Rudra on the other hand - until the kiss that is - was unaware of his feelings for Paro. So he loved her without realizing that he does, which showed up in strange ways - his obsessive worry for her safety, his bizarre idea of a marriage to save the country, his self-directed ire for finding Paro extremely desirable, and the list goes on.
But what a sane and loving Paro failed to achieve, a naughty and drunk Paro managed with ease. Her words, actions, laughter all put together broke his resolve, shattered his defenses.
Now Rudra has entered a dangerous phase in his life. Earlier he himself dint know that he loves her, nor did she have a clue of his feelings. But now, he knows. He is hoping that she doesn't come to know.
He has begun to secretly fulfill his desires - hiding her earrings, watching her flustered about her drunken antics, caressing her sleeping form. Rudra, you are too passionate in your love to be able to hide it for long. Paro may be innocent but she is very perceptive, so your secret is not so safe, better watch out !