FF : Love revisited - Page 44

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While going back to her house... Prem's words were haunting her... "I can't forgive u Maya for what you did." Maya was already guilty for ruining her sister's life but Prem's words has hurt her deeply... She had called Prem to help Kalpi so that she can rectify her mistake... Mistake... yes it was a mistake only... and she was regretting for that one weak moment of her life... She remembers that fateful night when she crossed her limit..

Flashback

Raghav was distraught coz of his misunderstanding that Kalpi is cheating on him... The word cheating was the most painful and hated word for him... His room was complete mess when Maya entered it.. It was cleared that in anger he had punched his hand on the wall several times.. The blood was flowing from his hand but not more than the amount of tears he had shaded. Maya brings first aid and holds his hand lovingly but he jerks it off... She wipes his tears and tries to tell him that she is misunderstanding Kalpi but he was in no mood to hear her... He holds her hand and makes her sit beside him on the couch.

"What mistake I did?? I loved her so deeply and so truly... I know I am not able to give her time but just coz I want her and Ria to live a happy life and in return what I got... Her betrayal!! I love her... I love her a lot and the thought of seeing her with other breaks my heart into million pieces just like the fragile glass and today... I saw her dancing with other man.. He was touching her waist.. kept his hand on her shoulder and they were swaying on the romantic music.. Just coz I was few minutes late.. she started dancing with another man... M I so bad?? Have I failed as a husband?? What is my mistake... I can't live without her... Now she will leave me... Just like how my mother left my father... What will happen to me? I won't be able to survive.. I will commit suicide.. I will die." Raghav said like a maniac... Maya tried to calm him down by rubbing his back... He hugs her tightly... She tries to distance herself but the grip was so tight that she was not able to leave him... She caresses his back and tries to make him normal.. The constant touching and their close body calmed him down.. She was breathing heavily... His breathes were not even normal... She tries to move a bit but he pulls her again... For a second she became weak.. It's been month that any guy has touched her... She had numerous affairs but she was still lonely.. She always wanted someone like Raghav who can love her purely... While working with Raghav she has developed a soft corner for him but it was more kind of admiration than love... She felt Raghav caressing her bare back and she was feeling aroused... Once again she tried to move away when Raghav holds her tightly... "If she can do this, why can't I?? I am not like my father... I won't die for her... I will move on."

He pulls her closer and kept his lips on hers.. She was trying to free herself but his touch was doing magic on her... Her body was overpowering her senses and she was giving in.. He pulls him to the bed kept in the rest room which was attached to his cabin and unknowingly she moved with him...Though she knew that Raghav is drunk and not in his senses and his rough kiss and touch was evident of his anger but her aroused body was shutting her brain... and finally she lost control... She gives in what Raghav demanded... It was like some evil had entered Raghav's mind who wanted to hurt Kalpi by cheating her and for Maya.. she was not in her senses... The liking towards Raghav's love and the desire to get a family like Kalpi had made her really weak.. What they were having between them was only the physical need and no emotional connect.. Soon her body became heavy on her chest and she lied down after leaving a deep breath. She lies by his side with tears in her eyes... He subconscious mind was making her guilty and the tears were result of the pain she had given to her sister while Raghav.. He was lying lifelessly as if proven some point.

Flashback ends

The constant honking on horns from backside made her realize that she is jamming the traffic... She accelerates the car and stops directly in front of her house.

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Kalpi was sitting in some park... After returning from Prem's home, she wanted to spend some time alone and hence gone to park instead of home... The conversation she had with Bhawna was disturbing her... She was still pondering on the reason for hiding the biggest truth from everyone.. She is confuse whether it's her love for Raghav or her weakness that she is not able to accept the truth.. The truth which she saw that night.. The truth which changed her world in a second... She was lying.. she was lying to everyone that Raghav doubted her and when she reached hospital he was sleeping on the couch but the reality was different.. not only different but painful as well.

