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Hi guys...
Today's episode was actually very good but not how I wanted!!
I know this story belongs to Kamla and her dreams but I wanted the CV's to concentrate on Kalpi atleast for this day!!!!!
It was her day, her special moment!! It was her dreams that were shattered by her her very own mahaan AAi!!! Though I would from now call her Aaaooouuu!!!! till matters get resolved!!
I present you the OS which portrays Kalpi's POV of tonight's events!!!
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After Kamla slapped Kalpi and the engagement party was dispersed, a storm of emotions rose inside Kalpi! She had hundreds no thousands of questions in her mind!!! She had nobody to talk to...Raghav had left the chawl too and she could see Kamla sitting under the tree and could guess what her mother must be thinking!!
There stood my prince waiting for me to be mine! He has already tied me in the ring of happiness and lifelong togetherness and no matter what happens in future from this moment I belong to him and only him!! As I was about to make him mine too I got pulled back!!
It was like a jerk of reality from my dreams. It was Aaaii!!
Slap! on my face!! How can you love Raghav baba?? Paakhi loves him!!!!
Is that what she said??? Is this a dream! Her jerk of reality made my ring fall off my finger!!! There goes my dream...Kaput!!
What wrong have I done God!!! Why this punishment??? How can she misunderstand my feelings for Raghav!!! She thinks I took name of Sammy and getting engaged to Raghav!!
She remembers the dialogue Kamla said at the party!!! Maa hun Raghav baba apni beti ki dil ki baat jaan leti hun!!
Oh yes apni beti!! I am not your daughter Aai?? How could I forget Deva that Aai's true happiness lies with Paakhi!!!???
She had chosen her over me even in the past!! I know you love me Aai because of what you are!!
You even love your enemies Aai, well I am your daughter atleast by birth! God why did Paakhi had to fall in love with Raghav??? Why did I not tell Aai clearly that it was Raghav whom I loved?
Is it that in the past so many years trying to make my Aai's dream come true I have distanced the relation of a mother daughter? Maybe maybe I never deserved to be Aai's daughter, she gets more love from Paakhi and so she is inclined towards her!!! I have to talk to her!!!
Raghav had asked my hand again from Aai and she refused just because Paakhi loves him! Why doesn't she understand that Raghav doesn't love Paakhi?? He loves me!! Yes Yes he loves me and it is only his love that I am alive today!! It is him that has kept me sane to this moment Aai else I would have killed myself when I heard those words from your mouth...
Maine meri beti ki baat ki Raaghav baba...Raghav: Wohi toh Kamla maa aapki beti Kalpi hai Paakhi nahi!!! Phir aapne aise kaise soch liya!!!??? Raghav did tell her that he will not marry Pakhi, not that I did not know that but those words were soothing to my ears like someone blowing cool air on my burns!!!!
He surely seemed upset and I am sure he would have reacted wildly if it were someone else who had touched me tonight but he respects Aai sooo much that he took the ownus of misunderstanding on himself and pleaded for my hand again!!!! Now I know why I fell in love with this man!! I could see he was hurt when she refused but he respected her decision...I was scared if he would worsen the situation by getting emotional but nooo...Raghav I have fallen in love with you again!! I close my eyes and let my tears flow!! Ufff my head is splitting, but I guess Aai is going through a turmoil too!!!
I feel a hand on my shoulder, its baba!! I hug him and cry my heart out!!! Baba shushes me and calms me down! I feel so much better now! I tell him, baba if it would not have been you I would never survive! Baba knocks my head and I can see that he is hurt by my words! Dare you say that again my princess!! Never say that again!! I am your baba and nothing can happen to you when your baba is with you!
I know baba, I turn back and see Aai and I look at Baba! I ask him eye to eye to join her!!
She is fighting a great battle inside Kalpi let her fight it out alone and come to a decision for I dont want her to feel that I manipulated it!! I want her to take the right decision all by herself and I am confident she will. She loves you my princess!
Yes baba but she loves Paakhi more and you know that too baba!!! Hmm why dont you go to her and tell her what you feel?
Will it help baba? Why not you are her daughter! Just like she has the right to hit you, scold you, correct you, you too, have a right to fight with her, ask her for something and demand what you want!! It is your right beta which you have always given up on!! Give it a try today!!! Go!
I go to Aai my throat is dry! I dunno what to talk! Suddenly I find her as a stranger! Do I know her? How come I never thought that she never understood who I wanted to marry I never told her its my mistake!!
Aai...aai...her eyes are closed maybe she has gone to sleep... I start walking back when I hear nahi paakhi nahi beta maine hamesha tum dono ko baraabar pyaar diya hai...
Tears flowed from my eyes!!!! This night belongs to me but Aai has made Paakhi the main character of this night! Her absence made no difference she still feels her!! I am feeling so jealous right now!!!! Why Aai why???
AAaiii!!!!! I yell at her, she jolts up awake and looks at me as if she has never seen me before!! My head is splitting into two, my eyes are hurting from all the tears I dropped for her!!! My heart is aching with and I scream on top of my voice!!!
Aaiii enough is enough!!!!! Bas Aai, this was my night Aai, it was my special very specail day Aai! You ruined it!! and yet I did not say anything! You hurt the only person who has always helped us and loved your daughter oh sorry I mean me!!! and yet I did not say anything!! You tainted my character and yet I stayed mum!!! And still I was standing up there and worrying about you!!
I know you love Paakhi more than me and you have always been for her all your life but what an irony Aai you could never be with me for any of my special moment in my life!!
And today you snatch away my happiness and you are still thinking about Paakhi even in your sleep!!! Why did you give birth to me Aai! If you never wanted me!!! Why?
Kalpiii?!!!!!!! My aai finally woke up and screamed!!!
You may forget that it is your blood that runs in my veins but I will never forget that you are my Aai!! I close my eyes! Control my anger and calm down! I have let out the volcano inside me! I open my eyes go and hold Aai's hand!!
I was always jealous of Paakhi Aai but I knew your happiness is with her so I shared your love with her! But I am sorry Aai I cannot do the same with Raghav! And you know why?
Because Raghav loves me and not Paakhi Aai!! If Raghav would have loved Paakhi do you think I would ever think of him forget about marrying him!!??
Aai if you truly love Paakhi then you will have to promise me one thing!!! I don't mind you have refused for our marriage but promise me you will never coerce Raghav to marry Paakhi!!
Just think Aai what you are doing? Are you trying to make Paakhi truly happy by giving in to her demands or will you be giving her a lifetime of sorrows because Raghav will never be able to love her!!! You have the happiness of three lives in your hands and you know what I trust you to take the right decision! I will not marry or meet Raghav unless you let permit me too. This is to let you know how much I love you Aai and I can do anything for you!
But do remember this time its not only your daughter's this time you have to decide for the happiness of that one man who has never seen happiness in his life! Who has never felt motherly love even from his own mother but you! Dont make him lose his belief and trust on relationships again for he has just now begin to do so!
I will wait for your decision Aai!
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