew back to his in indignation.
She has silently listened to all his outbursts for the last few months convincing herself that she was the one at fault and she was entitled to these bearings. But now she can't keep quite when the question is on her dedication.
"Sir, you have the right to chide me for my faults, but you can't bring my dedication in question ,for in the 9 months of my working in Raizada Industries, if nothing then all I have been is dedicated" she gave him equally back.
"Interesting ... I never knew quitting your job in spite of getting a promotion, prior to the completion of the requisite could be called dedication Miss ," he challenged not backing out.
She couldn't believe her ears, of all the persons on earth he was the one saying this. He should have known better how he had made her work 10 hours a day, not letting her rest, sending her to field trips though it wasn't her department. She wasn't getting paid for her last two months for working on the post of an employee because she was walking out before the minimum one year clause, yet she has put her heart and soul into the company.
"Listen and listen clear Miss Gupta, in spite of the merger the board has decided to appoint me as the core project member and I will not disappoint them. The meeting is scheduled for the next hour. I have worked very hard for this project and I won't let anything short of a catastrophe ruin it for me, and not especially by you," saying this he walked back to his chair.
"I want the correct file in the boardroom in next half hour. At any cost," he ordered, resuming his work.
She was hurt. Very hurt by his actions.
If gloating gives him pleasure, she would let him have that, for these memories were the only things left for her to cherish later.
Afraid that her tears may fall she weakly managed a Yes Sir' and turned to leave the cabin.
Once in the confines of her cubicle she let her treacherous tears fall. Wiping them furiously she desperately searched for the papers to redo the file. Cursing herself for being the fool she was to have false hopes.
This was her routine for the past two months...cursing herself. At times she would sit by her desk trying hard to think about the reason behind his changed demeanor. Pressurizing her mind to think of anything that might have made him so hard towards her. It hurts to know the person whom you have looked up to, considered the mentor detests you so much.
Nine months back she had come to this city of Kolkata to join a good coaching institute. After her graduation she had wanted to pursue MBA. But this was not easy for a girl coming from a middle class family with four siblings and only a retired father to support them. Her father had opened a small grocery shop back in Ranchi after being retired from army. But the income was meager. Not wanting to burden her father she had applied for a part time job here in Kolkata. But being inexperienced she could only garner the post of personal assistant in Raizada Industries. Yet she had looked upon this opportunity to familiarize herself to the business world and to gain experience rather than considering it a necessity.
Initially juggling between work and CAT preparation has taken a toll on her. At one point of time she had almost decided to quit.
But then HE, her boss had been very supportive, guiding and motivating her all way along. Encouraging her to pursue her dreams. Taught her not to fret over toil and responsibility but to take it as a challenge. Being faced the examination himself he helped her in the academic front too.
That is why she has always respected him, adored him and considered him her idol. They shared a bond much stronger than that of a boss and secretary.
But things change...
He stood there by the large glass walls of his cabin facing the busy city of Kolkata. Trying hard not to think about the girl who has occupied his minds since last few months. Two months back, when she came out as one of the city toppers in CAT, he wasn't surprised. He had seen that gleam and determination mirrored in her eyes. She reminded him of his own struggling days when he had built his company from scratch. So there was no second thought in helping her and guiding her in this business world. But in all this, when he got accustomed to her presence he isn't aware. She had slowly made her place in his heart. Not wanting to divert his attention from his company, which was his prime concern, he tried hard to repress the feelings she evoked in him. He knew these kinds of distractions were detrimental for his company's growth, besides she was 7 years younger to him.
But when she had taken a week's leave prior to her entrance exam, he had missed her like hell. He never knew her presence has become like a drug for him until then.
So when her expected eyes had searched for his glance of appreciation, during all the cheering and felicitation by her colleagues on her success, he had walked past her. He couldn't bring himself to congratulate her, knowing she would be leaving soon. He had seen her eyes shimmer with unshed tears with his ignorance. But he knows he was the one most proud at that moment as if it wasn't hers, but his achievement too. Then he had done most selfish thing, by promoting her from her post of secretary to a full fledged employee. Hoping against hope, to allure her into staying. Always beside him.
But he was wrong in doubting her priorities; after all she was just like him. Strong-headed and adamant indeed.
And this was the reason she was inducted in one of the leading B-School of India in Lucknow for which she would be leaving tomorrow.
SHE HAD CHOSEN TO LEAVE.
He tried his best not to be affected by her. Avoiding her, constantly lashing out at her,making her work till late hours at night. Punishing the oblivious soul for making him suffer. Hiding his bleeding heart under the mask of indifference. He closed his eyes, clenching his jaw to control the anguish inside.
The constant knocking brought him out of his reverie.
"Come In."
"Sir the panel for the meeting has arrived, Mr. Saxena is on his way too."
"You receive them at the lobby I will be there soon" he replied still facing the glass walls, eyes clenched shut.
"Umm... Sir Khushi asked me to inform you that she has kept the file in the boardroom."
KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.
Her name made him open his eyes in an instant.
*****
Two meetings back to back have drained him to the core. He sat there in his cabin, pinching the bridge of his nose, trying hard to make that feeling of discomfort go. He had granted early leave for his employees when they had solicited, to attend HER farewell party.
He glanced at the watch, which by now was indicating 9PM.Time for wrap up. Grabbing his overcoat from the leather chair and the remote keys, he proceeded towards the elevator.
He was just out of the lift when he heard noises coming out from the corner wing of the floor. The building was supposed to be empty. He saw the light of the last cubicle on and went to check.
"I suppose your presence was needed in your own farewell party."
Startled she turned around.
"Sir ...I left the party early since my few tasks were pending here, "she replied nervously gripping the sides of her kurti.
Her dedication. How he lamented questioning her dedication earlier in the morning, just to hurt her.
"Don't worry sir, I am done," she replied, not getting any response from him.
He saw her hastily put her belongings in her bag. She was stuffing all her things on table into the bag as if to collect the memories. Wiping out any remnants, that might remind him of her. Her hands trembled as she put the idol of Ganeshji in a small box. Her body was shivering , eyes downcast almost on the verge of breaking down.
Seeing her like this, his all resolve to forget the last 9 months just as a figment of dream, crumbled. He didn't want her to leave like this, on a bad note. He should stop holding it against her.
Maybe 7 years age gap isn't much.
Two years is not long.
He will wait.
Lucknow is not far. Right???
Only an hour journey from Kolkata when he could take flight.
He can't let her go without trying.
"Come back to me soon."
Her eyes flew back to his. AND THE DAM BROKE LOOSE.
Let me know your thoughts...
NOTE: This piece was written in wattpad by ME, but to avoid further complication i would delete it there and if ever i write the sequels i m gonna post it on IF because i penned this concept keeping arshi in mind.
Sorry for all the confusion.
PART ONE: above
PART TWO: page 3
PART THREE: page 7
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