The lyrics itself speak for Raghav's condition throughout this show. We have all taken a stab at these lyrics and interpreted it differently in different circumstances. I personally feel that these lyrics still stay the same. Raghav even now believes that Kalpi is the reason for his existence. He has seen true happiness and bliss and he knows that it lies with Kalpi. Now I personally am not here to advocate for RagNa or RaKhi. I am just here to say that it's actually more than just what meets the eye. It's just more than Raghav's happiness. It's his humanity. Without her, line to humanity blurs for him. He is so blinded by revenge that he doesn't even realize that he is ruining three lives. Yes, people move on. Yes, people settle and find happiness but is there really another chance for the love that he experience with Kalpi? No. That's what these lyrics are saying. He can't live without her, because he needs her. Without her, he's nothing and he has no wajood.' Now he has separated himself from her and that separated him from his humanity as well. That's what these lyrics are saying. He has separated himself from his own humanity. He doesn't see what's right and wrong anymore in light of his revenge.
Though he has married Pakhi, he still holds what he has with Kalpi very dear to him. Though he is blinded by revenge, he knows not to cross that very line. Yes, he has made fun of the marriage and he has already done the unforgivable. He's shown to time and again think about Kalpi and talk about her. I am not even sure where this revenge thing is heading. Will he eventually leave Pakhi when he thinks that he has made Sahil suffer enough? And when will this enough ever be? Is there really a count or balance to his mother's suffering that he is trying to take revenge for?
He has already attributed his bliss and relaxation with Kalpi. He knows that there is where lies his heaven and he knows that he has temporarily given up that heaven. From what I have read so far, I am guessing that he still wants to come back to her after this revenge thing is over. He has said before that she is his aashiqui' from the very beginning and it's only her. Now the real question is - will he ever get to feel that bliss now? Will the CVs give him that?
I love the line "Teri wafa ne mujhko sambhala, saare ghamo ko dil se nikala" because it relates so much to them. He has had a very dark past. He had to live with that past as well until she came in his life. He knew true happiness from her. He felt content in her arms and he wanted to live like that. Alas, he saw that the real world isn't as nice and perfect as he thought. In real world, people are out to get him. So he decided to eliminate those people first and then come back to her to live his perfect reality. Once he left her wafa' and became a bewafa,' he has lost touch on what he is doing. He is doing it all out of revenge but is any of it morally right? Is marrying Pakhi just because her daddy did wrong to his family right? What's the difference between him and Sahil then? He doesn't care anymore because he doesn't have someone who makes him human at his side. He doesn't have his moral compass any longer. That's why he's lost. Her love brought light in his life. Her love completes him and his humanity because she's it for him. She's his life and his love. Now another real question is - will he ever get this love back or will he lose it forever due to his revenge? And if he does lose it, will he think that his revenge was worth it at all?
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Phew, that was an analysis after some time. I was taking some time from studying for my test on Monday and was listening to my playlist when this song came up. I just realized how much this still reminded me of them. So here this is. Do let me know what you guys think! =)
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