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PART 26 - FIRST KISS
After a long time, I reduced my tears and left her embrance. She was caressing my cheeks and wiping my tears just like my GM.
I was staring her and turned my faced towards the sea and tried to become normal. Her eyes were fixed on my face with a drop. I did not notice that my tears made her weep. I continued after few minutes.
"next day everyone gathered on the funeral spot to burn GM's dead body. Dad was ready with the fire. But I did not allow him to burn. I snatched the burning wood from his hands and warned him 'dont you dare mr. shekhawat to touch her. She is dead just because of you and your wife. You killed her as well as me. I will not allow you to destroy her purity'.
'how dare you to talk to me like this', he was ready to slap me but I clutched his hand and jerked it away.
'i dont need to respect murderers', I replied on his face for the first time time and put fire on GM's face.
'Jal gayi wo chita, pichhe chhod gayi kuch dhundli yaadein
Unko yaad karte reh gaye hum, bas bach gayi kuch taswiren'
You know what, I was dead that day. All my love, the human inside me, politeness, understanding someone was vanished. I was all blank. I wanted to die but GM bound me with her words that I will not break. I gave birth to a new randhir inside me, who was rude, who just can hate, never understand anybody's feelings and cruel. Simply a animal. Gradually it became my strength. I started taking my parents as criminals when I saw him again fighting.
A week later after GM's death, they again started fighting for property. It unbelivable for me to see that dad has lost her mother just a week ago. You know he were fighting with his two younger brothers and to my surprize mom was also with him.
After another week after property partition we left jaipur and got settled in Mumbai. There again I became alone. Just to stay away from my home I remained busy in college, coachings.
When it was over, I had no other way to stay away from home, so I joined film school. I learnt direction and became a director assisting a very renowned actor.
As time passed, I became succesful. I knew people would search me in internet, thats why I formatted everything related to my past because I never wanted people to know about my past or my personality. I wanted to be strong enough infront of people. Yet every night I convey my feelings to GM's photo frame killing me.
I had no one sanyu. I never had family, friends or someone to support me in pain. I am all alone in this huge world.
Do you know why I remained upset mostly in morning? It is because everyday either I have a fight with my parents. If not I see their faces which makes me remember everything. It kills me every second. I realize that I am alone, I am dead.."
I finished my story and found my cheeks wet due to coninuous tears rolling down from my eyes. I also felt a palm wiping those.
Jise jindagi dhundh rahi hai
Kya ye woh makaam mera hai
She cupped my face, took my head and placed it on her chest.
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe keh rata hai
She caressed it like a 5 year old baby. I did not know how I was going with her. I was silently following her every go.
Jajbaat naye se mile hain
Jaane kya asar ye huaa hai
She moved my head to her shoulders and hugged me like a child carefully taking her doll into her warmth.
Ek aash mili phir mujhko
Jo kubool kisi ne kiya hai
I hugged her back and was feeling safe. I could not stop myself and I again weeped.
Hmmm
Kisi shaayar ki ghazal
Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
I was feeling like I have someone very own. I was comfortable in her warmth and I shed a drop of happy tears after ages.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Ya sard mein dopahar
Koi mujko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
I raised my face and shared a glance at her. My emotions were out of control now and leaned towards her.
Hunn...
Jaise koi kinaara
Deta ho sahaara
Mujhe woh mila kisi mod par
I cupped her face and brought it closer to me.
Koi raat ka tara
Karta ho ujaala
Waise hi roshan kare wo shehar
Finally the distance between our lips vanished and they fused.
Dard mere wo bhula hi gaya
Kuch aisa asar huaa
Jina mujhe phir se woh sikha raha
The climate was cool and her warm lips were healing my wounds. I forgot that where I was, what I was doing, whom everything.
Jaise baarish kar de tar
Yaa marham dard par
I just could feel her sensation that she was responding to my warm welcome.
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
She placed her palms on my cheek and matched me. The kiss grew deeper. It was a soft one. It continued to a second one then third.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Ya sard mein dopahar
I dont know how long it was but both of us were still in breaths.
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
After a long session I left her slowly.
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
Our lips were still inches apart and we opened our eyes to peer each other. The gaze was intense and both were lost in each other forgetting what happened few seconds.
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
To be continued...
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PART 26 - FIRST KISS
After a long time, I reduced my tears and left her embrance. She was caressing my cheeks and wiping my tears just like my GM.
