Whats Going in Rudra's Mind ?? - Page 3

Originally posted by: rashika

Nice take on today's episode and I agree with quite a lot of what you have said. The whole storyline now is just going to be a rush job.

Also like to add and hope Sanish all the best for the future. These are truly superb actors and great professionals. Hats off to the pair of them. 👏

Originally posted by: Parihoonmein_12

I felt the same. Several salient scenes (the arm grip, the threat, and when she was running away from the threat, when the danger was over and she was running towards him) - he saw Paro. When he hugged her and cupped her face, saying that this time he was not late - it was so evident that he was consumed by guilt. He made a vow never to let anything happen to her and something did. The knowledge that he failed her must be weighing so heavily on him. All the more reason that Myrah should be Paro - it would assuage his guilt as well.

Originally posted by: butterfly15..

I don't think he sees Myrah at all, it's all about Paro.

That's why this lookalike storyline is bad, it's unfair on Myrah, and there is no way he can look at her and not think of Paro. It would be an unhealthy relationship, as he is attached to the face, rather than the person.

Originally posted by: jyoti06

No wonder he saw Paro in all those occasions and I wrote same in my post too about his guilt for thinking that way ..

But in precap he was talking to her as Myrah only ... and thats where it confused me .. why was he so concerned about her relation with her fiance .. it should b none of his business to lecture her on what her fiance should do .. why the concern ... this is where I felt either he is beginning to develop quick feelings for Myrah because show is ending 😆 or he just wants her in his life as Paro so that he can come out of his guilt and assume that he got Paro back from dead this time 🤔

Originally posted by: Parihoonmein_12

I've fallen prey to misinterpreting the pre-cap in the past. I'm reserving my judgment. Could be that he's just expressing concern. I remembered how upset he was that no one told him about Paro's incidient with the chillies. He made her and Bhabhisa promise to never keep the truth from him. Perhaps he's just thinking that out loud that her fiance might want to know what is happening with her and that he should be with her. But we are speculating. Most of us are also hoping that Paro did not die but that Myrah is Paro. But I'm on the same page with you, knowing she's Paro and thinking she may be Paro are poles apart. It won't be fair to Myrah and Rudra is living an illusion.

Originally posted by: jyoti06

So whats going in Rudra's mind 🤔 .. I can see Myrah is already in love with Rudra as she even confessed in her handycam about those bells ringing in her mind 😆 but she is yet to realise it 😳 ; She even looked pleasantly surprised when Rudra dint counterattack those goons on addressing Myrah as his wife on phone but instead he said dont u guys dare touch her 😳 ; So in short we know Myrah is falling for Rudra 😳 but the big question is whether Rudra too falling for Myrah or is just trying to search for Paro's replacement in Myrah which can give him mental peace 🤔

I know Rudra still loves Paro and her memories still keeps haunting in his mind reason why he keeps remembering those past moments with Paro when he comes to save Myrah 😭 but somewhere I feel Rudra also feels guilty of not able to save Paro on time and so he assumes saving Myrah's life is equal to saving Paro's life and this way he will get his Paro back in Myrah 🤔 ;

So when Myrah comes running into Rudra's arms and tells him how she was so scared , not only Rudra remembers his first encounter with Paro but he also tells Myrah not to worry as he could not save her last time but this time he is with her and so nothing will happen to her 😲😲 ; In short Rudra in his subconscious mind believes that his Paro has only come back as Myrah and so now its his duty to save Myrah's life if he wants his Paro back , reason why he hugs Myrah so passionately thinking his Paro is back from dead as he successfully saved her life

Rudra comes out of his illusions only when Myrah gives him a jerk and tells him that she is not Paro but Myrah , almost like bringing him to reality and making him realise that one who is dead can never return back 😭😭

But now the question is if Rudra is not in love with Myrah but is only searching for his Paro in Myrah , then why in precap he was comparing himself with Myrah's fiance Rohit and telling her how if he was in Rohit's place then he would hv come rushing to her and would never let this happen which actually senses a lover's jealousy .. isn't it 🤔 ... Why will Rudra bother to compare himself with Myrah's fiance or say things like If I was in his place , I would hv done this..that ... This is more of a jealous lover's dialogue

So what I feel is Rudra is acting a bit selfish here .. In his subconscious mind he actually wants Myrah to stay with him and his family as Paro so that he gets the mental peace and satisfaction by believing that he could bring Paro back from dead by saving her life for the second time as first time he failed to do so ; This is what Maithili had sensed it , reason why she was desperate to give Rudra's second marriage because she never wanted Rudra to go into this illusionary world where he will selfishly want Myrah to become his Paro 😭😭

However I can understand from where Rudra is coming from .. Its not just the loss of Paro which is bothering him but its his inside guilt too , that he could not save his Paro on time which is bothering him , reason why he desperately wanted to save Myrah today all alone and make his own self believe that he saved Paro successfully

But in all this Myrah will suffer the most once she will realise that Rudra does not love her but is jusy trying to see his Paro in her 😭 ; Why should Myrah give up her identity and become Paro ?? Is it right ?? .. I guess no ... and this is the dilemma in MyRud relation which CVs could hv explored in future storyline if the show had continued 🤔 ...


But now with Show ending soon , I feel soon CVs will show Rudra coming out of this guilt of assuming he is the reason behind Paro's death and will slowly start seeing flashes of Myrah instead of Paro and then overnight he will realise he now loves Myrah because show is ending 😆... Whereas if Show had continued , it would hv been really interesting to see how Rudra fights his dilemma and differentiates between Paro-Myrah and also fights his guilt out and how Myrah tackles this complex situation of falling in love with a man who does not love her but just wants to see his dead wife in her ...


The story was shaping up well actually when channel decides to pull the plug for big boss which is unfortunate but well just wish Ashish and Sanaya all the best ..Both are hardworking and professional actors 👏👏👏...Will hope to see them making a comeback soon ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

OMG, why do they need to end the show, they can change the timings, can't they? This is a total shocker for me because I never suspected they were considering ending the show! OMG, Jyoti, tell me I am dreaming????