Flashback

Kalpi reaches Ragahv's office to tell him about Ria's illness and how she wants her parents... She goes to her cabin only to find it empty but the situation of room was telling that Raghav was present there... She runs towards the room expecting that Raghav will be sleeping there.. Though she knew that sleep will be away from his eyes but at least she was expecting him to present there... She enters the room and what she saw was beyond belief... Maya was sitting on couch adjusting her dress... The half open dress, messed hair and marks on her neck was revealing her condition... The crushed bedsheet was telling it's own story.. She was embarrassed on coming in without knocking... She was expecting one of Maya's boyfriend to come out of the washroom.. She turns around to leave but Raghav's clothes lying on the floor catches her attraction... The fear of him being in washroom numbs his mind... She hears the door knob... He wants to turn around to catch glimpse of man but her feet were frozen.. It were so heavy that she was not able to move..He heart was trying to tell her it's not him.. but she standstill without saying a word... "Kalpi.." A shocking voice broke her heart into million.. It was him...He was with her sister... She wants to turn around and look at him once... She still doesn't want to believe her ears... She never failed to recognize his voice but for first time she wants to believe that two people can have same voice... With great courage she turns around only to see him standing there shirtless... There were scratch marks on his body which was screaming the amount of pleasure he had while breaking her trust.. A tear rolled down from her eyes... He had lowered his head.. Though he was not guilty coz for him he did the same what Kalpi was doing to him but still something inside him din't let him look into her eyes... In no time she storms out of the room... Without even looking at Maya's face which was engulfed in tear... After coming out of the office.. She fell on the ground crying badly... Not knowing how to respond... Just few hours back she was expecting him to be with her... She wanted to give one more chance to him and now...

Flashback Ends

Unknowingly her face was engulfed with tear.. She has folded her knees till her shoulder and resting her head on it.. Trying to embrace her body in her own arms as if trying to protect herself from the world.

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Raghav was still looking at the newspaper picture and trying to remember the man... He has almost remembered all Kalpi's friend and wondering who it could be... Though he have met Prem once but at that time he was round in the shape and not the dashing dude the way he is right now. Once again he wonders whether Kalpi is cheating on him...

"Stop it Raghav.. Not again. U one misunderstanding cost this much to u and now... u r doing same mistake again" He scolded himself...

No I can't commit the same mistake again.. That one night has shattered my life... That one mistake and moment of anger snatched away everything from me... I wish I would have let Maya speak that day...

Flashback

Raghav sees Kalpi going away from there after seeing him with Maya... Maya tried to run after her but he holds her hand tightly.. Maya gives her an angry glare and requests him to release her but he wasn't in mood to let her go.

"She deserved it... She cheated me and I did the same than why does she need ur support??" Ragahv yelled at her. "Dare u help her... Let her realize how it feels on being cheated." He added in anger.

"But she dint cheat... It's us who betrayed her... who broke her trust.. She was just dancing with Sammy and nothing else..." Maya said loudly.

"What rubbish... Dancing with a guy with so much smile and comfort... I know all girls are like this... u r like her too... Now u have slept with me.. u will go to some other guy. That's the way u r.. right?? U love to use guys and today I used u.. "

"U r sick Raghav... I regret... I regret for being weak.. The girl who just went from here was the one who loved u truly... Who loved me truly and always supported her... U r the same man who loved her deeply... Realize it Raghav, before it's too late... "

She jerked off his hand and runs after Kalpi but not able to find her... Raghav was pondering over her words... Was Kalpi really innocent?? And in his anger he destroyed his and her life... his big ego was not ready to believe Maya's words... Though he wasn't happy after hurting Kalpi but he was satisfied for the fact that he settled the score with ladies like Kalpi and Gauri...

He reaches Singhania mansion to show kalpi that he can live without her and she can go with whomever she wants to go.. Though something inside him was telling him that he was wrong but he was not ready to accept it.. He hears someone giggling at stairs... His anger flared on thinking that Kalpi might be giggling on realizing that she is free to go away with Sammy... He runs to see her but to his surprise Gauri and Pakhi were talking and laughing.. He turns around to leave but the name Sammy stops him... he stays there to listen what they are talking..

"It was good mom that Sammy sir danced with kalpi bhabi... She was feeling so lonely... " Said Pakhi..

"Yes.. u r right... Kalpi was really stubborn.. She wanted to dance with Raghav only... I had to really try hard to convince her that Sammy is her friend and we all are frank here." Gauri supported Pakhi.

"Mom.. bhai is so luck naa.. to have a wife like Kalpi.. I mean she is smart, intelligent, loyal and most of all loves him a lot... u know she loves him so much that she dint had food without him. Sammy sir was also telling the same.. He was telling me that while dancing she was constantly talking about her and Raghav bhaiya's love story. I wish I too get someone loving like Kalpi bhabi." Pakhi concluded.

Raghav was not able to hear more... He realized that Maya was telling truth.. Kalpi loves her only and she danced with Sammy only for others... The smile and comfort was coz she was talking about him and their life.. He felt like the knife of reality pierced deep in his heart.. His heart was bleeding and he himself was the reason for it.. he was blaming himself for not being able to see the smile which she was for him only... He realized that in anger her committed the same crime for which he hated his mother...

