Authors note: hey guys ! am new here ! seems silly to call myself an author , but feels interesting. All i enjoy in sandhirs story is the jealousy that explains all the feelings unsaid. So i guess il write a story based on that for now.
Extreme Feelings
Scene: Sanyukta returns from home just to leave her ambitions, her goals, her dreams all together her FITE forever.
Sanyuktas p.o.v
Tears are the only thing that accompany me now. Hollow heart, why cant i achieve my goals why cant i stand up for my dreams, why cant i dream like any other person on this earth, and all this just for helping my father? what kind of punishment is this.
Yeah right all this is because of randhir. I don't get it? When I need the most important help hes always there for me, like my savior, my protector and then he's the one that pushes me into the one that pushes me into biggest problems, why Randhir ?? when will I ever get to understand what you feel for me.
(sanyuktas standing near her dorm window, her hair dancing with the music of the wind. Silence everywhere ,the only sound possibly audible is her quiet sobbing. Bt there was someone who was gazing at her beauty yet hating her presence )
Randhirs p.o.v:
This girl ! I'l never understand the things that happen to me when I see you. But wait ? why the hell am I even thinking of you. Youre supposed to be my enemy and you'll always be. I'll surely make you get out of FiTE forever.
(just then randhir notices sanyukta sobbing, his heart tore into pain)
~but wait do I really want her away from me. Can I really be without her infront of me. I don't like her tears, especially when they are so precious , her beautiful eyes are only meant to shine with happines.
~ugh ! enough of all this. I don't give a shit for you.
(randhir runs away to his dorm , but he cant stop thinking about her sob. How he wants to comfort her. He starts punching the bag so hard. Blood starts oozing from his hand. )
~damn this ! damn this ! damn this .
(he crashes onto his bed and tries to sleep)
Next day,
Randhir: ye farzi kaha gayi, kahi dikh kyu nahi rahi hai ? wa I guess she finally understood her position (smirks)
(suddenly he remembers her sob last night, his insides seems to blacken with pain)
Your gonna get for this farzi!!
(he starts searching everywhere for sanyukta, he finds her with parth)
~ugh! Ye parth. Why cant he ever stay away from her.
(he tries to overhear their conversation)
Parth: sanyukta muje thank karne ki zarurat nahi hai. I cant loose you , so ill do anything for you. I mean my friend.
(what happened next left randhirs blood boiling , his fist clenches into a hard ball)
(sanyukta hugs parth thanking him heartfully)
Sanyukta: tumhare jagah kyi kabi nahi lesakte hai parth, you are my savior . you saved my life from snakes bite, and now you have made me realize that whatever happens ill not forget my dreams.
(eye lock)
(randhir shoves out of there , almost breaking a table or two in his way)
(sanyukta is walking back to her dorm , just then shes pinned to the wall so hard she winces in pain, randhir leans on her maintaining a distance from her, looking fiercly )
Sanyukta: what the ?
(looks at randhirs eyes, burning with pain.. pure anger is all she could see)
Sanyukta: agar tumhe meri aur insult karni ho then fine karlo, anyway I know your true feelings for me. I don't care for what you think. I have people who care for me, they are enough!
Randhir: like whom? Like PARTH?
Sanyukta: yeah him! Now may I go?
(sanyukta was unaware of the no. of pieces randhirs heart broke into. How he died just then)
Randhir: tum bekar ho I always knew! But itni bekar ho I dint know. Anyway instead of going to your room why don't you sleep in mine? Parth bhi waha hoga. Puri raat baatein karna ?
Sanyukta: ya awesome plan hai. But some other time abhi I have to study.
(she turns to leave, this time randhir presses himself very hard on sanyukta , balling their hands straight on the wall. His face inches away from sanyukta)
Randhir: farzi ! what happened to you. Merese ladri kyu nahi ho? Why are you ignoring me? In the lab? In the class? Everywhere ? WHY? Cant you see anything else than PARTH?
(sanyukta was shocked, her heart beating too fast by his breath on her face. Luscious smell she thought. She shaked her thoughts away)
Sanyukta: what do you mean? Ofcourse ill care about parth? He saved me damn it! What did you do? Fixed my marriage and blow my dreams away ? for the one time in your life randhir, cant you ever see mistakes you do?
(she pushes him so hard but only to make randhir more close to her)
Randhir: listen farzi ! tumhe only ye dikhta hai ki mehne ye kiya and wo kiya. Par tumhe kabhi ye nahi dikhta ki kyu kiya? Do you even know how I searched for you, how tensed I was? i trace you and parth every damn place I could , and ye tumhari mistake hai ki you asked that lame parths help and not mine!đĄ
(his every word was dashing sanyuktas lips so hard, she was tantalized so badly)
sanyukta: i did not ask him help, he followed me because he was concerned and you...
randhir: i respected his bloody concern and you and trusted him to leave you safe thats why i did not follow. but i couldnt bear the fear, thats why traced you .
(sanyukta was shocked totally. she could see pain in randhirs eyes, especially when he was talking about parth, how he wanted to say him that parth was just a friend)
sanyukta: listen randhir..
randhir: no you listen sanyu, sanyukta !! your right that dy when you called me villain . go to hell. This is the reason why i dont like attachments ! love and feelings related to me never go parallel with me, like everyone else you ignore me too, go love your parth. go hug him , go understand only him.
(saying this he pushed her away, in that second all the things ever happened suddenly fell in the right place, she understood everything ever happend, the pain randhir was in all the time, all because of her)
sanyukta pulled him towards him, tears where rolling through randhirs eyes and she couldnt digest that,
sanyukta:(crying aloud)randhir please ! once just once listen to me.
(she cupped his face so tight, his lips jus infront of hers, that second all she felt like doing was this , she leaned into him crushing his lips with hers, her boiling lips caressing his so hard, her heart was flying like a delicate butterfly )
~my randhir ! mine !
(passion drove between them so hard, randhir held her waist so tight pressing her body so hard on her, her fingers locked in his hair, there was no way they could be seperated now, except for breathing in between)
sanyukta: randhir wo!
randhir: sshh! i got all my answers i promise abse ill tell you each and every feeling of mine, and dont forget your mine.. meri sanyu ! meri bas ! and its my responsibilty to fulfill your dream, trust me now thats it !
he crushed her into a tight hug, they stayed like that the whole night , afraid to break the magic they had between them.
Authors note: sorry guys i know for an os its huge and big đ but i believe in details . đ hope you guys like it !
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