three shot on Vidarth - Page 3

Originally posted by: IndianFariyTale

The last part of the three - one shot series is done

This was a big challenge to write , even more than Vidushi's, partly

cause I typed the whole thing on my phone . I feel your pain, I really do.

So please excuse the lack of formatting, spelling errors

grammatical errors and random wierdness Worry not sweet child, this piece was a perfectly written one, and you did good.

I hope I've done justice to the amazing genius guitarist, and forever

in denial, that it's an art form- Parth Kashyap justice yes you have, but call me greedy. I want to know how he wins her back!!😉😳

Originally posted by: IndianFariyTale

Last part of one three shotsv

PARTH CHRONICLES:

3. IF I LET YOU GO : I was like...DON'T YOU DARE!!!

His fist hit the punching bag with a satisfying * thwack * , he threw another punch , even as the bag came swinging back .

There certainly were side perks of having Randhir dating Sanyukta, the biggest one was that he now had dibs on the bag. There would be no one to ask annoying questions , or offer unwanted advice. 😆 I love how you portray Parth!

He had spoken too soon thought Parth , seeing Jiggy enter the room . He tried sending mental waves in his roommate's direction " Just leave me alone , and don't ask about the boxing gloves or the swinging bag , don't ..." .

It failed abysmally, like most of his other recent plans . Jiggy came forward , patted him on the back and said " "Vidushi ka peecha jaldi hi choot jayega , Parth bhai , don't worry " . The poor guy had only meant to help , and he had not said anything others hadn't. It was nobody's fault ,that they automatically blamed Vidushi for his bad mood. Funnily enough, she was , just not in the way anyone thought. 😕Jiggy's "reassuring" statement was like

He had tried tai chi and boxing in a bid to forget that Vidushi was out on a date with the moron . He wasn't in the mood for basketball . Seriously though , Parth wondered " what was it with her and guys with the letter 'v'. Vikas, vineeth , and now damn it Varun " . He had been curious about who Varun was , and now he wished he never knew. " All losers, every last one ", he muttered , aiming a hard punch. 😭 Poor Parth.

The bag swung to the left revealing his long forgotten guitar. Maybe music could help channel and soothe his frustration. It had been a while since he played , but he was certain it was worth a shot He sat with the guitar tucked under his chin , in a secluded part of college , his personal haven . As he wondered what to play, it was like his fingers had a mind of their own . They played a long forgotten, old favourite melody. One that managed to express his frustration , worry , confusion and anger.

Slowly , he began to play , his thoughts wandering to a certain girl.

Day after day

Time passed away

In the years that he's known her , this is the first time she's actually avoiding him. He knows that Varun is only part of the reason, he's just as responsible for the distance between them .

In the three years the fights between Vidushi , and him had become some kind of college legend. Kind of like Randhir and Sanyukta, a smile slid onto his face. Looking at them now , nobody would ever guess they fought like animals.😆

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows I hide it inside.

Most people assumed he plain hates Vidushi . Problem is , it's a lie , he doesn't hate her, no matter how much he wishes he could . The far bigger problem is that she knows too, and she keeps pushing him to admit it , a frown mars his face, or she used to. He's tried everything , but he just cant erase her from his mind, in fact it's like she's taken residence in his brain. So he does the next best thing . He denies the elemental attraction between them , and buries his feelings deep inside , where no one can see 😭 Water works. Poor Poor Parth. Denial hasn't served him well!

I keep searching but I can't find

The courage to show , to letting you know

She has him petrified . Vidushi brings out the extremes in him , his absolute best and his pit worst. She pushes him past his limits , and then demands even more. But then she also gives back twice as much , if not more. Varun's arrival has changed everything. 😡 Again, so true!

It's beyond scary , and the emotion is overwhelming, but he can't contain it anymore . He loves her , jagged edges , sharp angles and all. For all his tai chi , boxing and temper , he can't seem to find the courage to tell her three simple words.

