My addiction

Originally posted by: Beast-Mode-On

very deep insightful poem . a personal question, have u been a druggie?? just curious 😛

Originally posted by: Rumination

I should give up all my hard work and let my bad habits win,

but my strong heart will never let my body give in.

I have been down the road called failure a lot before,

It's a life struggle, that I can't bear anymore.

I have been in rehab and I will move on,

fighting my inner demons until my addiction are gone.

It will maybe take a lifetime to get over this,

but sure this pain I will not miss.

Me, myself and I, I will never forget in past,

without anysituational awareness, just living life too fast.

The most difficult part was to face myself and see the person inside,

breaking into pieces and running for 3,5 years, I could no longer hide.

Being free like a bird flying up in the sky, I wanted this,

but I must admit, that the addiction I still miss.

But the time is new and change is a must,

so the path I will take, a better world for myself I will make.

Knowing I did survive, thank God, I am still alive.

Every moment is another chance.

I hope your friend is back on the right path again. I lost many friends. But the most painful was to lose my blue-eyed sweetheart. The most handsome, dignified and admirable Arab guy I have ever met. I didn't deserve him for sure, I was a complete mess, but I am glad he taught me that "all men are not bas***ds and without self-respect". I never knew he would change my whole perception about men. They are not all sex-crazed womanizers - Hahaha. 😆 He was a security guard in one of the casinos I used to visit. But I am glad he is happy now, and I am too. Usne mujhe maaf kar diya, aur maine apne aap ko. I do sometimes ruminate about what if...But then I remember this:

- Allah puts people in your life for a reason and removes them from your life for a better reason.

/SJ.

Originally posted by: Rumination

Tulsi - Thank you very much ❤️