The plot is
thinning. Barun's screen time is reducing. Am sitting watching wondering. Soon
what will I be writing?
you will write about sanaya. What say! she was outstanding during Barun's absence and took the show on her shoulder successfully. She is a brilliant actress, but very under rated. i love her a lot.
They want me to
believe that right in the middle of a working day in AR office Shyam coolly
sits in ASR's glass walled room on his chair.😆
but the room was dark, as if it was night.😆
"Tentative
interiors of the office we were discussing.." Now why aren't the meetings
that I attend this entertaining? He continues to do whatever important thing he
is immersed in while his wife waits outside for him. Restlessly she paces.
Heart in deep constriction. breathing is already difficult when he is this mad
at her. Fighting back tears. A desperate
girl. As the minutes crawl by her eyes
get repeatedly drawn to the clock. She sits tensed. Hands clenched together.
Attempting to bear the pain that steadily, ruthlessly courses through each vein in her body.
my heart was shattering for the poor girl. Uff how desperate she was!
I miss the breeze that would bring that mehsoos right in with a cheerful rabba ve on to the screen. He notices her
first. A split second of softening in expression. She looks up and almost
breaks into a tentative relieved smile. Breathing just became a tad easier. He
is in front of her. Her starving eyes can feast on the face of the man she
loves. Just having him in front of her brightens up her world. She means to rise but he resolutely walks on.
Nice body language by Sanaya. She sits down again Rigid, but her body is held forward. A bird perched to fly off. A yearning that he will call her and let her talk to him. A sense of
nervous energy in the way she holds herself.
I do get disturbed
thinking did Arnav have to continue to disbelieve his wife? The hurt was sharp
and extensive but surely love conquers all. Pauses at the staircase. About to
turn but controls himself. Yes a full scale fierce battle rages within him. Was
it possible to get more dejected than she was already? Some thoughtful person
brings her water. The smile as she shakes her head pierces my heart really. In
life we have to do what we do to keep up appearances. But out of the hundreds
of people we meet each day one day we sometimes mange to find someone who is it. The center of our
universe. If he smiles your heart is happy. And if something is wrong with him
you might as well stop breathing. She sits in a crowded reception area, but in
reality she sits all alone. Solitary, deserted, friendless removed from the
world. Only one man matters. Only one man is needed for her survival. And that
man refuses to talk to her. Will not believe in her innocence.
i ponder your first sentence of the para so much. How couldn't he believe her? Couldn't he see the truth in her eyes? Couldn't he feel the desperation? That was too much! A person can be so tenacious or moreover with the person whom you love so much! And I loved as you said, she was so lonely and helpless.
Far across the
distance and spaces between them in his own barren land sits he. Punishing himself and the girl he
loves. This scenes takes me back to the tortured ASR in the early days of the
show. How each time he would be intensely affected by the very girl who is now
his wife. He wants to check on her. Instinctively knows how badly he is hurting
her. Their eyes meet. A sense of
timelessness in their suffering. Centuries of lovers have endured this tragedy
in uncertainty, jealousy, treachery.
Each relives the
hurtful moments. She remembers her wedding. Disturbs me to think that later
this is the wedding she will think of as incomplete. Barun's face radiates a sense of soreness.
Unimaginable agony. ASR strides out of his office. I don't really like him
leaving his wife behind. These two people are not really sane at this instant.
Hurting too much. Not aware of what is around them. She follows him out. I felt
a little lack in acting from Sanaya or maybe just a rushed up scene as he
drives away. I was confident that he would atleast ask her to get in and fasten
that seatbelt.
yes that was too harsh of him that ignored her so much. He is too egoistic.
I wonder if Barun
didn't have to go would ASR have not heard her out even now? I would like to
believe it is more a demand of the script right now. He is in immense pain. But
he has never been able to be angry for long with that jhalli of his. Anyway we don't
always make the wisest of choices. Both the protagonists are human really. One
not in the mood to thaw anytime soon. And the other in a do or die situation.
Perfect time for Shyam to swoop in bringing in that temptation of a bright rosy future. And so
the hapless victim signed a deal with the devil!
Good point. I also think they had to show him tough to create the situation of his departure.
He walked into the
room still in a bad mood. Immediately notices her missing presence. The wind
chime, the poster, the dash of color. He loves her. He had said he would not
treat her as his wife but when has she listened to him? Went ahead and made the
room half hers too. In a fight you often reach that space when nothing you do, will be right in the eyes of the person you are in this situation with. A bit of
hurt that she doesn't actually belong to him. He does not want her. Lots of
concern for him. Her presence must be bothering him.
I just can't bear this flinging away those stars. You sort of resign yourself to the fact that no
matter what she does he is going to continue to lash out at her. Be impossibly
mean to her. Bruise her arm and batter her soul. Rhetorical question he asks of
her, "Who gave you permission to change stuff?" She inadvertantly caused upheaval in his life since the moment she entered it. That first time he
felt her in his arms and held her close. There was no looking back since then.
I also felt terrible when he again threw away her stars. he knows very well that, what those stars mean to her.
"Kisi ne nahi.
Aur ye baat hume aaj pata chali..." That I safely kept treasured your mannat ki
chabhi, with full right preached the righteousness of marriage, dragged you to
attend pujas, fed you jilebis, I had no right to do those things. That I made you
laugh, made you aware, made you alive, I had no right to do those things. That
I made you mine and became yours, I had no right to those things. We keep
discussing this inherent sense of haq and crossing over into each other's personal space, that these
two had for each other. Today she wants to step back. Not hurt him with her
intrusion into his room, his life. The games she played to teach laad governor
a lesson could only be played with the person who belonged to her. But if he wants
nothing to do with her she will withdraw. If he doesn't like her face how distressing it must be to be surrounded
by her stuff. He can keep this room
which is his and she will sleep out of it.
amazing thought. loved it.
There is a sense of
bechari too that I get. There has to be some way she can convince him of the
truth. Immediately too. And which does not involve anything to do with a
certain viscous inhuman Shyam. Also Sanaya's acting feels a bit off. They don't really say it but it is not all really for Arnavji. She is hurt and this is her way of showing that hurt too. It is a mixture of sadness and care is what I feel.
But he will not let
her move away. He will be mean to
her. Like I said, there is no winning for Mrs Raizada tonight when her husband
has decided he will remain unreasonable. Loss of control. Slam the sliding glass door, throw
down that pillow. Get angrier and scarier by the second. Fling her on the bed
and command her to sleep there. Turn off the light and lie down in his office
clothes. How real and harrowing can this fight get? Throbbing, aching, echoing sad rabba ve will be
their lullaby this awful night.👏
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