Want sanish back...

I m just rewatching many episodes like Parud mehandi, haldi, bsd scenes nd finally 2day's episode..I knw I m torturing myself...crying crying..oh god...In tamil nadu we have a method n marriage first one s seeing d bride nd today its me...I was extremely hapy at evening...nd its confirmd...so I chose RR to enlighten me more...bt wat 2 say?..Parud makes me 2 feel more...I m nt against Myrud..bt its a wondrstuck 4 me how sanish can bring such a magnificient chemistry bw parud,..sum tymes I thought that may b sanish r loving Parud than Myrud...completely polar 2 each...same actors bt dis much difference?..never seen any actors like these two...cant get enuf of sanish..want them back..wil destiny play?..kudos 2 Ashish 4 bringing Rudra's every layer nd 2 sanaya 4 making paro nd myrah so believable...Parud r soul mates nd meant 2 b together bt Myrud s destiny...cant avoid it...