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I could not reply on your comments of last update of Punarviva.. You all know the reason but one of my friends forced me to reply her..Kiran@6n6s6k6i6r6a6n6 -This one is for you😃😃

I know that you are not liking the fact that all(Specially Maan) have forgotten Arpita... but It was a character which I picked up from the society... and it was planned only this way in my story .You are angry at why Maan forgot Arpita? She was going to be a mother of his child.. even he doesn't have any feeling for his baby..I created that character like this as I have seen it so many times Even I saw it in my own house... I have seen my own chachu and chichi . They lost their baby only within a month of her birth..They cried for some days and after crying for some more days they became normal.. So if they forgot their daughter whom my chichi kept for 9 months in her tummy and who was alive for a month. then where Maan is at fault ?..he even did not know that his baby existed..he knew about it when Arpita died.He never felt him...And I have seen so many persons who were in love with their wives but unfortunately she died and they got married again totally forgetting their beloved wife.. they get married even at the age of sixty.. so after spending so many years together they again can get their life partner and live happily.. I only took inspirations from these incidences..Secondkly He did not get nuch time to mourn over his wife and baby's death as he had to look after Geet as taiji was there tera her apart.. and when things settled he found that he had started to love Geet.. \t Maan had clearly said earlier that he liked and respected Arpita as she was a very good wife to him..took care of him but he could not fell in love with her.. May be he needed some more time to fall in love with her..but destiny did not allow him to do that..He even asked for her forgiveness for loving Geet after her death..So I don't think that Arpita got some injustice..I m sorry if I m hurting you with my reply. After writing more than 80 parts..I cannot change her character but yes..I have a surprise for all my readers towards the end of the story.. and I hope you all will like it..specially you Kiran..I know you are too emotional and connected to this story.. so sorry for hurting your heart..I will try my best to make this story a PUNARVIVAH in all possible ways..You have to keep some patience..Love you yaar... and my one request.. please till then keep Arpita aside..

Part -83

(This update is about Geet's journey in KM.. sorry if you feel bore after reading it as it's only Geet who is talking here..Maan is only listening what she is saying )

Geet smiled meekly and took a deep breathe. Though her eyes were having tears but She was at little peace as she got her answered and now she could be free from the guilt from both sides. Her relations with Both Maan and Yash were making her sink in guilt.. For Maan she was feeling guilty for not sharing her feelings when he had told everything to her related to Arpita at that time when they were only friends and she hid her feelings even she was married to him.. She was feeling guilty for thinking like that for Yash but that too was not in her hands,, situation forced her to think..and today she was feeling more guilty for Yash because for doubting him . He was not alive to put his side but today she could know what Yash wanted to say to her.. His unfulfilled dwish brought her here where she came across his dreamy wish and she could guess now it clearly why yash behaved like that with her...May be it was time to reveal whatever she did remember...not only with Maan but she wanted to say that to Yash too ..She wanted to tell him that she was wrong for thinking like that for him..May be Yash could heard her and forgive her..

She asked Maan-Maan can we go out?

Maan-Geet..it's very cold out side..

Geet-Please..

Maan-Ok but take something warm .

He took out the shawl from the closet and covered Geet with it..He too wore his jacket and both came out at the balcony of the room..

Geet looked in to the sky .. Stars were shining brightly there..She stared at them as if she wanted to ask yash if he there to listen to her or not...she stood looking at the sky and then Maan called her-Geet ..

and Geet then looked at him.

He was looking at her with concern-Are you fine?

. she inhaled a long breathe. She nodded in yes... Her eyes were still wet . she wiped her tears

Maan wrapped his arms around her to give some courage to speak..her sahwa slipped from her shoulders..maan adjusted it again

And Geet started-Maan you know it well how I was when I came to your family after marrying Yash.. Just a fun loving girl with a big mouth .. I never thought once before speaking. I m sure you haven't forgotten how much I tortured you when you came in your room and was shocked to see me at the place of arpita..

Maan smiled hearing her .. He remembered well what happened that day..Geet mistook him as Yash and almost fought with him for asking about her being there in is room..

Geet further said- Maan you won't believe me if I tell you that I did not know anything about the relation of husband and wife.. but this is true.. I was completely ignorant about that even at the age of 22 ..

And Maan looked at her with disbelief. If she was saying true?

