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Aankhen na kholoon main, shaayad sapna ho.
May i never open my eyes if all this is but a dream.
Myrah has slipped into the skin of Paro,without trying. Just as Paro had fallen in love with Rudra and forgotten the whole world, looked for the tiniest signs of love from Rudra, Myrah has forgotten that she is engaged to Rohit, she is glowing with Rudra's love and she is seeking for signs of love from him like a small child. When Paro had kissed Rudra for the first time, it had given him a tragic comfort. When Myrah kissed Rudra today, that comfort and pain reverbrated through his body. For Myrah, its first and perhaps the last time that her heart has skipped a beat.
But the moment , we step out of Myrah's strawberry heart, we see that Myrah is nothing but an embodiment of Paro for Rudra. Paro who has returned to Rudra and Dhruv in flesh and blood. When Myrah looks at Rudra with all that love and comfort. Rudra is looking at his Paro. When Myrah's life was in danger, Rudra saved Paro, not Myrah. When Rudra kissed Myrah today, he kissed Paro. When his protective instincts run towards Myrah at the slightest, its for Paro. Tomorrow, when he sees Myrah hopping in Paro's garb, he is only going to see Paro.
Ironical? Tragic? Sadistic? Hopeful? Hearbreaking? Take your pick.
I am not saying that Rudra does not care about Myrah as Myrah. He does. But that care is nothing compared to the intense shades of Paro that he sees in Myrah.
Off topic, if Myrah is not Paro, the writing of this show has touched a very fascinating and not a very uncommon concept. When someone who is long gone reappears in someone who is shockingly similar to them. Same faces or not at all, mannerisms, habits, nature , the way they care about you , deal with you - it gives you that alarming deja vu. Almost as though the universe has sent a re-packaged version of what it has taken away. Mystical much? HAPPENS.
P.S- I am NOT your agony aunt. This post is not a tissue box. Take your howling and bawling elsewhere .Keep this in mind while typing a response to my post. Thank you!
Anupamaa
