Dear Coconut Heart,
You were right, no point of hoping that I am doing well. Yes, nobody is taking me seriously since the Holi blunder. And she, she is so sure that she won me back. There are faults in my actions or your my coconut heart? The jealousy, the acceptance to her hug, you are not letting me fight it. You make me feel that there is still some life, some sweetness inside those hard shell. You make me hope with her.
And today, you take me to her door with hope. You make me fulfill her wish. You make me smile. She tells me her monster is getting predictable. How hard I try to put a not caring hard face, try not to express, she challenges harder. You must be laughing today.
She and her hopes. She shows me how she was waiting for me. I smile. She shares her day making me relief about the worry I had due to Pandit. I smile again. I open up about my experience to her and smile again. And I tell her I wanted to call, and she gets me. I smile once again. Then I concentrate on stars. She smiles at the stars wittily. She challenges them ...look, I show you who the real star for the monster... She puts her hand on mine and my emotions start singing... "I found you and that's when I found what is living..." You made it hard to hold the emotions. I look at her with peace. "Am I the prayer of her heart ?"...my emotions keep singing. Her divine face... the strand of hair touching her lips... Oh my hand, reach there..."Now it's not hurting that much"...I say, "what" she asks...okay coconut heart stop right there. I have to take it from here.
I say I was talking about my hand that healed. And the brave girl makes me smile again with her wit, "I thought your heart".. See coconut heart... She knows you too well. She want you to take over... You make me say ...keep hoping...
And she throws me popcorn... Hope ...are you kidding ... see my party plan...Yes, she started celebrating her win...
I shake head... Don't put too much hope on the coconut heart dear...The real monster has to be a shocker...
Dear coconut heart, I know you think you have won the upper hand. But I won't let her hopes win so easily. I am going to show my dark side again...I am going to pain her again... I am going to test her hope again... I am going to make her pamper me again.. I am going to make her tease me again... I am going to make her do all the things for my smile again and again... I will show my game is not slipping from my hand...
I agree... you and I, both crave for such beautiful moments with her... And I may sometimes let you takeover to heal yourself... my heart...I know you will make it hard to hold on to the various emotions ...
My game will continue...Until I resolve all my conflicts with you coconut heart... Until we stop fighting...With the hope in our star...
And don't worry about my game plan against the Pandit. If I can fight you, I can fight anyone.
Hold on to your emotions,
Your Shell,
The Real Monster
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For the Record: Based on Kaisi Yeh Yaariaan, aired on March 13 2015
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