I've never felt so much love before

Surprisingly it is not a shock , on a certain level he's always known . Vidushi is the love of his life , he's never loved anyone so much before . 😳

Loving Arpita was sweet , easy ,gentle and pure. With Vidushi though it's a fight, it's dark and difficult ; but it's also potent and has an intensity that makes the rest of the world disappear .😳 I am so happy to find that you think like this!! I thought i was the only one!

With a start he realizes , he loved Arpita with a young boy's heart, hopes and dreams. He's a man now , and Vidushi owns him, fractured soul, hardened body and distrustful mind . The best part was she didn't even realize she had total power over him 😳 Again. Perfect words.

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once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out .

It was easier he thought as he strummed the guitar , so much easier to hide behind anger , insults and indifference . When all else failed he used Arpita's death as an excuse . He had been certain he had a thick impenetrable armour protecting his heart . Vidushi though , managed to find the chink in it , and creep in. 😳 Again, so absolutely same with my own perspective! i love you!

But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

He thought of their innumerable fights over the years . Even when they were in the middle of arguments he reached for her . Their fights were hardly ever verbal, they always wound up pushing and tugging at each other . He loved the feel of her silky skin , recently he used any excuse at all to touch her. The idea of somebody else touching it , made him see red. 😳😭 Ofcourse, with love, possesive edge creeps in!

Will I ever see you smiling back at me

How will I know

If I let you go

His own lips curved up, she had a stunning smile . Her full lips curved upwards, her usually cool eyes filled with warmth and laughter , it felt like she was not laughing with just her eyes, but with her whole body somehow . He was one of the few that got to see that genuine smile, and not her usual smirk. Not that he saw much of it now , Varun got that special smile now . He hadn't realised his fists had clenched around the guitar , until it made an odd sound. I love this with every sentence I read😳

Night after night I hear myself say

Why can't this feeling just fade away

He had spent countless nights fighting his feelings , refusing to accept what Vidushi said , denying the raw animal magnetism away. He had hoped, wished and prayed to gods known and unknown .Now that it looked like his wishes were being granted , he would give anything , everything for things to go back to the way they were , before Varun.😳 So he can have her all to himself and tell her!

There's no one like you

She was cool as ice , and a raging fire . She lied and cheated , but it was for him, for love . She was insensitive and gentle , an intriguing mix of brazen minx and vulnerability. A tantalizing combination of sugar and spice. She made him question his rigid moral compass, Vidushi blurred the lines between black and white , right and wrong. She was a walking bundle of contradictions, unlike anyone he ever met 😳 I loved this Paragraph!! No words!

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You speak to my heart

It's such a shame we're worlds apart.

Parth had always believed they were polar opposites , heat and cold , fire and ice ; nothing in common at all. Now he realized , heat and cold were extremes of the same measure. He viewed himself as an intense , passionate , dedicated and loyal person . He wondered why he never realised that Vidushi shared the same traits , in many ways she was a reflection of him .

With her his heart simultaneously felt at ease , calm and also beat frantic with need. Parth felt like he belonged only with her , like he was finally home . *hug!* I love this one too!

I'm too shy to ask , I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later I gotta chose

He was more scared than he had ever been . He was worried , and not yet ready to lay his heart open yet again .The loss hurt too much the first time with Arpita , and if he lost Vidushi ,Parth knew he would not survive . He could not ask her , not yet .

On the other hand he could not let her go either . Call it male ego , but he hated the idea of anybody else taking his place in Vidushi's life .

She was out with the loser, and Parth knew he had to decide one way or another .He was running out of time.

Once again I 'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

Parth paused , and wondered was he really the better choice for Vidushi ? All he knew about Varun was his gut feeling that he was a slime ball . His judgement has been wrong before ,case in point Vidushi herself .

They clearly had a past , and the fellow looked filthy rich. He could probably give her the life she deserved . Whatever it was that Varun had done , it could not be worse than the amount of pain he had inflicted on her . Maybe she was better of with him . Parth lowered the guitar.

The annoying voice was back " Vidushi never quit on you , is there a reason you're not persisting with this?" . He picked the guitar back up. I don't want him to give up. I want him to fight for her. Even if he has to fight her!

But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be, holding you close to me

He could almost see her in that gauzy white dress , huddled close to the fire . She had felt warm , and fit perfectly into the circle of his arms . He had loved holding her there .😳

He had held her close , glued to him as they danced , on their second date .