Geet found Maan looking at her with disbelief -I swear maan.. I did not know anything.. actually I was never interested in girly talks before my marriage like normal girls. I preferred boys as my friends more than girls since my school days...Boys always had fun whenever got free time and Girls used to sit at one place and do girly chats and I hated that.. I was more like boys .. or you could say.. Tom boy..I always made a fun of the girls who talked about the love affairs and boyfriends.. .. The girls were almost scared of me to talk something romantic or dreamy as they knew that they were going to face some scolding from me..

..Mamma sometime showed her worries about me for behaving like that. She so many times tried to make me understand that a girl should behave like a girl only but whom she was teaching.. I never listened to her..and stayed like that only..because I was more boyinsh so Rahul too loved my company and we were best buddies more that bro and sis.. we used to go on bike rides whenever we got time.. mamma always instructed him to be careful for me .I loved to drive bikes so every we went on a ride It was me who used to drive the bike..

and one day I got the news that some family was coming to meet me for marriage.. I protested but mamma scolded me and Papa convinced me to meet you all..and your family said yes for the marriage and planned the wedding in next 15 days.. I was so angry because my studies weren't over till then. And I thought that my dream of becoming a designer would not be fulfilled as inlwas are more demanding..But papa and mamma made me ready by saying that I would be able to finish my studies even after marriage .I got agreed and I was married to Yash in a wink without having any knowledge about the relation between hasband and wife..

I witnessed husband and wife's relation at two places.. Outside of the bedroom I saw Mamma and Papa as a couple.. Fully caring for each other.. Supporting each other in every way.. Mamma was perfect for papa. There is a saying that a girl inherits her qualities from her mother but I could not inherit those qualities..may be Rahul adopted those qualities and I was such a carefree girl and Rahul was always careful for me. And even he used to take care of mamma better than me whenever she was not feeling well...Mamma so many time tried to teach me house hold works but I was never interested..

Maan was listening quietly.. He was finding it quite unusual.

Geet continued-and Inside of the bed room I saw only hero and heroine of movies as a couple where they usually were showed kissing each other and after that scenes used to end.. After few scenes heroine used to declared that she was going to be a mother.. That was only I knew about a couple that they kissed and girl got pragnent..Saying this Geet got little embarrassed..

And Maan literally laughed to hear that and Geet asked- Do you think I m lying?and she pouted and looked at him with some anger

Maan controlled his laughter and said-No.. I mean I trust you ..but I m finding it quite surprising.. I mean How can someone be like this? So innocent and..

But Geet cut him-Not innocent Maan you say that I was an idiot.. I mean How could I behave in that stupid ways with Yash..

Maan-why? What did you do?

Geet-After anie's act of swapping me and Arpita we all became friends and the little bit hesitation and nervousness of being at new place flew from the window .and after reaching in our room I started to make fun of you..I was telling him how you got scared to see me there at the place of Arpita and you literally ran from there..and I was not stopping my blabbering and then he suddenly k..kissed me to stop from talking..

Geet's voice got slow- and you know Maan that was the only kiss which we shared in those six months. hearing this Maan's arms got tighter around her.

Geet was saying-.and that too was not because of love.. may be he was getting tired with my talking and wanted to stop me .. perhaps he was not used to listen someone talking nonstop. ..

and she smiled remembering that night- But I was not the girl who could be stopped so easily.. you know I made an issue of that kiss.. All thanks to my half knowledge about the couple's relations which I gained from movies.. How much I was feared for being pregnant because of that kiss in front of him..I told him that I did not want to marry because I wanted to finish my studies first.. I also told him that mamma and papa were the reason that I said yes for the marriage.. I was so heartbroken to know that I was going to be pregnant because he had kissed me and got worried for my studies..I was cribbing in front of him that how will I go to college with a big tummy .All would make my fun... Poor Yash.. he was so scared listening me That day he was not ready to sleep with me on the same bad but somehow I convinced him to share the bed..

Maan was listening everything

Her eyes started to flow- and Maan looked at her.-Kya hua Geet?

And Get literally cried-Maan It was me who forced him to stay away from myself . I know I did that without wrong intentions but I forced him to stay away from me..

Maan-Geet stop crying..

Geet put her head on his chest crying.. Maan too felt bad to see her in guilt but it was the high time that she needed to come out of the guilt.. and the best was to voice out whatever was in her heart so He did not stop her from crying or talking..

