I had shrieks of excitement running down my spine ...I was
plunged in excitement or rather say anxiety ...i couldn't sleep the damn
previous night ...such was my turmoil ... aftr all how on earth was I expected to
act with serenity ... It was the day of
my result ... yeah for SSC ... gosh the name was merely enough to give me
goosebumps ... there would not hv been any feeling on earth dat I would not hv
been through .. be it anxiety , excitement , fear n for sure excitement being the prime one
...wonder what will happen today ... well
there were two possibilities... one , I make which clearly holds the edge
n two I don't ...option one would call for celebration while option 2 would call
for depression ...both of which demanded a common factor TYM...so one thin was for
sure ... the aura in the house was about to change ... I wish I could peep in the
future ...wonder y it seemed like tym had frozen ..it didn't want to move ahead
...Aah...anticipation was about to kill me... but wait I could die before having a
luk at my results ...I noe m gone nuts ...but my mind had lost its control ...I
couldn't wait for the clock to strike 11.30 Am ...I had already landed on the web
site which was supposed to announce my result ... n like a feeble minded person
simply gazing at the sole sentence
" SSC RESULTS TO BE ANNOUNCED AT 11.30 AM "
I had already got
through my college entrance but then this was altogether sum different feeling
... I had nvr experienced it be4 ...my family had been passing banters which surely
got my anxiety take over my excitement ...it wouldn't be incorrect to say that I
was hysterical ..my feelings were brawling against each other ... I was drowned
in the quagmire of thoughts with thousands of questions ruminating in my mind
...my need for that hour would undoubtedly be an tranquilizer...ergghh... this is
what I disliked the most WAITING ...I
still had a damn hour to go ...I realized one thing about myself ...dat m seriously
devoid of patience n serenity ..!! now I sound like an philosopher lecturing on
patience..A special day ?? na it would
surely be an understatement ..an auspicious day ?? well could be ... mere words
couldn't describe it ... I was turning voracious with every passin second ... dats
wen I decided to peep into the watsapp group to witness was I the only one
going through this myriad of feelings ..dats wen I sent ...wassup guys ?? n the
replies I got , soothed me a bit ..one said nervous the other said scared n
dats wen I realized the result fever had infected everybody š n in no tym
the clock striked 11.30 ... the moment I had been anticipating for since a tym
which seemed like ages to me...Ok nw my heart was thumping ... I reloaded the page
only to find this ..
" google chrome cannot display the web page " leaving me
gawking ... wat happened ?? it was fi9 a couple of mintues ago ..errghh
..frustrated I took to wats app - " guys kisi ka result aaya ?? " mussu rplied " yes mera aa gaya " o my !! I thought ..." kitne aaye " was obviously my
nxt question ... she retorted with a crying emoticon...leavin me perplexed ... isko kya hua ?? I thought she said me fail ho gyi n I finally found my self laughing .. she nvr
failed to make me smile be it any situation in the world ... I sent a smiley emoticon
n dats wen everyone else rplied dat dey too were doomed to the same problem as
mine ..no links were actually working ... den finally at 12.00 sumthing a link
turned out to be a success.. it said enter ur halt ticket no ... Entering each digit of
my no I was counting on my prayers ... finally it said " pleae wait processing " I literally shut my
lapi ... I couldn't ...!! But den I had to one day or the other ...so gatherin all
the courage I could I flipped up the screen of my lapi ... I see the result was already
on the screen... I scroll down to see
FINAL RESULT- 9 5 ...n den I was beaming
with joy ... plunged in euphoria ... finally my hard work had paid off !! dats wen
I realized that what u sow is what u reap ...
Ok I noe u guys are think this girl is a maverick ... 2 hours
to go for the result n all shes doing is writing ... but I couldn't help my hands
started typing on their own 𤣠... so hope didn't bore u guys...jst wished to
share ..