He dint knw what to do and hence advances towards his bedroom... he looks into mirror and takes out his shirt but in mirror he saw herself painted as black... The scratch marks on her body was looking like big wound all of a sudden and he can see Kalpi's blood in it... in anger he breaks the mirror with his hand and slaps himself repeatedly... Not able to see himself he runs towards the shower and switches it on... Furiously he tries to rub his body resulting to several injuries and blood oozing out of several places..

Finally he lies down in tub lifelessly.. Letting water cover his whole body.. Now he was realizing the big mistake he did and was regretting was it but it was too late.

Flashback ends

Newspaper flies away from his hand and lands in Ria's feet who was standing at the door... She picks it up and see at her mother's photo..

"Wow.. Mom is looking so pretty.. Where r u mom??" She looked around the room.

"Ur mom is not in the home." Raghav replied while looking at her. He remembers Kalpi's letter where she has mentioned about Ria wetting her bed.. he wonders whether Ria is fine now or not...and how to find about it.. when she hears Ria apologizing him.

"I am sorry dad.. I dnt want to disturb u. I will go from here." She said innocently but it was enough to tell Rags that his daughter is scared of disturbing him as he has never spent time with her. He calls her inside.

"So ur mom is looking beautiful" He asked while making her sit beside him.

"Yep... n PK uncle too." Ria replied.

"PK uncle?? U mean Prem uncle. How u know him??" Raghav asked curiously and looks at pic closely.. Now he too recognized him.

"Yesterday when we were returning from the party.. When we were in car.. Prem uncle was standing in the side... Mom showed me.. u were also in the car but u were busy."

Her words were enough to make him realizes another mistake that despite being present there physically he was absent from their lives. He thanks Ria silently for ending his confusion.

"Ria.. how r u baby?? Tell me something about ur daily routine." Raghav asked Ria just know more about her and her illness.

"My routine... nothing dad... just school and karate classes than homework and then park.. And yep.. that yuckkiee. Medicine. I just hate them but mom is too strict about it. Even my sports teacher forces me take it. I too take it coz I do not want to stay in hospital again." Ria said. Hospital? Again? The words has run alarm in his ears..

"What do u mean by again baby?? U stayed in hospital??"

"Yes for 1 complete night... it was really bad dad.. especially after my awesome birthday party."

"So Ria was in hospital on her birthday.. kalpi came to me to talk about it.. She came to office to take me to Ria and I was.. Ohh Shitt!! I need to find Ria's medical reports.. I need to know about her." Thought Rags.

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Unres

With Prem's words haunting her , Maya recollects what happened. She had always wanted someone to love her like Raghav loved Kalpi. Combined with the admiration she felt for him, she had a momentary weakness not thinking of the consequences. But that doesn't make her less guilty. For Raghav it was more like proving a point that if Kalpi can cheat, then so can I. He was drunk and he didn't realise that wife's sister is your sister as well. Maya was equally at fault. She didn't even have the excuse of being drunk. She was totally in her senses and should have stopped Raghav too. He was her sister's husband, for God's sake! She should have tried to talk to Raghav and sort out his differences with Kalpi. Instead she slept with him. So much for being a sister!

Kalpi walks in on them. Oh shit! She thought it was one of Maya's boyfriends. Never in her wildest dreams she have thought it would be her husband. What a way to find out your husband cheated on you and that too with your own sister! Feel real bad for Kalpi.

Raghav too goes down the memory lane, thinking about the night. Even after Kalpi saw him with Maya he is justifying himself that he has done what she was doing with Sammy. Was she sleeping with Sammy, no. She just danced with him. 😕Raghav had to hear it from his mother and sister's talks that his wife is innocent. He doesn't even know his wife, forget trust! Is he really repenting now? Because after reading the newspaper and seeing Kalpi's pic with Prem, his first thought was 'was she having an affair '? Has he changed much? I don't know.

While talking with Ria he came to know about her hospitalisation on the night of her birthday. He had to act friendly with her just to know about her health. What kind of dad is it! I know a child needs both parents and a happy environment is essential for the child's wellbeing. But Raghav really needs to wake up. This sudden concern and actions is not enough because what he has done is not a mistake, it's a sin. He really needs to prove that he can be a loving husband and a wonderful father. And he needs to earn their love and respect.

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