~!!Bleeding heart!!~ Thread 2 - Page 7

The marriage was at the end of the month, but on the marriage day, Prince Of Raigarh did not marry my sister, for the reason he had his preferences for some other queen. My sister was broken and then the dark shadow fell on our life. After two months when I decided to go back to my palace as in the last letter Uday mentioned that just a minor war to crush the revolution and then he would be back and I wanted to be there to give him the good news. He was finally back and that day my happiness knew no bounds, he too was over wheeled by the news that I was pregnant. I can never forget the glowing smile on his face, little did I even wondered that this was going to be end of everything. That night I woke up, as I heard some really weird and painful noise, I followed the noise and entered the dark empty chamber, the conversation began to get me shivering as the girl screamed

GIRL: NO Please leave me please don't do this please I beg of you do not ruin my life please someone save me please

SAMRAT:this is how it is supposed to happen. Why you are afraid of me?

GIRL: no...

SAMRAT:you have to respect your position and agree with what I said as I am afraid that I need to force my decision on you then...

That was an empty jail and the sight in front shocked me completely. General Samrat, of the northern army was there, he was trying to rape a girl as I marched into the room and pulled Samrat away giving him a tight slap right on his cheek as the girl looked at me with her eyes wide, she was hardly 17, and her shabby clothes were torn from sleeves, she came and took shelter beneath me hiding from the beast. I did not wait Samrat to give an explanation as I marched to our room and called out for Uday. I narrated him the entire incident and he simply send me inside the room and let the girl go away with Samrat. I was shocked, I tried to protect I tried to stop but no one paid attention to me, for several days I did not speak to him and finally one day he stopped wooing me and answered to all my queries in a single sentenced that left me scattered,

"I am a powerful king, and whenever a fight is won, I bring the boys as a slave and girls as an amusement for the court people, I guess you already knew about it. It is true that after you came I do not even look at any other women, but at the same point I cannot let them think me weak. This teaches them a lesson so that they will never rebel against ME"

From that day onwards, my love of my life, my Uday became a scare to me; I was just a puppet in his hands. In spite of all the love and care he showered towards me and my baby still his political policy scared the hell out of me. He was too strong about the tradition to listen to me or Sujamal Kakasa. My sister, Dabyanti who was suffering from a broken heart had come to our palace on my dads insistence partly to take care of me and partly to destroy me as planned by them. She accused me of betraying my parents yet I did not say a single word about Uday. I had to pay for it by losing my child first, she had made me fall off from the floor, and the whole anger of my miscarriage was on me. Uday hated me after that, we did not even shared the same room, our words became limited. I stayed like a stranger in my own palace. Time passed and the second blow was hit on me, when Raja Khulbusan Singh managed to escape from the jail and the entire blame was on me as Dabyanti claimed that she had watched me sneaking into the jail chamber in the night and was supported by Samrat who found it perfect time to take revenge from me. My dad also came to the palace claiming that he said he had send me to spy here, but only now he realized that Uday was a good person and to prevent from me they send Dabyanti. Uday refused to even look at me, he simply abandoned me and sends me to exile. I can still recall Sujamal Kakasa begging him to keep me and trust me. A stranger acted as my parents were as my own parents played such a conspiracy. Anwar send me away to a temple where the priest looked after me like his own daughter, I spent my days in loneliness it was only Anwar who came every once month to inform me about Uday, as even after everything I loved him truly, but no sooner was I gone he remarried to give an heir to the kingdom. He married to Dabyanti to save her honor and to praise her for saving his kingdom from me .By the end of diwali Anwar unwillingly had to inform me that Uday and Dabyamti had a baby boy. With happy intention and after lost of quarrel I was going to just congrats them. At the end of night, I sneaked into the palace, as I went to my bedroom everything was same exact for the path that my place was occupied by Dabyanti. All I wanted was to held the baby just for once, he had the same eyes of Uday, I held him, but Dabyanti snatched it instantly as she gave a wicked smile and said

"You know Manyata what I love more than this baby, POWER"

Saying this she threw the baby on the floor with a thud causing him to give his last cry, as blood streamed down his head. I picked him up with tears in eyes, as she woke Uday and turned the tale claiming that I had killed the baby and Uday did not listen they arrested me, and I was to be hanged the next day. On that evening the priest visited me and said

"A husband duty is to trust in his wife, and it is a shame that he pushed you into this for your honesty"

I was at that time in a state of shocked that a person who could not bear my tear was going to be the cause of my dead, my parents who gave me birth was the one to destroy my life and my sister who took care of me like a mom had abandoned me and everything for power. I said

MANYATA: enough...enough you all have tested enough of my patience, you all have exploited me enough, why? Why am I victimized just because I wanted to stand by my husband and protect my husband? I will cause the destruction of you all, marriage bound two people for seven birth but every birth I will protect myself from you Uday, every birth you will lose your love and you will be helpless, every birth you will go through the same pain that I went through, every birth will remind you of your betrayal but every birth I will be with a new memory and I will make you meet with me, we will fall for each other and then I will kill myself to let you suffer. As for this people whole clan of Jaigarh and Devgarh whosoever caused my misery will be suffering both the kingdoms will be destroyed your soul will never find peace you all will be lingering here only, you all will get peace only if I and Uday meet forever which I will never let happen. On my birth he has to test his trust over me...

PRIEST:I am going to help you with this, I will paint a portray in which your eyes will tell the truth to the last birth of yours, as all births you can cause natural death but if in your last birth he will have to pass the test and you cannot cause your death before that. But suppose if they get married before that then the spell will be broken and all the spirits will be released.

The next day She walked back leaving everyone dazed most of them were happy that she was going to put an end to her life but little did they ever think not a daughter, not a queen, not a mother, not a wife but a GIRL was going to be the destructor of their dynasty. She went to the priest who still loved her and knew the truth but his hands were tied she got her picture painted where she actually with magic spell wrote this letter which would be broken when she herself would come at the last rebirth of her. The next day early in the morning everyone had assembled there to see her die. She stood in middle of the room as wood logs were piled up around her she lighted the fire reached her, the blood began to fill in her cloth that covered her chest, her heart was bleeding and finally she got wrapped up in the flames of fire.

Gardishon Mein Rehthi.. Rehthi Guzar Thi.. Zindagi Aahein Kithni
In Mein Se Ek Hai.. Teri Meri Aakhari.. Koi Ek Jaisi Apni

Par Khuda Kheir Kar.. Ehasaan Anjaam Kisi Rooh Ko Na De Kabi.. Yahaan
Gujha Muskuratha Hai.. Kyun Baath Se Pehle Kyun.. Chodd Chalathe Rahe Jahaan

Ek Lau Is Tarah.. Kyun Bhuji Mere Maula
Ek Lau Zindagi Ki Maula

Dhoop Ke Ujaale Si.. Puns Ki Pyaale Si.. Khushiyan Mile Humko
Zyada Manga Hai Kahaan.. Sarhadein Na Ho Jahaan.. Duniya Mile Humko
Par Khudha Kheir Kar.. Uske Armaan Mein Kyun.. Bewaja Ho Koi Kurbaan
Gujha Muskuratha Hai.. Kyun Baath Se Pehle.. Kyun Chodd Chalathe Rahe Jahaan

Ek Lau Is Tarah.. Kyun Bhuji Mere Maula
Ek Lau Zindagi Ki Maula

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