a swaron FF Beyond Commitment epilogue updated *6/8/15* - Page 36

Originally posted by: sree_swaron

Are again a cliffhanger..ab aisa kya mila Swayam ko that he was crying??

The whole part was so adorable & nicely written. Update soon yaar.

Love, sree

🤗

Originally posted by: nature2

Thatsss A sweet update 😛

Originally posted by: sanchiswaron

What a update :o

Swayam heard her say that all, how she love being loved ^_^

:p she is trying damn hard not to confess

But what happened to Swayam why was he crying??? 😲

Originally posted by: diyaswaronholic

Diduuu
omg!!!

Someone save me!!
koi toh roklooo

Itna acha update
Haye aapki writing ne mujhe aapka diwaana bana diya!!!
really!!!
Ab jhoote khaoge if u don't agree ur better!!
U write so flawlessly n beautifully
M in love with it

Hehehe
ab update ki baari!!!
Sooo amazing
Sharon's sisterly bonds are sooo cute
Sharon's cursing lolll
ohh and how naughty can my swayu be
Haye
Sooo amazingly written!!
diduuu
then those scenes godd
ur mindblowing diduuu

Hehehe bas itna
tooo small update tha
Loved loves d update

Ab jaldi update oki
Me is waitingi

Hahahahaha I know the girl who doesn't update is telling
srry aajkal man hi nahi karta...
Aapko reason baadme bata dungi

Ab update
love u sooo muchh

Originally posted by: anubhutijain

Heya ..awesome updates...y did u stop pm-ing me?... evn shini didi stopped updating me... btw awesome updates ...last chp main u left on a cliffhanger ...curious to knke wats next...do update fast n plsss plsss plsss plss plsss plsss pmmm meee

😊

anu

Originally posted by: shiningshannu

hey ani🤗

i am back to give you comments on your all the chapters

ill comment on all the chp one by one

chapter 6

swaron are going out dats nyc

but duffer sharon sab ko lejana chahthi hai😆

smart muskaan coz in dono na kuch ni ho skatha

swayam had such an effect on sharon

she got lost in his touch aww

who is dis radhika😡😡

how dare she hug swayam😡

poor sharon how bad she wud feel

but loved swayams guesture of pulling sharon close to him

chapter 7

swayam is scaered of loosing sharon dat part was explained very well

oh god why sharon have to think in a other way

i dont want any misunderstanding

sharon in pain of loosing him

sharons feelings were explained very well her dialogue was very well written

sharon pagal hai wo swayam ko divorce degi r u serious

swarons bond was too gud

finally swayam said it

yay very happy ani😆😆😆

chapter 8

happy realisation

loved swayam d way he confessed his feelings his fears to sharon

the fear of losing her

d way sharon consoled him was very well written

sharon want to irritate swayam dat wud b fun to read

poor swayam😉

the ending was too sweet and cute

liked it to the core

chpater 9

naughty swayam mode is on😆

swayam have grown shameless

swayam held the intense gaze making sharon nervous

swayam hugging sharon aww dat was sweet

the understanding bw the dem was shown perfectly it was like understanding the silence of ua partner

all in all very nyc chapter very light and a bitof intense too

chapter 10

hayeee sharon blushing

the bond bw the sisters was well shown loved it

sharon opend up

but swayam heard all dat aww

the part where swayam brushes his cheeks on sharon was jus awesome

swayam crying oh god

but why

wats der in his hand

ways going on

ani jaldi se update kar de

i am waiting

uff finally commented on all the chp

hope ua happy seeing it

love

shini

PART 11

On the other hand Swayam came inside the room after dinner...he had a huge grin plastered on his face...he quickly went to the cupboard and opened it to keep his shirt inside which was lying on the bed...

While closing the cupboard he found the keys still hanging from the locker...

"ye cookie bhi na... locker khula chor diya..." Before locking it he peeped inside to see the jewellery boxes which Sharon got on her wedding safely kept there...over it he saw a red coloured notebook... it attracted him so he he quickly pulled it out...

