Okay random weekend musings again in response to all I have seen in the forum ...
No one truly likes the turn of events post the death of Hussein ... me included. I know it is full on NR, however, I wanted to give 5 points to ponder on what is bothering folks ...
1. Blame only on Jodha ... Yes the dialogue writing was sloppy as it has been multiple times before ... And yes, given I have nit-picked on dialogues before, I will not stop you. It is wrong for Jalal to blame only Jodha.
However, I am not sure which one to believe - the dialogue between Jodha-Jalal or the soul talk ... Because the soul talk clearly had a sense of shared responsibility and guilt ...
Jalal said: For us, that night of love had darkened ...
Jodha said: There was nothing left to bond us ...
Not once did Jodha say - you (Jalal) have thrown me out of your life ... Or blamed me. It was about how together they lost what they had and Jalal had lost his heart.
And even in the war, it is clarified that Jalal's first "enemy" was God ... He was not taking anger on the Rajvanshis because of Jodha. And to be honest, he was taking out his anger on the enemy because they were an enemy- not because of who they were.
2. Does Jalal not know how to be a support to Jodha? Everyone is quick to state that Jalal was not there when Jodha needed him the most ... But, what about the Jalal who was a rock to her at the death of Haasan?
So, what has changed?
- Jalal is broken by both guilt, pain, and sense of betrayal
- Jalal no longer believes in anything including God, Love, and Jodha
A person who has faith in nothing, including God and himself, what will he support anyone else? However, is it his fault he has faith in nothing?
Has he done it intentionally not to be a support Jodha? No, it has his pain that has reduced him to this state. And we can argue how one can turn into this in pain ... and I am sure Jalal probably did not degenerate it like this ... but there are others with grave loss who have. Remember Aamir Khan's character in Talaash?
So, how can a person who has lost faith in everything be able to support anyone?
3. If Jalal is not God's, then how can he be Jodha's? Everyone is questioning how Jalal could leave Jodha , but when Jalal has left everyone including God, then how can he be Jodha's?
4. The case of Chittor. I do not know the "facts" of Chittor ... likely no one ever will. However, I feel it is unlikely it was done out of personal revenge for the twins. I have read multiple sources that say Jalal did take a mannat to go to Ajmer after winning ... so, it shows this war was not a challenge to God.
But, is this the only NR we have seen ...
- We have seen the greatest warriors of all time .. In chains during the mirchi war
- We have seen the momentous abolishment of the Hindu tax reduced to a tug of war between two begums?
- Is it that much of a stretch that the CVs have decimated the siege of Chittor as a tale of personal vengeance?
But, the violence of Chittor is true. We also know that Jodha was with Jalal after this siege ... So there must be some way she understood Jalal and the violence that happened there.
5. Salim ... his arrival and what it means.
I am a little weary of hearing this point of Jodha as a baby production machine ... I find it more insulting to Jodha than anything else. If the baby was all he wanted, why did Jalal not just be with any woman to get a baby after this tragedy ... is it all just about the baby?
No, it is not about just getting a baby ... it is his loss in faith that this God will ever let him receive this happiness.
Or else, he would have just gone to all the other women in an attempt to get a baby. However, he did not ... he shut himself completely.
What does this mean? If there was love, it was only with Jodha ... If there is no love, there is nothing ... and that is the state Jalal is currently in. A state of nothing but hatred and bitterness ... that will not allow him to understand God, support Jodha, or have faith in anyone or anything.
I can understand the starting point- a loss of Faith in everything ... I can understand the end-point a Spiritual Journey ... and the middle the CVs have taken the most gruesome path to explain ... there was a simpler way, a war at Chittor was not needed. Which war have the CVs shown to show this one? I for one , will never ask for a war scene again.
This is not the first NR, nor it is the last ... we have survived in the past and we will survive again.