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THE CONFESSIONS OF RANGRASIYA'S CHICS AND DUDES
Yes I MET THEM ALL TODAY
They all met me today and showed me what they are made of,, why they do what they do ,, what r their reasons ,,what r their various seasons,, what r their pains and what r their sukoon(s)
YES I MEET THEM ALL DAILY,,,
yes I analyze n research them out thoroughly
but then today was a special day , As today they chatted with me personally
they confessed all their life stories n ways , and I named it
THE CONFESSIONS OF RANGRASIYAN CHICS AND DUDES ~~THE MANSI WAY
**********Ohhh I sooo lubbb my sankiest virtual life *******
FIRST MEET~~~~ DILSHER
ME---HELLO DILSHER...
DILSHER---- ****kindaa sad**** WHY ARENT U CALLING ME DILLY UNCLE TODAY,MANSI???
ME----
because you have lost that respect in my eye,,,
you ditched my support with your evil style
physical abuser can never be my uncle
DISRESPECTING A LADY IS SUCH AN eiuuu DEBACLE
DILSHER---- ****depressed and guilty****
I was the MAN in all bitter senses defined
I was the MAN so perfect in my own eyes
I was the MAN which my society crafts out of almost every boy of my clan
I was the MAN who claimed to be one, by disrespecting a woman
But then I cant blame my society only , for my ways
It was my RUTHLESS EGO and CRUEL ARROGRANCE which formed its web of dismay
I got my own sadistic comfort by blaming my wife for my every disappointment
I got my satisfaction and worth from beating her blue and faulting her for my every discontent
OFCOURSE SHE LEFT,,,who wouldn't want to breathe out of the suffocation
OFCOURSE SHE LEFT,, who wouldn't have liked to be treated as a human with admiration
It was me who punished her till the end and kept her bereft of the only hope of her life
It was me who didn't allowed her to take our boy with her on her new way of try
My mistakes didn't ended at this juncture,
I have more in my kitty to contribute to this conjecture
I took revenge of my defeat as a husband by being the worst father
I gratified my hurted ego as a husband by poisoning my boy even further
I treated him as a toy to my own treacherous ways
YUP I AGREE I DON'T DESERVE TO BE CALLED A FATHER ANY WHATSOEVER WAY
Yup I am trying to improve at the last hour , Do try to give me a little favour
ME--- OKK I WILL DECIDE AFTER WAITING AND OBSERVING YOUR WAYS OF HANDLING,,BUT U SLAPPED MY RUDY,,THAT LOWERED DOWN YOUR SCORE TALLY,,u need a lots of PAROFIED lessons of improvements and trials,,till then remain dilsher and wait for dilly uncle pukaar.
SECOND MEET ~~~~ MALA
ME--- ****like a self calimed admirer*** how much you maybe sad of life,, think of paro's cute face and laugh for me once atleast,, AS I SOOO LOVE THE SOUND OF YOUR LAUGHTER AND RELATIONSHIP YOU SHARE WITH YOUR SWEETEST EVER DAUGHTER
MALA--- ***she laughs ****
Me--- ***grins***
Do I need to ask you to speak out THE MUMMA OF MY PARUD???
MALA---
Call me the WEAKEST LINK,, call me the PINCHING PRICK
I MAY BE THE ONE RESPONSIBLE ,,BUT I AM NOT THE ONLY ACCOUNTABLE
I was the typical product of a society where women inherently learn to subdue
I was the mere "not that important" wife of a husband who was used to prove
I was the toy in hands of my husband, I was the cruel victim of his every unreasonable justification
RAPE OF MIND IS NO LESS A CRIME THAN RAPE OF BODY
I WAS RAPED DAILY AS AN ANSWER TO MY HUSBAND'S EVERY FOLLY
Yes I turned selfish and yearned for release
Yes I ran away at the first opportunity to cease
Yes for once in my life I betrayed all shackles of society
Yes I ran to get some breathing space
So much was my confinement that I was ready to be called by names
So much was the victimization that MY INNER LADY took over my motherly phase
How much may I try to explain my love for my son
It's a fact that I betrayed him without giving any reason
If he hates me today, I cant blame an inch
Yes that's the price to pay for all those years
when I was living comfortably and he was taking all the pinch
ME"HUMMM,,,,,,,there are so many things to say ,,,there are soo many point of views but I would so like to give you a benefit of my ladylike due,,, amidst all the bashes and overflowing love for rudra ****which I so so understand n confirm with too*** I FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU A CHANCE NOT JUST AS A MOTHER BUT AS A LADY TOO,,,,,,,,,,,, *****HAAYE SOCHO MUMMYSA KITNE JOOTE CHAPPAL PADNE WAALE HAIN MUJKO FOR SUPPORTING YOU****
THIRD MEET ~~~ PARO
ME--- ***gazing n smiling like a gawk** first of all ,I need the sweetest hug and then a ver important information.,,, WHEN U HATE ALL WHITE PRODUCTS,HOW DO U MAINTAIN YOUR WHITNESS BOTH PHYSIVCALLY N MENTALLY TOO,,,is there anything other than milk that you like to consume????
