I am crying!!!

Anyway after a long period of time figuring out my preferences in guys I noticed that I like a guy with:

Dimples

Beard / stubble now mustache as well coz of Rudra

and a great smile doesn't matter if its a big smile or small smirk smile as long as they have a really nice smile I just go gaga over such guy and after watching Rudra's smirk/smile in today's episode I just went mega gaga over him. Also he has a cheeky side to him which is even more . I already used to find him attractive but now him being such a stone person but lil by lil showing his fun and cheeky side was just too much for me to handle. I love it when a person who comes across as anti social, rude, stone but inside he is a soft as a furrr...there is just something about it that really attracts me. Today a huge love arrow hit me right to the point...I want Rudra to be mine so much that I am crying 😭 hahahahaha

Before anyone say anything I know that Rudra is only for Paro but at lest let me dream guys 😭😭

I know right..it was a why can't I have a guy like Rudra cry and then why am I not doing my work cry so double meaning cry 😭😭😭

HAHAHAHAHA yahhh may its better to stop there...😆