It was a red diary...he opened it to find sharon's name written on it...

"ye cookie ki hai??? Kabhi bataya nahi usne ki wo diary bhi likhti hai...chalo ab par bhi leta hoon... Kuch mil gaya to puri life ke liye taunt khaegi bechari.. aurmujhe maza ayega" swayam chuckled and turned on the first writing page...

2007 ... swayam read the year loud written in bold letter...

"2007??tab to hum shayad 11th standard mein the..." swayam frowned...

He read further...

Dear diary , As I always say...paper has more patience than people... So instead of troubling someone I can easily share my life with you...and you know the best part is , I don't know how to open up in front of others...not even in front of simmi , taani , yeah rey... waise mai swayam se bhi kuch khud se keheti nahi per wo baat alag hai ki wo bewakoof ko pata hai kaise mere stomach se baat nikalni hoti hai...

Swayam chuckled reading it and murmured... "typical cookie..." and then he resumed reading...

"There is someone special in everyones life...they come from different generations...they travel across ocean of time and depths of heavenly dimensions to be with you again...they come from the other side from the heaven...they may look different but your heart knows them... he might not recognize you though you have finally met...even though you know him...you can feel the bond...you can see the potential, the future...but HE does not...his fear, intellect and problems keep a veil on His heart's eyes...you mourn and grieve and HE moves on...destiny can be so delicate and when both recognize each other no volcano could erupt with more passion... Soul recognition can be subtle and slow...a dawning of awareness as the veil is gently lifted...you may be awakened by the touch of his hands or the kiss of hir lips and your soul is jolted back to life...that touch which awakens you may be of your child , of a parent of a sibling or of a true friend...or it may be your beloved reaching across the centuries to kiss you once again and to remind you that you will be together always ,till the end of time...

i know you might be hell confused what am i talking about... but let me tell you its only and only about one person who make me skip a beat when i see those eyes i know he is the one for me but...

Ab tum hi bolo ki mai swayam ko kaise bol doon????. He is my best friend... at no cost I can lose him...to mai use kaise bol doon ki I love him... i love him with all my heart"

Swayam felt his entire world has crumbled down...2007...2007...2007... the year echoed in his mind...his cookie loved him since the past 8 yrs and he is clueless about it...

"Kaise bol doon that he is special for me... mai uske lie jo hoon usse thoda zyada wo mere liye hai...wo to bas mujhe apna dost manta hai aur I am completely okay with it...mujhe koi expectations nahi hai...i am happy like this only...its a beautiful feeling trust me... Sab kahete hai that it hurts to have an unrequited love but for me its not painful...mai to both khush hoon...pata nahi ye kyun hua???aisa kya hai swayam mein??? Par jo bhi hai I will love him...forever n ever...with all that I have..."

Swayam had tears in his eyes...before he could think of anything else he quickly turned a few pages...

2008, dear diary,

"Aaj humara boards ka result aya hai...aur accha percentage aya...I am so happy and as usual swayam topped... Intelligent baccha hai...:P...and weirdly hum sab ek hi college mein jane wale hai...ST. LOUIS... don't know what it has in store for me..."

swayam could feel her fear expectations excitement..Swayam turned a few more pages...

2009, dear diary

"Aaj humhare college ka first annual day tha and mine and swayam's performance was awesum...waise ye sab hume doston ne bataya ki hum ne faad' diya... kya faada patha ni Almost ek saal ho gaye college mein...aur mere jo school ke friends the uske alava mera aur koi dost nahi hai...haa matlab humhare teammates Nilesh , rinni , Vicky ye sab college friends hai but I can't be too close with them..pata nahi mai normal hoon ki nahi??? Actually bachpan se swayam rey taani simmi hamesha se mere sath the na ...especially swayam...to mujhe nahi pata naye dost kaise banana hai...kabhi zarurath hi nahi pari...lekin baki sab ne to bohut se dost bana liye...swayam ne bhi... Kabhi kabhi daar lagta hai ki kahi swayam ko meri zarurath nahi hui to??? aur wo mujhe chod ke apne naye dosto ke pass gaya tho soch ke bhi darr lagtha hai.. please god aisa kuch math hone dena please.. "

Swayam was almost into tears reading ... " mai hamesha wahi tha cookie ...hamesha..." he whispered and turned a few pages more...

