Ok Here it goes 😊
Till last year, life was pretty smooth...
however, last year on my bday..I got a huge professional setback ...at the same time..got a very major personal setback too...things went completely haywire and beyond my cntrl...basically life was a complete mess!
After 3-4 months of mind boggling struggle..i did manage to get out of the professional mess..but partly only...currently i m expected to work 18-20hrs per day and too much travel..all this has given me some major health issues too..😕
When I travel...i m basically cut off from family n friends...and it gets very lonely esp with such a demanding worklife and nothing else to do...dont get time to even catch up with anyone on fone..So my friend told me to watch this Zindagi channel and that is when I started watching ZGH..honestly..i felt like Kashaf is me..the way she had such a negative mind and always felt god was unfair..that was my exact state of mind at that time.😆 All the dialogues she mouthed was exactly what I was saying to my own mom everyday!
like everyone else..when i started watching i completely hooked to it...and could not wait for it to finish on Zindagi and saw all the episode on Youtube 😆 the way the story moved..it filled me up with a lot of positivity...a LOT! I srsly started believing that if u keep the faith..zindagi gulzar ho sakti hai. 😊
After ZGH..i saw behadd..Humsafar...Dastaan...khuda ke liye...and I was initially blown away by Fawad's looks /charm...but slowly i started realising what a phenomenal actor he is...and he really takes u on the character's journey in almost all dramas 😊 Also..all these stories have a positive element to them..which somehow made me feel good!
During all my travels now..its Fawad's dramas n movies which keep me engaged and happy...no other actor has had this effect on me! 😳
then after reading abt him...I somehow started believing in the goodness of ppl..ki duniya mein thode bahut hi sahi..but kuch ache log toh hai ...the guy is srsly multitalented!!
let me just say that i knw few ppl who r connected to BW industry and simply said..its quite a crappy place to be in personally...all actors have a onscren persona..and then there is a completely different offscreen persona...which is quite distrubing at times if they happen to be ur faves..thats y i m not a huge fan of any BW actor as such...
i obvsly dont know Fawad personally or any1 who knows him personally...however,,Fawad as of now..seems uncorrupted..there is a inherent goodness in him that shows thru him! At least i would like to blv so! 😊😊 i have seen so many instances of him meeting his fans and the fact that he never fails to thank them at every stage...the guy is just ❤️
of course every1 has flaws and he may also have few..but thats not my concern as of now..
Looking at all these..somehow postivity has returned to my life..and I would attribute that to Fawad in a huge way...if i do meet him someday..itni lambi story toh nahi suna sakti but will just attribute him for all the positivity in my life right now! 😊😊
Whenever i feel low..i just have to watch smething related to him and it uplifts my mood immediately!😊😊