Originally posted by: MaybeSomeday...
"You're so evil Manik."
you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Today I saw the depth of evil inside Manik. Truly said, he's evil.
Manik has all the means in the world at his feet, prestige, pride, money but at heart? He's destitute at heart.
And today he looked bilious. As if he wanted so badly to succumb to the ground, as if he wanted to break and cry and howl. Today the pieces of the man he wanted to be were strewn across the same floor Nandini's tears had fallen to.
Today his evilness was at its peak.
Because he's evil for being so selfless.
He's evil for tearing asunder his own heart with his bare hands.
He's evil for loving her with no room to breathe.
He's evil because he has no one to look up to.
He's evil for he's guilty of still loving her.
He's evil because he's hungry for her shadows.
He's evil because he has done what he has but he doesn't seem to understand it himself.
Manik Malhotra. You broke her heart. You ruined her dreams. You destroyed her hope. You crushed her soul. This is what you wanted didn't you? This is why you were so ruthless. You wanted her to hate you. So she does. She thinks you're evil.
Where's your triumph? Now do the right thing and distant yourself from her.
Today you should've not looked at her.
Today you should've moved on another step.
Today you should've not cared about her.
Today you shouldn't have given a damn why Dhruv was out there so long with her.
Today you should've not cared if she fell while climbing or not.
Today you shan't have pursued her silhouette.
Today you shan't have desired to touch her.
But this is not what you did.
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Today you did none of those things. Today your eyes followed her. Today you watched her cry and felt the pieces of your own heart stabbing at your chest. Today you drank her silhouette, the silhouette of the girl your best friend loves, the girl you shan't even be thinking about, like you were dying and she was water. Today your fingers trembled when you traced her, today your eyes bled when your soul seared her, today you couldn't seem to walk away, today you were desperate and in need of her.
Today you did what you thought was right and sent him after her. This was right wasn't it? Then why did you care Manik? Why couldn't you stop waiting, why did it irritate you? Why were you hesitant in the question if it's the right thing? It is...isn't it?
Then why do you care so much?
Get over her.
Move on.
Nothing is impossible right?
Why did all the air whoosh out of your lungs when you saw her climbing up, why did you feel the wild urge to grab her in your arms and never let go, why did you want so much to hold her? Why did your breathe turn out heavy when she almost slipped? Why did you shout? Why did you hurt when she said all those words you compelled her to say?
It hurt. Didn't it? You are hurting so much.
But you think you will get over it. Don't you? One day. Don't you?
Why were you guilty of spoiling her performance?
Why were you so mindless before it?
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
Why were you green with envy when she walked in with Dhruv? Why were you unable to stand them together? Why did you shout at Dhruv? Why Manik?
You'll answer me one day, won't you? You'll say you'll get over it.
You'll get over her.
You've taken the right decision.
You've done what was needed to be done.
You're Manik Malhotra.
You do what's necessary to keep the people you love happy.
Nothing is impossible.
Not even getting over Nandini Moorthy.
Right?
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
I think I was smiling today. I was smiling because the promise of tomorrow is already there. I was smiling because this boy is not just impulsive, he's foolishly innocent. Think you can do it Manik? Think what you've done is right? Then stop breathing her air, stop drinking her sight, stop loving her the way you do. But you can't can you?
And that's love.
There is love.
And there is love.
And this kind of love? it stains your soul, it taints your destiny, it ruins you for another, it kills your heart again and again but it also revives it back to life.
Every single day, he's going to love her more. Tomorrow he'll love her more than he did today. Tomorrow when her smiles won't be his he'll crave them. Tomorrow when her hugs won't be his, he'll detest it, tomorrow when she'd emerge strong he'll admire, tomorrow when she'll hate him a little more, he'll die a little more, tomorrow when she won't be his, he'll regret.
And regret is beautiful.
It's the red glossy peering gaze of the sun before the golden shimmering rays that fills our world with light.
Regret is heavy and regret hurts. But regret is also humane.
And regret makes you a human.
This is the difference between his love for Aliya and his love for Nandini.
He will never get over her.
He'll simply love her more every day.
Starting from today.
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Today he was purely evil, wasn't he? Come to think of it dictionaries define "Evil" as profoundly immoral and wicked.
And wasn't he?
He's supposed to stay away from his best friend's girl (according to him).
But he simply can't.
He's charged of guilt.
The guilt of loving her.
The guilt of needing her.
The guilt of being jealous.
And most importantly? The guilt of wanting her.
This is truly war Manik.
This war is being waged between your mind and your heart.
And I think it's the road.
It's the road to discovery for you.
Because you will. You will discover that you Manik Malhotra, deprived of emotions and warmth and guidance all his life, has in him, the power to love like a madman.
The countdown begins.
So here it is, my third topic on this forum and third day! I'm a huge fan of angst, LMFAOO. ANYWAY WOW I'M LOVING THIS TRACK. AREN'T YOU?
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