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divyavm

@divyavm

Sparkler

Posted: 11 years ago

Calling one and all: What do you want Jodha to say to her Maasa on Monday?

CVs ne finally meri sunli (hopefully) ... I always wanted them to show a view of the internal turmoil that Jodha is going through... Her words were uni-dimensional in spewing hurt and anger.. . Though her heart, must have been feeling more, much more.

Hence, I am glad the CVs are finally shining light on Jodha's emotional journey with Mainavati's million dollar question: "What is going on in your heart?" I hope Jodha actually answers it as she deserves a chance to tell the audience what she is feeling instead of us having to assume.

In the meantime, to pass the weekend, I imagined what I would like her to say. Here goes, as if she is telling her Maasa (in English):

I myself don't understand what is happening to me ... So what will I be able to tell you. I am feeling a weird pain that I have lost something ... But I can't put my finger on what it is.

I know ... I also made a mistake by hiding the truth from Shehenshah ... I also know that Shehenshah hurt me due to circumstances ... He is not bad at heart ... I also know that his repentance and apologies are true and heartfelt. I feel pain seeing his pain.

Yet, those hurtful words when he broke the relationship keep coming back to my ears ... My mind keeps thinking of these words and how he could say them to me ... How could he question my character ... My mind fears what if he misunderstands me again ... My mind is asking me to stand up for myself and my identity. How could he break our relationship like that? Do I not have a right on anything, especially my own respect?

But, my heart , it tells me that everything that the Shehenshah did ... Is out of his love for me ... And knows that if I had trusted him, none of this would have ever come to be. Somewhere my heart also trusts that he will never hurt me in the same way again.

But, I am stuck between this battle between the heart and mind ... And in this battle, I feel I have lost something very precious to me. It has made me restless ... I can't eat ... I can't sleep. Earlier, I used to be so proud and happy to stand up for myself ... But somehow, now I feel like in trying to stand up for myself, I myself have lost everything.

Would love your thoughts on what you want Jodha to say? Let's see who gets the closest to what our Jodha actually says.

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Mihrimah Ahmed

@ShadeOfWhite

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+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

Divi, ufff u wrote everything what I had on mind...TMHPKNK..🤗kuch bhi nahi choda tumne ab kya likhu main?😕

all I hope whatever u said, CVs follow this bas...mujhe aur jhatkas nahi chahiye..my heart has become very weak now a days

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Sindhu Menon

@SindhuMenon

Rocker

Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: tamy267
Divi, ufff u wrote everything what I had on mind...TMHPKNK..🤗kuch bhi nahi choda tumne ab kya likhu main?😕
all I hope whatever u said, CVs follow this bas...mujhe aur jhatkas nahi chahiye..my heart has become very weak now a days

with u tammy. Same here Divya, u have written what we all want Jodha to say but let's see what CV's have for us..Hope she goes to Agra soon. will CVs grant our wish this week or we have to wait and wait.

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Ashwini

@aashyagh

Rocker

Posted: 11 years ago

Maasa, hum Amer mein rehke pashu/pakshi ko bacha sakte hain, Lekin Samaj ke uddhar karne keliye, hamein Agra jaana hi hoga😉😆

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petrichorr

@petrichorr

Rocker

Posted: 11 years ago

The turmoil Jodha is going through now is she knows very well that she cannot live without him, without his thoughts haunting her .She fought with herself during his stay in Amer and she lost. She was getting frustrated with herself and hence coming out looking rude.

BUT BUT whats eating up her currently is not her mistake or his mistake.

But the fact which she has repeated to him time and again is that she needs some identity too. She needs some self respect to. His somewhat brash ways of reacting to any crisis or MU in their relationship is causing her bigger heart aches.

He was impulsive afer Ruqu's MC .She could take it. But for Hamida's interference Jodha would've been killed now.

Now fastfforward 10 months or whatsoever .

In her POV, him freeing her from the bond and asking her to get out before sunrise was unthinkable. She was tossed out like an old furniture. However much u or I might think she had it coming.

