Before I start this one, let me tell you all. This story includes certain words, which are of high rating and can make an under age feel uncomfortable. So read at your own risk.
Hope you all will enjoy it!
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Slow music is playing in a dark room lighted with candles. Beautiful decorations, aroma of roses and moon light that is making the floor shine are the great combination for making the atmosphere romantic. In addition, as a cherry on the cake, red colored lights is lighting every dark corner. A girl is sitting on the bed with knees bent in front of her and hands resting beautifully on her knees. Her face has creases of tenseness and nervousness, which is normal for any newly wed bride. While fiddling her fingers, she waits for someone with whom she had taken vows to share everything.
Her wait ends when a young, well-built man having a cute face as well as smile enters the room. The sudden noise of turning-of-knob-of-the-door makes her jump on the bed. As soon as she turns her gaze towards the door, their gaze meet and a smile creep on their faces. The scene of his beautiful wife waiting for him increases his eagerness to go near her while on the other end, seeing her husband closing the door and approaching her makes her more nervous due to which she shifts her body a little. She again looks at him to make sure that he has not noticed her uneasiness but seeing him smile confuses her. She studies his face, trying to interpret what is going on in his mind. He laughs inside seeing her watching him. That makes him faster his pace of walking towards his waiting wife and he reaches her before she can blink. She notices his body shinning in moon light and feels like she is seeing an angel, who is here only for her and with whom she has to pass beautiful days and romantic nights. The mere thought of passing nights with him sends a shiver down her spine. She tightens her hold on her own hand and takes her eyes away from him. Even in very dim lighted room, he can see her cheeks turning slight red and her efforts to not to smile. Butterflies fly when he notices her biting her lips to stop that blushing smile creeping on her lips. He gets excited due to his body's reaction, which makes him happier.
He sits on the bed in front of his wife who pulls her feet back a little so that it does not touch his body. She does not turn her gaze on him due to increasing shyness and keeps on looking towards a picture on the left wall. He studies her face, her eyes, which moves around the left part of their room; the words their room' widens his smile. He keeps on looking her when suddenly she turns her gaze for a second on him. He notices his reflection in her eyes and realizes that from now onwards he will not need mirror to see himself, as she will always be there to show him what he is. This thought makes him feel good as he always wanted someone who will show him his real self and will not always praise him or criticize him for anything and everything. She was someone who was always frank towards him in any matter, whether about looks or his work. This was one thing of the things, which made him wanted marry her.
As he stares her, lost in his own thoughts she coughs a little and again shifts her gaze at their left. He is pulled out of his thoughts but that still does not allow him to move his gaze from her. She feels his gaze still on her, which results in more uncomfortableness'. She prays inside to stop all this and that is when he says "Sumona!" hearing her name from his mouth makes her mind go slow. She feels numbness taking over but she controls her feelings, breathing heavily and silently to provide her mind with enough oxygen. She looks at him and finds him speaking something. She concentrates on his lips to lip read words and at the same time, tries to breathe properly so that her mind can process each word spoken. Finally, her mind registers his words "Are You comfortable?" She, while looking at him nods. She watches him smile in return. "Oh god! Don't do this to me!" she thinks looking at his smile and shinning eyes, which were on her since last few minutes. No matter how much she wanted to have an intense and lovely eye-lock with him, she could not see straight in his eyes more than few seconds. She lowers her gaze and starts to count bangles on her hands to ignore feelings, which emerged due to thoughts of having an eye-lock with him and of touching him or thoughts of his eyes constantly on her and him smiling at her lovingly. That is when he takes her hands in his and her heart forgets to beat. She, with her breathe stuck in her throat looks him. She waits for him to say something when he kisses her both the hands and than he says "Kitna time waste kar raha hu mein!" unwillingly a laugh escapes from her mouth.He also laughs seeing her laugh and then a silence follows it. They both think what to do. He looks at her hands, which were in his hands, and says after a while, "I'm sorry. Ye sab tumhare liye auur mushkil banane ke liye lekin sach kahu, muje samaj nai aa raha mein kya karu!" he whispers. His smile fades slowly to which she squeezes his hand a little and smiles when he looks up at her. He continues without breaking their eye contact "Sumona, I know tum bohot mushkil se iss sab ke liye ready-"he sighs as he is not able to continue to look at her while opening his heart out to her. She waits for him, he says after a while "Sumona, batao muje tum kya feel kar rahi ho! Please! Agar aaj humne share nahi kiya toh shayad kabhi nai kar payenge! Please sach sach batao, kya chal raha hai tumhare dimag me?" he asks her with care and love. She smiles and answers with a low yet sweet voice "Kapil..." he smiles hearing his name from her, she continues "... Ek ladki hamesha ye hi chahti hai ki uska pati khud ki khwahisho aur need se zyada uske man ki baat ko jan'ne ki koshish kare! Kapil mein bohot hi zyada lucky hu ki muje aap jaisa pati mila hai" she says it so genuinely; he could not help to hug her. She hugs him back and says in hug "Aap ne toh muje usi din jit liya tha jis din apne mere past ko jante hue muje apna liya tha. Wo past jo muje aaj bhi andar se dara deta hai. Aaj agar apke sath itna comfortably mein baith paa rahi hu toh who apke pyar aur apke sath ki wajah se" he feels her voice becoming heavy and so starts to caress her hairs lovingly
