A. Aap mujhe galat samjh rahe hai!

A. Aap mujhe galat samjh rahe hai!

Seriously! Mujhe kyun farak padta hai!

Why am I hell bent on proving my innocence when all he has done in the past is to disregard all the truths that were staring at his face!

Seriously! I gave up on this guy long back!

Phir bhi...

It hurts a bit...and it pleases me a bit...

It is weird. But this guy is weird!

Infidelity! It is laughable! First of all, we don't even have a marriage for real...on top of that, this guy is behaving like a jealous shauhar...It is annoying..and also a little bit cute. It is...whatcan I say?...Bittersweet?

It is sweet when he looks at me appreciatively...praises my looks(though it is all to make 'us' look real...but he is not the only one who is saying that...and I am feeling quite different myself, of late...)..

It turns bitter when he tries to put me down subtly...references to our 'history'...which is sometimes sweet too, since only we both know what we are talking about...and actually, we have an awful lot of history together ...lol..

I am not sure what are my emotions when he holds me roughly...physically, it hurts...but somewhere deep down...I am wondering if it shows he cares...do I dare to even think?

He throws me around like a rag doll- I am quite used to that by now...but somewhere...I know I am only inviting trouble thinking like this...but doesn't this familiarity mean something? I mean..COULD IT mean something?

I cannot even process the happiness I felt when he tried to hide the fact that he gave up on alcohol...Does it not mean something? Is it because I asked him nicely...or is there something more to it? And why am I feeling happy about it?Is it just the relief that he has started treating me like a person...or...?

And again...I cannot take my eyes off him...I cannot deny the fact that I feel his presence every single time. Today, he came out the bathroom half naked ...I thought I'd faint when he came so near...and he gave me that inscrutable stare...I could imagine many variations to that gaze...especially being a woman...

...A woman who cannot help falling for a man who has no regard for my feelings...no clue about my yearnings...

He wipes the water off his chest...and throws the towel at me...like a husband being mischievous with his wife...

Sigh...Is everyone's life so complicated?

Really? Please tell me it is...

B. UNBELIEVABLE!

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/qubool-hai/4127770/b-unbelievable

C. What Rehaan does not want to hear.

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/111574575

D. Welcome, Sehar...

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/qubool-hai/4127774/d-welcome-sehar-and-thank-u-gul

Originally posted by: Ethereal.Surbhi

nicely written

another A B C D series wow...

loved reading a confused Sanam's POV

Nice post and and like ahil you have understood sanam well. No offence I kinda thought sanam was a little dumb because she cannot interpret the stares of the nawab ahil Raza ibrahim. But by reaing ur post I truly do understand sanam delima

Nice post buddy.
I am little irritated at Sanam though.One moment she tells Aahil lovingly that he should give up on Alcohol atleast for her and also reminds him that she is his wife.she is later shown to be happy that Aahil indeed listened.
On the other hand she constantly ignores Ashils feelings of jealousy and even asks who is she to him?
What's wrong with her ?
I hope she is saying this just because she wants Aahil to accept her as his wife as well.

Love your 4 posts.

Originally posted by: TIA.Tia

Perfect Post.

Originally posted by: neenabinu

another A B C D series wow...

loved reading a confused Sanam's POV

Originally posted by: Asad4Zoya

Nice post and and like ahil you have understood sanam well. No offence I kinda thought sanam was a little dumb because she cannot interpret the stares of the nawab ahil Raza ibrahim. But by reaing ur post I truly do understand sanam delima

Originally posted by: trina2010

Nice post buddy.
I am little irritated at Sanam though.One moment she tells Aahil lovingly that he should give up on Alcohol atleast for her and also reminds him that she is his wife.she is later shown to be happy that Aahil indeed listened.
On the other hand she constantly ignores Ashils feelings of jealousy and even asks who is she to him?
What's wrong with her ?
I hope she is saying this just because she wants Aahil to accept her as his wife as well.