So she needs time to sort her inner feelings. Right now her anger is blinding her. Her mom is beautifully making her realize that there are certain things u just have to forget and move on as this is a case where neither of them were wrong, just the circumstances...Something Jodha herself told her.

They both need to work on trust factors is the essence of this MU from my POV.

Edited by prejudiced - 11 years ago

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divyavm

@divyavm

Sparkler

Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: tamy267
Divi, ufff u wrote everything what I had on mind...TMHPKNK..🤗kuch bhi nahi choda tumne ab kya likhu main?😕
all I hope whatever u said, CVs follow this bas...mujhe aur jhatkas nahi chahiye..my heart has become very weak now a days

TMHPKNK 🤗 I just wanted to share what I felt Jodha was going through ... And what I was hoping she would share. Let's see what the CVs show - at the end of the day we are truly puppets in their hand.

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Krishi

@knumnum

Rocker

Posted: 11 years ago

Divya,

As many others say that Jodha is fed up of getting blamed for every MU. But I don't think so, as nothing of tat sort has been showed in the show so far. Again, making assumptions on behalf of Jodha doesn't justify her actions or character in this track.

Wen she herself is thinking only about the Jalal's doubting her character dialogue all the time y shd we assume that she s carrying the past baggage?

And as for wat she shd tell her mom, she shd come out in open and accept her mistakes. Only by saying them aloud, she ll get the sense of where she has gone wrong and wat needs to be done to remedy the situation.

Just saying the statements that I lost myself, i dnt hv any wajood or my self respect has been insulted is not going to help! Even if mainawati consoles and convinces her, thr ll always be doubt in our minds if she has really realized her mistakes!

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ngayou

@ngayou

Dazzler

Posted: 11 years ago

Hi, Divya. Nice wishlist for Jodha s POV. But for me , I d wish that Jodha s Maasa first gives her an earful of some hometruths to our darling Jodha 😉 . Adjustments, trust, respect, love , sacrifice & marriage all r a twoway street, this I want Maina mamma to remind Jodha again. Mammasa had premarriage given a lot of pearls of wisdom to Jodha of how a Queen has to behave & sometimes agree to the King even though she might not agree to it, etc etc. I didn't want Jodha to compromise exactly, am enough of a feminist to stand & talk aagainst a wrong too, but not when I know am being unjust or too demanding or not doing the same from my side. That s it! Once Mammasa refreshes Jodhu s memory on this, then I d like to hear what Jodha s POV is & include what all u ve said too 😉 😆

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Priyamvada

@peepu

Voyager

Posted: 11 years ago

woh humse khafa hain hum unse khafa hain
magar baat karne ko jee chahta hain
badi dilnashi hai yeh unki adaayen
adaaon pe marne ko jee chahta hain
woh humse khafa hain hum unse khafa hain
jo kehna hai unse kahe bhi toh kaise
bina kutch kahe hum rahe bhi toh kaise

kasam chahaton ki mohabbat mein ab toh
hadho se gujarne ko jee chahta hain
woh humse khafa hain hum unse khafa hain
magar baat karne ko jee chahta hain
woh humse khafa hain hum unse khafa hain
jo dil ki dua hai kabhi kaam aaye
ghadi do ghadi ko toh aaram aaye
sanam baajuon ke hasi daayre mein
rokar bikharne ko jee chahta hain
woh humse khafa hain hum unse khafa hain
magar baat karne ko jee chahta hain
😳Actually you wrote every thing so lo ab gaana suno

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divyavm

@divyavm

Sparkler

Posted: 11 years ago

#10

Originally posted by: SindhuMenon

with u tammy. Same here Divya, u have written what we all want Jodha to say but let's see what CV's have for us..Hope she goes to Agra soon. will CVs grant our wish this week or we have to wait and wait.

Let's see what CVs have in store for us on this actual dialogue ... But looks like Jodha is already shooting in Agra. 😊