"Haan mein thodi si nervous hu. Wo sab jis'se mein guzar chuki hu, wo muje abhi dara raha hai lekin apke liye jo mera pyar hai, wo iss darr se kai guna zyada hai" she separates herself from hug and says, looking straight in his eyes "Muje aap par bharosa hai! Bharosa hai ki aaj ap muje sambhal loge, meri un kadavi yaddon ko aaj raat ki khoobsurati ko bigadne nai doge. Agar mein kahi kisi time par pareshan ho jau toh I know, aap muje apne charm se, pyar se aur apnepan se khush kar hi doge. Kapil, yad hai apne muje kaha tha ke jab mera pyar mere darr se bada ho jayega tab ap muje apna banaoge toh aaj ki raat hi wo waqt hai. Mene apne ap ko sambhalne ke liye pure do saal liye hai aur inn do saalo'n me mene yahi jana hai ki darr se bhagna kisi baat ka solution nahi hai. Jabtak mein usse ek bar face nahi kar lungi, tab tak mujse wo dur nahi jayega. Aaj ki raat mein aur aap, dono milkar uss darr ko, uss shaqs ki haiwaniyat ko, suki uss hasi ki gunj ko aur mere uss lachar haalat ki yaddon ko hamesha ke liye meri zindagi se alag kar denge! Muje yakeen hai hum ye kar payenge! " she smilesTears shine in her eyes. He comes closer to her. She feels the pain and happiness, both coming but with a smile, she welcomes both and closes her eyes to feel whatever her body makes her feel. She feels a hot breath spraying across her face, a hand touching her cheeks, caressing it making it burn under her skin. She feels a pair of lips touching her forehead. A sharp current flows through her body. She gets happy seeing her body and mind giving positive feelings to her. She feels his hand making its way towards her back while his lips still loiters near her ears and jaw-line. She gets a sharp feeling of excitement and need when he pulls her closer by holding from her back. She feels his aroma, his perfume's smell makes her go numb, and feel of his touch makes her forget about everything. She feels her every feeling with such a joy and excitement that it radiates through her face to him. He gets happier seeing her feeling what he wanted her to feel. He presses her against his chest with his one hand while with the other hand he drops the pallu which was covering her head. Her heart jumps inside her. Her uneven and loud breathing makes him smile. He turns her in their hug and lowers his head to open up her blouse's tied knots. When his lip touches her smooth back, she feels pleasant pleasure. She lets him open every knot but when he again turns her to face him she feels that unpleasant memories coming to her.
"Chod do muje Ronit! Please!"
She remembers herself sobbing and asking for leaving her. She remembers that monster removing her clothes as well as her self-respect and throwing it away in some corner as if it were of no value for her. She remembers how her integrity was smashed badly by weight of his ego and craving. Before she could go further in those unhappy and disturbing memories, he pulls her out by patting her cheeks. She watches his worried face and feels bad. He asks her"Tum thik ho?" She smiles with an effort but that didn't convince him. So she catches his neck after saying "I Love You!" He answers it with a peck on her forehead. She looks in his eyes for a minute and then covers his eyes. He gets confused but soon feels her lips on his. He tries to separate her with care, as he knew she is doing this to distract his mind from the thought that she was going through that pain again. She is doing this to make him happy again. However, he did not want her to kiss him without her own permission. He pushes her back and does not respond to her kiss, which makes her pull him closer by his head and kiss more passionately. He feels tears coming out of her eyes and wetting her as well as his cheeks. He was in dilemma, what to do? Respond or not? Finally, Sumona gives up and pulls herself back from kiss. He opens his eyes to see her crying with low head, face palming. His body stiffens seeing her crying like this and in the next moment, he takes her in his arms. He pacifies her and asks her what happened while she cries and sobs.
"Sumona, Shhh. Chup ho jao! Kya hua? I am sorry agar mujse koi galati hui hai toh! Sumona please mat ro'o"
He keeps on consoling her. She keeps on sobbing until Kapil takes her face in his palms and says, "I'm sorry" he slowly covers the distance between their faces and kisses her lips sweetly and passionately. He knew she would not respond for sometime so he lets his hands slip towards her waist and when he catches her waist, he lets it roam and explore every curve of her waist. Because of his hand moving on her waist, the craving and need increases inside her, this was his idea. She was still not responding but was also not stopping him. He knows that she is rethinking her thought of not responding him. He continues to move his lips on hers eventually biting, licking and pecking it. As he waits for her to respond, she slowly and passionately gives up and responds him. Their head moves in rhythm of the slow music playing inside the room. Their hands crawl on each other's body. Their clothes start to pile up near the bed and sounds of the pleasure escapes often from their mouths. Their pleasure giving moments are often interrupted by that bitter past of her. However, with completely pure love, craving for each other and belief on each other makes their night the most beautiful night of their life-lived-so-far.
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A/n- so guys, how was it?