The bottle he had drunk had done nothing to numb his senses , it seemed to have heightened them instead . He had been helpless when she turned liquid eyes on him . Parth inhaled deeply, the memory of the kiss made his fingers clumsy and uncooperative . God , what a kiss it had been , he was hooked to her , he had wanted to kiss her senseless . Long sensitive fingers had combed through his hair , and he still had marks of the scratches her nails made on n his back . Those lips were his alone, he decided .😳

Will I see you smiling back at me

How will I know if I let you go

She had smiled sweetly up at him, almost shyly , and so unlike the Vidushi he knew . In that moment he had wanted to bundle her up , take her away somewhere where the world wouldn't intrude on them. 😳Write an OS on this, him taking her away after he confesses I beg you!!!

Once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

Truth was there was no place like that , reality always crashed in ,at some point. Plus he was not sure that Vidushi wanted to go any place at all with him . His heart and brain were in conflict , his rational brain ordering him to let her go, they both deserved better. His heart thumped in protest , insisting they belonged. Yes they belong. She has to see that!

But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be , holding you close to me

Vidushi was a magnet for trouble. True she brought most of it on herself , but if anything that was dangerous seemed to find her.

Vineeth , Vikas , and now Varun , if you asked him , they were all bad , risky choices .Sometimes he felt like he had to protect her from herself. Yes they were bad choices. Choices that she thought were good but were fatal ones.

Will I ever see you smiling back at me ?

How will I know

If I let you go

Parth chuckled then , he suddenly

remembered a tipsy Vidushi , talking earnestly to his judwa bhai , the tulsi plant, smiling an adorably crocked smile

.Her sweet smile had held thanks after he had got to the worm Vikas to confess

The mischievous smile on her face , after she had done something shady, slightly underhand.

The sarcastic smile after she had beaten him in one of their many fights

.Those smiles had been just for him , in stolen interludes of time . He missed them, hell he missed Vidushi .😳

But if I let you go I will never know

Will I ever see you smiling at me ?

Three years together , and a lifetime of memories . He had taunted her, insulted her , and fought bitterly with her . Yet, the smile had never slid from Vidushi's face .😊

Until recently He had no idea at all that the smiles hid a vulnerable, gentle soul. Varun had lost the right to those beautiful smiles.😡 Yes, those Smiles are not for Varun and they shouldn't be.

Parth slowly dropped the guitar , the real question was whether deserved Vidushi , anymore than Varun did ?

" Nice song choice " called out a familiar voice . Parth turned around to see Sanyukta . He was surprised she knew the melody, not many people did .

" Good to see you're using Arpita's gift" , she continued. He smiled absent mindedly , his mind was elsewhere .

So, she asked " Mind telling me why exactly you're thinking of letting Vidushi go ? "

He jerked up then , " Great , does everybody know ?" She grinned , " finally , you admit it . No ,it's not obvious you love her , to those who don't look closely . So when are you going to propose , she questioned excitedly , or are you going to do a Randhir ?" 😆😆

He told her then, that he was uncertain , unsure of what the right choice was . Sanyukta smiled , " Parth , you have the answers , you just don't want to admit it ".Finish playing the song , I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for ".

She got up to leave , one last thing she said " something's are worth the risk , laying it all on the line , because the rewards are immeasurable . " She waved bye , as she spotted Randhir in the distance .

Parth reflected on what Sanyukta had said , his mind made up ,he strummed the guitar and sang the last verse of the song

How will I know

If I let you go

He would never get to see Vidushi's various moods, never fight again , never understand her twisted reasons , never wipe away her tears , or be the reason for her laughter. Never simply be by her side , as they grew old and wrinkly.😭

The picture was dark and bleak, Parth did not like it all.No matter how hard she fought he would fight twice as hard ,and prove that they belonged. The rolls were reversed . He would make her see , that she was his , as he was only hers.😭😳 I have tears in my eyes now. Pinky swear!

They fit , two jagged halves of a perfect whole. 😭 Such a bittersweet ending. This was beautiful