2011 , dear diary... "Aaj humhara college ka askri din tha...waise mujhe zyada dukh nahi hua kyunki hum sab fir se ek hi university mein ja rahe hai MBA ke liye... Kuch nahi badla hai bas mai aur swayam badal gaye...matlab swayam nahi badla sirf mai badal gayi..maine aapne aap se promise kia tha ki meri feelings ki asar humhare dosti per nahi parega ...pichle 5 yrs se mai khud ko sabhal rahi hoon...per pata nahi ab kyun mujhe ye ho raha hai... swayam ko dekhte hi mujhe kuch ho jata hai...mai concentrate nahi kar pati n its frustrating... I don't wanna feel like this...varna mai aapne sab se accha dost ko kho dungi jo mai kabhi hone nahi dungi... agar use patha chala tho?? agar usne humhari friendshi thod di tho.. relax sharon aisa kuch ni hoga mein use kabhi bhi mere feelings ke baare mein patha ni lagne doongi right dairy.. "

Swayam clutched the diary close to his hearts with endless tears streaming down his cheeks...

"kyun nahi bola tune cookie??? Ek baar bol deti..." he sobbed...

2011. dear diary

"Her name is radhika...swayam likes her...aaj swayam ne mujhse kaha ki hi likes her...maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki mujhe kabhi itna bhi bura lag sakta hai... Only I know how much I controlled my tears...mai hamesha se sochti thi ki swayam se koi expectation nahi hai to mujhe kabhi dukh bhi nahi hoga par kabhi ye nahi socha ki swayam kisi aur se pyaar kare to mujhe kaisa lagega... Bohut bura... But he has the right to fall in love...it's a beautiful feeling...and just look at me... I am stubborn snooty girl... I wear this old faded track pants and t shirt at home... I clean my nose with the sleeve of my shirt...I roam around in the house with chocolates in my pockets...I play cricket and video games... and swayam is the only person who knows this Sharon...scratch that knows this cookie... Aisi ek larki se kabhi wo to pyaar nahi kar sakti na... i am not perfect for him and i know that but why am i feeling it soo difficult to let him go.. oh dairy what should i do... Swayam deserves all the happiness in the world...mujhse ka zyada better larki..."

Swayam could read no more...he closed the diary and sank down on the floor beside the bed when he heard the door knob click as Sharon entered...

"neeche kyun baitha hai???" Sharon was perplexed...she closed the door and turned to find swayam still not responding...

"swayam..." she got serious... Hearing her serious voice swayam looked up...Sharon was shocked too...his eyes were blood red indicating that he was crying all this while... She got hyper...

"kya hua tujhe????" she started coming towards him while he got up and stopped her...

"how could you cookie??? How could you????" tears started falling afresh... While sharon's blood drained from her body seeing her diary in his hands...

PS: A LOT OF THANKS TO SHINI DI..IS UPDATE KA HALF CREDIT TO USE HI JATI HAI...SHE HELPED ME A LOT NOT ONLY WITH THIS CHAPTER BUT THROUGHOUT... SO THANKS A LOT...

GUYS DO LEAVE UR LIKES N COMMENTS...SEE YOU AFTER EXAMS...

LOVE , ANI

wow yr.. this is amazing.. so swayam read the diary of sharon.. loved it totally update soon thanks 4 d pm

Oh...that was a dairy of sharon
Emotions we're we'll penned
Great gng ani love the way u write :)
Update soon