Shine in my Darkness *sandhir new TS* last part updated :) - Page 6

I was waiting for her reply desperately but she acted oppositely she stood up from her knees and walked up to the door...I thought she is leaving me alone all over again..I was disheartened I caught her wrist and spoke in luscious tone

'Please do leave me alone...I need u' my last statement came as a whisper.

But she freed her hand and walked past though the door and turned her head with a small smile and answered

'I know randhir that u need me...that's why I'm here. Now, get downstairs I'm waiting for u on lunch. And u have to come I'm starving . So come soon'

That was unexpected I was shocked...there was so much I wanted to ask her. But why I'm feeling so happy today as if for 6long yrs I have been waiting for this day. It's true that I have been missing her for such a long time..it's true that I have loved her from collage days...but now, the truth of my life is I can't allow someone to love me. I know gods always plays with my feeling..whom ever I loved they left me. Now, I can't lose her...ya I can't afford to lose her. I will not allow her to enter in my life. I got freshen up and after years I trimmed my beard. I don't why but I want to look good in front of her...somewhere now also I want her to notice me. I want her to love me...i want her to fight with me and still my stupid heart asks me unconditionally that will she love me?

I went down stairs seeing the whole different place. All the things were neatly kept..there was no scope for a single dust particle. And there was a sweet fragrance surrounded in the whole hall...that smell was driving me crazy. I went to the dinning table and seated myself comfortable on the chair. My eyes was searching her all over the hall just then my eyes fell on the bowl I opened up its cover only to find my fav. kheer kept in front of me. I couldn't help myself to taste it I just scoop out a bit of it n tasted it. It tasted divine..it reminded me of my pari she also used to cook for me. I used to pull her leg..just to irritate her. She loved cooking and I loved eating her made food. A smile crept onto my face rewinding all those moments. I was so lost in my thoughts that I couldn't make out that someone was watching me and smiling.

My trance was broken when she and snapped her fingers in front of my well shaved face.

'Did u liked it so much that u couldn't control to wait for me' she smirked

I wanted to answer back rudely but I couldn't her face was so pure, so real that I couldn't help to notice that smirk which once was my trade sigh. She sat right infront of me on the dinning area

She continued

'So, what were u asking from me?' While serving the food into plates

Without thinking twice I just spoke out 'u married??'

'What do u think huh!!' While gulping the food

'Sanyukta I want a answer not a question over a question' I was determined to know her answer.

She remained silence...the silence which was killing me from inside as well as from outside.

Now, I had it enough I just banged the table and shouted at her

'SPEAK UP DAMIT!!' I immediately repented and chirped 'sorry' I got up from my sit and started to head back towards my darkness. But I stopped mid-way when I heard

'No. Randhir I'm not married' she spoke in her causal tone

My heart started to dance in the joy and turned around and sat back to my original place and started eating. After a long silence of 5 mins :p i spoke up

'So, what happened to Parth?? He loved u right??'

'Hmm..he did loved me but I couldn't love him back. So we broke up soon after the collage and since then I have no clue where is he'

Now, my heart was crying in happiness. My heart blab...it means she never loved parth..it means she wasn't connected with him from last 6yrs. But one more question stuck in my mind so what was she doing from last few years??

'I was searching for you' she spoke out as if she read my mind

'Wha...what??' I was confused

'Ya..I was searching for you from last 6 years and look now I'm sitting infront of u' still eating and gulping the kheer

'But why??'

'Seriously kheer is totally yum...u too have it na' she tried to divert the topic but I was so stubborn

'Sanyukta I asked u something' in serious tone

'Im done..I'm going to bed to take a nap. Will talk to u later'

She got up from her chair with plate in one hand and as she was passing by my side I got hold of her waist.

'Randhir?? What r u doing??'

I came more closer to her and asked her again 'why?? Why sanyukta?? Why??'

She slapped me hard on my face. First I was shocked but then I noticed some unrolled tears in her eyes. I immediately cupped her face but she jerked my hand and caught me by my collar and spoke

'You moron...how dare u asked me why huh?? It's u who left me not me!! Do u remember the last day of collage I wanted to talk to u but you left without listening to me'

'But sanyukta I thought...'

'I know what u thought...u thought that I want to invite u in my and parth's engagement right??'

'Ya because I heard parth and u talking about ur engagement so I left...'

'You MCP after our engagement talks u didn't heard what I said to him??'

I kept my eyes down 'no...what did u said after that'

'I told him that I can't marry him because I don't love him he was always my best friend and most importantly I have always loved someone else..'

When she said she loved someone else i was broken again I couldn't gather any courage to ask her who it was..I again started walking to my room.

But she held my hand tightly 'you won't ask who was that guy whom I fell in love unconditionally...whom I'm was crazily finding from last 5years...'

My eyes widened hearing that...she continued

'The one who is still my sadu MCP...The one who rule my heart and mind...the one who have rights on me. The one whom I'm in love with ages..the one whom I can fight , irritate him , challenge him. He is...is the Randhir Singh Shekhawat' she let it out in one breath

I turned my head and hold her tight from her shoulders 'wh...what did u said??'

'I said I'm in love with my MCP...'

'You...you loved me??' I was almost in urge to cry

'Ya I loved u n I will always love you...Mr. Randhir Singh Shekhawat'

I couldn't control my emotions I hugged her tightly and she hugged me back after good 5mins we broke the hug staring at each other's eyes...then my eyes fell on her rosy lip...I came forward to kiss her but she back out. I was totally confused.

'You love me?? Or you lust me?' I was puzzled at her question is it love or lust.

I thought for a while and turned around...'sanyukta u don't deserve me..u can easily find someone more handsome...more wealthier..more'

'Shut up..okay!! I wasn't finding u to leave you' she yelled at me.

Somewhere I was happy that she yelled at, she slapped me. I know she wasn't wrong anywhere..I was the one who left everything and I didn't bother to hear her prospective before leaving and she is the one who suffered more than me and I called my room hell (I mocked at myself) the same happened with my pari if I would have listened her before leaving her at her collage then the things might not be the same as now..that accident won't happened my pari won't have died like that..if I listened her once. But today I won't repeat the same mistake...no I won't repeat that mistake

'I loved u Sanyukta..but I don't want to hurt u'

'You can never ever hurt me Randhir'

I looked in her eyes I could clearly see that concern..that love which I was craving from last 5years...I kissed her and she kissed me back. She was moaning my name in pleasure. Our kissed got deepened with the passing time. We broke the kiss and breath heavily

'I love you Sanyukta'

'I love you too Randhir'

We kissed again and again until we felt satisfied. And then I spoke

'Sanyukta u are shine in my darkness'

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So my TS is completed hope u guys enjoyed...and let me wipe my tears in completion of my work😆😆

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Neha