PARO--- **just smiles n gives me the sweetest hug***
ME-- ***BELIEVE ME, YOU ARE IN SEVENTH HEAVEN AND DON'T WANT TO ASK ANY FURTHER***
****now I know first hand,,,why rudra has gone all talli on this most beautiful swan***
ME--- I have soo much admiration for you as aperson, still many are bashing you for an apparent non support of your husband,,, YOUR COMMENTS PLEASE????
PARO---
When you love someone , you want him to be loveliest amongst the all
When you love someone , you want him to be the purest of them all
When you love someone , sometimes you need to take a stand
When you love someone, sometimes you need to push him towards the hard fact
Yup I know ,I m being blamed for being non supportive..
HAHAHA ,, if getting your husband out of the 15 years of his poisonous beliefs
and theories is called so , then yes I AM THE ONE NON SYMPATHETIC
yes I am making it hard,,yes I am treading it fast
yes I m ignoring his suffocation towards the journey to the truth
bcoz believe me when I say
MY HUSBAND BELIEVES IN HIS """RUNNING AWAY FROM FACTS""" THEORY
AND I NEED TO RUN FAST TO CATCH HIM MIDWAY
Today I am angry with him for disrespecting a lady
Doesn't he behaved to prove that he is son of his daddy???
YUP MY REASONING WAS QUITE NATURAL TO ERUPT
If he thinks so low of her mother, did he thought of me in the similar mood of corrupt
OHHH I LOVE HIM FAR THEN HE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO CALCULATE
But being a lady , my comparison of my story with mummasa was quite innate
ME--- AHHH,,,, you have this brilliant quality to leave anybody speechless,,,yup I know you are the only CONNECT amongst these broken hearts n fixtures,,,YOU WILL BE THE ONE TO BRING HIM OUT OF HIS BIGGEST DISCONNECT WITH LIFE,,YOU WILL BE THE ONE TO GET HIM OUT OF THIS STRIFE.
FINAL MEET ~~~~ RUDRA
EEKSSS
ME---- **** doing all dances of jhalak at once,, pinch me pinch me hard,, this is my first meet with him, even if its in the fake universe***
Me--- ****smiling, grinning, gawking, jumping, ogling, blushing, ALL AT ONCE****
RUDRA--- HI MANU,,,HOW ARE YOU DOING BEAUTIFUL???
*****hehehehehe,, I have used my copyright as the writer of this story to modulate his mood for a tiny frame ,,as I soo wanted him to address me this way in our first drooling game -WRITERS' LIBERTIES,,,hahahaha*****
ME-- ****ZOMBIEE OF THE HAUNTED JHALAK ZONE*** saans chali gayi,words kaise boloon???
Ahem ahem ok I will try to control my drooling exercise and just ask you ARE U FEELING ALLRIGHT??
****serious concern without any guttery nonsense***
RUDRA---
Have you seen a puppet , whose string is his biggest dushman
Have you seen a boy, who not grew up as one , but was raised as a poison
I had always been a puppet at the hands of my various masters
Be it luck , be it life ,or be it my parents fight with their own demons
ONE WAS FIGHTING FOR HIS EGO
ONE WAS FIGHTING FOR RESPECT
BUT I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS CHOSEN AS A VICTIM
WITHOUT ANY REQUEST OR ANY HAND IN THE JUDGMENT
I HAVE PAID ALL PRICES FOR MY PARENTS JOURNEY OF SELFISH SATISFACTIONS
I AM THAT BOOK WHOSE EACH BLACK WORD IS WRITTEN
IN HONOUR OF SOMEONE ELSEs' GRATIFACTION
ME--- ***crying tht single tear of utmost pain*** how much I may say, I will never be able to realize the depth of this ache ,, BUT BELIEVE ME ,,FORGIVENESS IS A WAY TO CLOSURE AND SOLACE
I know you need your time to do the same, but believe in paro, she will take you the whole way.
After saying all this, I would just like to add,,,
HUGGING IT OUT IS THE BIGGEST RELIEF PACKAGE
I WILL DO THE HONOURS IF U R IN FULL ACCEPTANCE
****call it mauke pe chauka,, NAME IT WHATSOEVER
Have you seen him correctly,, how could I miss this once I a lifetime chance of sheer gutter***
***hehehehehe***
RUDRA---***smiles and hugs***
ME--- ****SPEECHLESS---WELL,,,, MEET YOU IN OTHER WORLD***
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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