I was staring her and turned my faced towards the sea and tried to become normal. Her eyes were fixed on my face with a drop. I did not notice that my tears made her weep. I continued after few minutes.
"next day everyone gathered on the funeral spot to burn GM's dead body. Dad was ready with the fire. But I did not allow him to burn. I snatched the burning wood from his hands and warned him 'dont you dare mr. shekhawat to touch her. She is dead just because of you and your wife. You killed her as well as me. I will not allow you to destroy her purity'.
'how dare you to talk to me like this', he was ready to slap me but I clutched his hand and jerked it away.
'i dont need to respect murderers', I replied on his face for the first time time and put fire on GM's face.
'Jal gayi wo chita, pichhe chhod gayi kuch dhundli yaadein
Unko yaad karte reh gaye hum, bas bach gayi kuch taswiren'
You know what, I was dead that day. All my love, the human inside me, politeness, understanding someone was vanished. I was all blank. I wanted to die but GM bound me with her words that I will not break. I gave birth to a new randhir inside me, who was rude, who just can hate, never understand anybody's feelings and cruel. Simply a animal. Gradually it became my strength. I started taking my parents as criminals when I saw him again fighting.
A week later after GM's death, they again started fighting for property. It unbelivable for me to see that dad has lost her mother just a week ago. You know he were fighting with his two younger brothers and to my surprize mom was also with him.
After another week after property partition we left jaipur and got settled in Mumbai. There again I became alone. Just to stay away from my home I remained busy in college, coachings.
When it was over, I had no other way to stay away from home, so I joined film school. I learnt direction and became a director assisting a very renowned actor.
As time passed, I became succesful. I knew people would search me in internet, thats why I formatted everything related to my past because I never wanted people to know about my past or my personality. I wanted to be strong enough infront of people. Yet every night I convey my feelings to GM's photo frame killing me.
I had no one sanyu. I never had family, friends or someone to support me in pain. I am all alone in this huge world.
Do you know why I remained upset mostly in morning? It is because everyday either I have a fight with my parents. If not I see their faces which makes me remember everything. It kills me every second. I realize that I am alone, I am dead.."
I finished my story and found my cheeks wet due to coninuous tears rolling down from my eyes. I also felt a palm wiping those.
Jise jindagi dhundh rahi hai
Kya ye woh makaam mera hai
She cupped my face, took my head and placed it on her chest.
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe keh rata hai
She caressed it like a 5 year old baby. I did not know how I was going with her. I was silently following her every go.
Jajbaat naye se mile hain
Jaane kya asar ye huaa hai
She moved my head to her shoulders and hugged me like a child carefully taking her doll into her warmth.
Ek aash mili phir mujhko
Jo kubool kisi ne kiya hai
I hugged her back and was feeling safe. I could not stop myself and I again weeped.
Hmmm
Kisi shaayar ki ghazal
Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
I was feeling like I have someone very own. I was comfortable in her warmth and I shed a drop of happy tears after ages.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Ya sard mein dopahar
Koi mujko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
I raised my face and shared a glance at her. My emotions were out of control now and leaned towards her.
Hunn...
Jaise koi kinaara
Deta ho sahaara
Mujhe woh mila kisi mod par
I cupped her face and brought it closer to me.
Koi raat ka tara
Karta ho ujaala
Waise hi roshan kare wo shehar
Finally the distance between our lips vanished and they fused.
Dard mere wo bhula hi gaya
Kuch aisa asar huaa
Jina mujhe phir se woh sikha raha
The climate was cool and her warm lips were healing my wounds. I forgot that where I was, what I was doing, whom everything.
Jaise baarish kar de tar
Yaa marham dard par
I just could feel her sensation that she was responding to my warm welcome.
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
She placed her palms on my cheek and matched me. The kiss grew deeper. It was a soft one. It continued to a second one then third.
Naye mausam ki sehar
Ya sard mein dopahar
I dont know how long it was but both of us were still in breaths.
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar
After a long session I left her slowly.
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
Our lips were still inches apart and we opened our eyes to peer each other. The gaze was intense and both were lost in each other forgetting what happened few seconds.
Jaise banjare ko ghar
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
To be continued...
Silent readers plz do cmnt plz... U know hw mch I wait 4 it??? I chk 5 times a day after my update... If u wl nt cmnt den hw wl I know m improving or nt... My biggest strength is ur support... So if I get such response, I will b posting 3 parts a week... N I know u ppl wl nt dissapoint me... Plz b kind hearted darlings n do cmnts... Lv I all...
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