Geet- Next day whatever happened on the breakfast you know that.. I did not know anyting about cooking.. and Taiji told those harsh words to me.. I was really feeling bad that I was the reason for whatever happened.. But Yash convinced me that I was not on mistake.I said what was true and. taiji got a chance as she was like that only.. He told me to ignore taiji. But I was really scared..I asked him if taiji could stop my studies and he convinced me that nothing like that was going to happen.Taiji would not be able to do that.. she was a habit to say bitter words but everyone was there to support me.. I pretended to look normal in front of you all but inside of my heart I was scared .. I remembered mamma then saying to learn some work..That day I cursed myself for not listening to her.. but maa and papa were so nice to me . they asked me not to worry and I promised them to learn everything after my finishing my studies..I think These were some reasons that he stayed away from me... He thought of me being some immature girl . he knew that studies was on the top priority for me as I had a record of maintain the top position in my batch and after that day he always supported me. He took care of me like I was a child ..He never tried to come close to me . It was me who always hugged him because I had seen it in movies that husband and wife hug eachother and we were husband and wife. But I was so busy in myself that I never thought that it was only me who hugged him.. He never initiated. Physical relations were never in my mind that time because I did not know anything about it and secondly I did not want to be pregnant... For me his support was more than anything. He was just doing what I had seen my papa doing with mamma by supporting her Sometimes I used to think that he never behaved like hero behaved with his wife in movies like catching her holding her and teasing for some romantic talks... on My birthday I was expecting him to wish me like they do in movies but he smartly distracted me that time. It was not like that I was sad but I was forced to think sometimes..Though I was so happy being with him but few times I felt that I did not do anything for him as Arpita used to do for you..and when I regretted for it in front of him he never allowed me to feel bad for those small things.. He always said to me that it was the matter of sometime only . He always consoled me by saying that with the time I too would be as perfect wife for him..and these habits of him forced me to respect him more..and I promised him to be a good wife to him But he left me without giving a chance..and this feeling of guilt in me that I could not do anything for him when he was alive converted in the feeling of love for him and I decided to spend my life in is name as it was my tribute for him..Even after he left I never thought about our physical relation but first time I thought about it when you shared your and arpita's relation with me.. you told me that you did not love Arpita though you were in physical relation with her and she was carrying your baby..That day I asked Yash.. If Maan did not love Arpita then what was between us because we did not have anything like that between us... But he was not there to answer me. .Though time had made me matured and I somehow was aware of the relation of husband and wife...But my love and respect did not change for him.. With the time things changed and I was married to you.. Inspite of marrying you I thought that I belonged to Yash and this marriage was only for the family as we both were forced to do so..but time doesn't allow anyone to stop at one point and I felt that my feelings had started to change towards you.. but tried to hide that as I thought that you knew that I loved Yash and was not ready to accept you so you considered me only as your friend..but that phase too passed and we confessed our love to each other and after that everything took a U turn from there.. You started to shower your love and my heart started to get confused with that...

I was forced to think if that was the relation that a husband and wife share then what was that which I shared with Yash.. Nothing was there like that..? If it was possible that Yash too only liked me not loved me just like you felt for Arpita? If he loved me then why he never showed it.. why it was only me who went near him he never did come.. That time too I was not thinking about being physical relations with Yash,as me and you too were not in that relation but you did not stop yourself from showing your love.. you always kissed and made me flow in your passion but he did not. If it was me behind his this decision as I always behaved like an immature girl.. Did he think that I was not worth of him.. Did he think me only a responsibility on him. that;s why I got scared Maan.. so many time you stopped yourself from crossing the limits.. at those times I thought that you too were stopping yourself for me like Yash did..I thought that I again was being the reason for you to restrict yourself..I did not want to repeat that mistake which forced Yash to keep him away from his wife..That's why I was ready to keep my wish of marrying you at the back so that we could move in our relations so that I culd not be the reason again for you to stay away from me. This time I wasn't that immature girl as I was with yash

She was sobbing now and Maan took her in his embrace. He was feeling emotional too after hearing Geet.. He knew today How Geet covered her journey from a fun loving girl to an mature woman.

He pulled her more in to him to assure herl that he was not going away from her

(I tried my best to give the answers to all the questions which were raising in Geet's mind. Hope I was successful in doing that.and again sory if I missed something to do clear here...This was the story of Geet's side.. Yash's side will be revealed in next update through the flashbacks)

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