SS--kR - relationships its complicated discontinued note page 8

Kriya in car driving and thinking

Its just not fair...rey aapko pata bhi nahin ki what im feeling, kya soch rahin hoon mere upar kya beethrahin hain..main kya feel karrahin hoon..aapko pata bhi kaise hoga ! sar pe chada ke rakha hain sabne aapko. Rey that and rey this.

God i cant believe ki four years mein i didnt understand, i didnt realise that u don't love me...but you do rey...i cant be that blind. Her feelings were in a mess, she couldn't accept that she had misread him all throughout but phir wo kya tha aaj? The look on your face when you saw that girl! The smile and happiness. I had always thought ki agar koi apne ex girlfriend se milthe hain tho wo meeting awkward hothi hain..neha aur Vicky ko dekho! She nevr comes except when its most important and even then they pretend to be fine for our sakes...but u weren't like that today rey and neither was she..

Flashback

Rey and kriya outside swayams house , ringing the bell

"wonder what the surprise is!" kriya," maybe wo dono shaadi karrahe hain rey"

"maybe"

"kitna achha hoga na"

"yeh tum sab ke baarein mein sochthi rahogi ya..." and he stopped, his face devoid of all expressions for a moment, kriya turned to see a pretty girl in long salwar smiling from ear to ear forcing a return smile to appear on kriya s face

"hi rey!" she said and turning to kriya," hi kriya?" more of a statement than a Q, kriya nodded not placing her immediately," hi! Taani, bhai ki behen...i mean swayam ki behen" okay so this was taani, kriya smiled her eyes widening in recognition while taani laughed at her own blunder and turned to rey - he was smiling , smile that seemed to come from a corner of his heart and meet taani s eyes. he shook his head at her blunder

"phir se? Swayam ki behen? Kuch aur tho kaho!"

"aur kya kahoon? Oaky...soon to be bride?" she blushed

"achha! kab?" he was still smiling

"next week!actually 10 days hain."

"itni jaldi?"

"rey, its been 4 years mera engagement ko"

"really? Lagtha nahin hain, time has flown" kriya looked from one to the other

"i know itni achhi saath hogi tho waqt ruk hi jaayega" she replied smiling at both of them now esp at Kriya..Swayam came to the door ," so rey, surprised? "

"surprise nahin swayam this was a shock! Bataya kyun nahin?" and all of them walked in, everone had already assembled as usual talking a little lower tone though ---they were 4 yrs older ," sab aagaye , hum hi late hain " he looked at kriya

"what? meri galthi nahin thi " kriya snapped ," yeh rey na," she turned to neha/Sharon sitting nearby," decided ki hum pehle costumes decide karenge next show ke liye and then chal enge.."

"ya par decide jaldi karna chahiye na"

"par tum log costumes kaise decide karne baith gaye abhi tho idea bhi finalise nahin hua hain.."

"wahin maine kahaan inse but reyaansh singhanai kabhi ksiski suntha hain ki aaj sunega" kriya

Before rey could retaliate,"guys stop ..."swayam," ab late hi sahin aaye tho aaye na..so enough... ab mujhe kuch kehna hain and ..." he looked around," taani ...yeh taani kahaan gayi? taani..." and moved towards the kitchen just as she came out her hands full...two trays balanced ...vicky got up and took one and they all started passing it around...swayam shook his head, rey smiled looking at her ," taani ab tum yahaan aaoge please. cmon tum phir se kitchen mein mat gus jaana"

"nahin bhai...just ek minute " and ran inside making swayam go..kya yaar and others stared - kya baat hain swayam ..taani came back with a bag and sat next to swayam

"ab shall i begin," he asked, he smiled and giving her an affectionate hug," okay guys , taani ki shaadi next week - matlab 10 days mein hain and she wanted to invite everyone " ( kriya looked at rey- he was smiling at taani..matlab kisiko pata nahin tha? and she told you first) taani smiled broadly and everyone started ohhh /congrats/ i thought so/ mujhe pata tha/ tune pehle kyun nahin bataya blah blah...and then after a while settled down again

"...taani suddenly kaise?" swayam and taani exchanged glances ,"actually wo naani ma ki tabiyat kuch teek nahin hain and she wants to see taani married ..so here are the cards ,"swayam passed around the cards," sorry its all in a bit of hurry tho..."

"rey, yeh ..." taani passed him a card with a smile,he took it bending over the sofa behind which he was standing and watching everyone reading it ," oh..." she turned to kriya," main aapke liye laana bhool gayi, matlab mujhe pata nahin tha aap bhi honge...i mean pata tha par somehow yaad nahin aaya...main bhai ke saath bad mein bhejwaadoo..."

"its okay taani rey e card mein add kardo, waise bhi dono chipakthe rehthe hain" Vicky teased everyone started lauging while rey grinned and kriya hit him with a paper

"nahin..." taani," wo apshakun hotha hain, aise shaadi se pehle naam nahin jodthe" she looked at rey," kriya i will send it across tomorrow"

kriya raised her eyebrows- " apshakun? Mujhe belief nahin hain but its okay, u can give it to me later" and smiled. Rey still looked at taani and smiled.

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So much for apshakun! Its funny how she said that, maybe she didnt want to invite me.na..she actually meant it.yeh main itna bothered kyun hoon? rey ne kuch nahin kahaan...not even congrats! Akele mein nahin , sab ke saamne nahin.aur reyaansh tho kabhi ...he s never quiet.or maybe main jealous hoon.

Her thoughts went back and forth, was she jealous and misreading everything? Or was there really something between them? finally she gave up and slept.

Bhaad mein jao rey, im bugged with you . mujhe nahin sochna aapke baarein mein.

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