
Lafzon se jo tha pare
Khaalipan ko jo bhare
Kuchh to tha tere mere darmiyaan
Rishte ko kya mod doon
Naata yeh ab tod doon
Ya phir yoon hi chhod doon, darmiyaaan
Benaam rishta wo...
Benaam rishta woh, bechain karta jo
Ho na sake jo bayaan, darmiyan
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Kuchh to tha tere-mere darmiyaan..
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That, which was beyond words,
Which filled the emptiness,
Something was there between you and me..
What turn should I give to this relation,
Should I break this relation,
Or should I leave it, in between-
That nameless relationship,
Which makes (you and me) restless,
Which cannot be described (in words),
In between, in between..
There was something in between you and me...
She ran into the room after telling him she didn't love him, but she did. She just couldn't have him. There was something about him that had made her fall for him without once thinking how she would cope when he would know, when he would leave, when he would be gone, gone forever.
They had been through so much together, he had built his place in her heart unknowingly and that had left her wishing, hoping that maybe, just maybe there was a chance for their future but no. Destiny was still not happy. Even after putting her through so much pain, there was still more to come.
The words of - who was she? - Her husband's girlfriend, his love, his life. Wasn't that supposed to be her? Wasn't a wife meant to have a right on her husband?
No, only she wasn't.
Her words echoed in her mind once again- I'm pregnant with Abhi's child.
She again shuddered at those words, but why, after all it was the painful truth. Why was she so adamant to believe it couldn't be true. Hadn't he reminded enough times her that she had no place in his life, constantly? He had. But then she had no control over her heart. Had she, then she wouldn't have taken the wrong path to a closed door. To a closed way of love and happiness, it just wasn't supposed to be for her.
A tear splashed on her shoulder as she began to shake with sobs that no one could comfort her for, no one could tell her that they were there for her, no one at all.
Aankhon mein tere saaye
Chahoon to ho na paaye
Yaadon se teri faasla haye
Jaake bhi tu na jaaye
Thehri tu dil mein haaye
Hasrat si banke kyun bhala
Kyun yaad karta hoon
Mit-ta hoon banta hoon
Mujhko tu laayi yeh kahaan
Your shadows (are there) in my eyes,
Even if I want, there cannot be distance from your memories..
Even after going you don't go,
You stay in my heart
Becoming a wish, why?
Why do I remember you?
I end and I be again,
Where have you brought me?
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He watched her run in to the room her words echoed through his mind- I don't love you, it was a joke.
Why did it affect him so much after all what was she to him? Nothing, absolutely nothing. Then why did it hurt him that she didn't love him, he didn't love her. But then why had it been so hard to say no? Why? He didn't want to break her heart but then did his heart not matter to her? Did his feelings not matter to her? Her eyes, those full of happiness had been numb when she said that? Why?
There he has been thinking that she was too kind to break in a second but she had shown no sign of care. He smashed the mirror before him in anger. She was laughing at him, laughing at the joke he had made of himself. He was such a fool; he didn't matter to her... He was nothing. Nothing at all, but he still couldn't hate her, why?
Chalte thay jinpe hum-tum
Raaste woh saare hain gum
Ab kaise dhoondein manzilein
Raatein hain jaise maatam
Aate hain din bhi gumsum
Roothi hain saari mehfilein
Itna satao na, yoon yaad aao na
Ban jaaye aansoon hi zubaan
On which you and me walked,
All those paths are missing,
How to find the destination now..
Nights are like mourning...
Days also come sadly..
All the gatherings are silent..
Don't trouble so much, don't come to my memory in such a way that tears have become my language...
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How long more? How long would they both cry over their unsettling minds, minds not ready to believe the truth? She loved him, he didn't or did he? She wanted him to smile, he had wanted to ruin her, had he? So many questions, such little time. If only they could reach a conclusion, if only there weren't so many problems. If only...
Benaam rishta woh...
Benaam rishta woh, bechain karta jo
Ho naa sake jo bayaan darmiyaan
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Kuch toh tha tere mere darmiyaan
Haaye..
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Darmiyaan darmiyaan
Kuchh toh tha tere mere darmiyaan
That nameless relationship,
Which makes (you and me) restless,
Which cannot be described (in words),
In between, in between..
There was something in between you and me...
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