Aahil is sick with worry...
Literally sick. He wanders the streets in desperation.
Not knowing where to look. Where to start.
She just Vanished... into thin air.
Have you seen her? She's my wife... She's missing...
Please Inspector ! Please do everything you can to find her.. please !
Sanam, where are you??
Sanam cries and cries, she can feel him calling out to her. His desperate pleas somehow reach across the unknown distance and she knows: he is looking for me...
Aahil searches tirelessly.
Was she mad at him? Did she think he had betrayed her love?
He goes over his memories over and over. All he can recall is her reassuring him over and over, that she could never have willingly walked away from him like this. Or out of anger.
He had treated her abominably, and she stayed. He pushed her away and hurt her, and she stayed and fought. Through all the humiliation and suffering, she stood steadfast for him.
Stubbornly loving him.
Until he came around. And he received a gift of love so bountiful, his hands couldn't hold enough of it at a time. He greedily scooped up generous helpings, wanting to save as much of it quickly.
Why did she go now? Now that I can't bear not being able to see her??
He searches everywhere, eyes restless and anxious. Afraid to blink in case he missed something. He gives in to moments of panic.
What if she's gone forever?
What if I never see her again?
What if she...
what if ...
No, stop it Aahil, it can't be ... get up.. keep looking...
She always came back...
" When our hearts are so close, Aahil... distance is not an issue..."
COME BACK, SANAM...!!! I NEED YOU !!!
Restless with worry, he doesn't sleep a wink. Pacing, waiting.
What is taking so long for her to come back?
He sits facing the door, in case she walks in and he missed it.
Aahil looks at the taweez, the last thing she had put on him. To keep him safe.
"I have no one else but you, Aahil. If you are safe from evil and danger, you would save me and Seher, wouldn't you? Please, for me, keep this on your self always."
Not knowing where else to go, he prays.
Haunted with memories, he prays and prays for her safety. Asking for forgiveness for his past behaviour. Wishing for another chance to make things right by her.
I know I have treated the Love you sent to me abominably. But I never betrayed her ! Please give me a chance to prove myself. Give me a sign... that she is alright.
I love her, in my heart, my soul, there is only Sanam...
Give me a chance to show you how much.
Far away, Sanam has reached the Kashmir border, and the kidnappers want to avoid the border army patrol. They drive a little madly, as though by Divine intervention she is saved from a more horrible fate.
The truck craches and Sanam is thrown into the river and unconscious, she is swept down the river into Pakistan.
Aahil has a horrifying thought.
Something bad has happened to her.
Precap: Sanam wakes up and wanders around the area, and is found by a man. She doesn't remember who she is, or what she is doing there. An army man approaches in his bike...
OH my God!
This has been an emotionally exhausting episode. Aahil's pain is heartbreaking. And he has potrayed grieving Aahil amazingly. That heartwrenching prayer made me weep so much. A better redemption for Aahil I cannot wish for. I forgive him completely.
Please unite them soon.
Hats of KV. AND a standing ovation...!
Song featured :
Ajj Mera Jee Karda Lyrics Translation | Badlapur
Music: Sachin-Jigar
Lyrics: Dinesh Vijan, Priya Saraiya
Singer: Divya Kumar
Music Label: Eros Now
Chhalni kar de seena mera
Chalni kar de seenaa mera
Daag de saari goliyaan ni ajj mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni ajj mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni aaj mera jee karda
Make a sieve of my chest (with bullets),
Shoot me with all the bullets, today I want to,
My wish is, to die..
I want to die today, I want to die..
Mushkil kar de jeena mera
Hanste hanste mit jaaneya ni mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni ajj mera jee karda
Make it tough for me to live,
And still I'll die happily, that's what I wish,
I want to die today..
Rabba mere, mujhe ghar pe tere
kadi bula teri chaukhat pe
De de aur jo dard hon baaki
Rula mujhe rajj rajj ke aaj mera jee karda
O my Lord, someday call me
To your home, your door,
And give me any pains that are still remaining (for me to bear)
Make me cry badly, that's what I want..
Ki ajj mera jee karda
Ki ajj mera jee karda, jee karda, jee karda
Ik waari deedar ko tere
Lakh waari katt jaaniya ni ajj mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni ajj mera ji karda
Today I want,
I want, want today
To see you once,
I'm ready to be cut a million times,
I wish to die today..
Le loon balaayein, balaayein teri
De doon duaayein, duaayein...
Le ja, le ja tu abki baari
Saansein ab hain haari...
I'd take your demons, your problems,
And give you blessings..
Take, take this time
These breaths have now lost..
Ki aaj mera jee karda
Marjaneya ni ajj mera jee karda
Chhalni karde seena mera
Mushkil karde jeena mera
Chalni kar de seena mera...
