and starts playing piano and her ma sings while hugging her from back
( hearing piano , tauji came in d hall , and smiles seeing d both )
(open d following link in other tab )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBUyE9WDZvk
[Her ma was singing while caressing her , ]
Ho Agar Kabhi Koi Gum
To Bilkul Na Tum Ghabrana
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
Bas Rehe Yakin Yeh Tumko
Kushiyon Ko To Hai Aana
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
Raat Hai To Savera Bhi Hoga
Hai Safar To Basera Bhi Hoga
Gum Ke Aage Muskurake
Gaye Hummm
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
[while playing piano , her eyes fell on her bhai's photo, and her eyes become teary remembering the time spent with her bhai , the promises made by her 2 her bhai that she wont hide anything from him but how she have 2 say lie 2 him and stay away from him , how she miss him and want 2 cry hugging him , how badly she want her bro, and her love rey , she felt more broken that she lose rey and his love even after getting him , how much she hate saying lies 2 him ... she need them , she love them so much , tears started flowing down her eyes missing them wishing 2 see rey and her bhai once again in her life , wishing 2 hug them
She started sobbing ,then she get up unable 2 play piano and go and take swayam's photo and hug it and say " I miss u bhai , plz come 2 me , I really need u " seeing her like this , tauji and her ma immediately go 2 her ,try 2 console her , her maa wipes her tears and continues singing 4 her
Zindagi Mein Koi Bhi Kami Ho
Palkon Pe Jo Zara Bhi Nami Ho
Asun Na Bahana Tum
Dukh Na Uthana Tum
Har Na Jana Duniya Se
Darna Kabhi Na Tum
Rehna Na Gumsum
Has Ke Batana Duniya Se
Aayenge Phir Se Din Khushiyon Ke
Badlega Yeh Mausam
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
[her maa cups her face and ask her 2 smile and her tauji also ask her 2 smile
hearing those lines and 4 her ma and tauji taani smiles a little through her tears and nods in yes , thinking that she should not lose hopes , and yes happy days will also come soon , very soon , and tears will soon turn into smiles , hearty smiles . love will soon knock d doors of her life again, fears will run away fearing Krishna ji and the prayers of her loved ones will work and ,pain will also shed away so she go and start playing piano again ]
Koi Aandhi Jo Aaye To Aaye
Dil Mein Hai Jo Diya Bujh Na Paaye
Kali Kali Raatein Ho
Chahe Jaise Baatein Ho
Humko Hai Chalte Rehna
Jo Bhi Aaye Muskhil
Dare Nahi Kabhi Dil
Apna To Hai Yeh Kehna
Lamhe Bhar To Chaai Ghata To
Dhoop Naa Ho Madhaam
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
Ho Agar Kabhi Koi Gum
To Bilkul Na Tum Ghabrana
[ while her mom was singing these lines , taani coughs a little and tauji get her a glass of water , seeing this her ma got worried n also have flashes when taani was in hospital and crying badly real badly because of drips , injections n all , when she was totally broken , now also she is but she don't show it 2 anyone , she feels painful remembering how taani cursed her destiny in loneliness .. her ma close her eyes turning on d other side while tears were flowing down her eyes , making her unable 2 sing , but she cant let herself break in front of taani so she console herself wiping her tears and turn back and caress her keeping her hand on taani's head , giving her hopes that everything will be fine soon , taani understood her mom's fear and also saw her mom tears so she sings a little this time ]
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum
[Her mom smiles seeing d sweetness of her daughter and she complete last lines alongwith tani ]
Bas Rehe Yakin Yeh Tumko
Kushiyon Ko To Hai Aana
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum 2
Raat Hai To Savera Bhi Hoga
Hai Safar To Basera Bhi Hoga
Gum Ke Aage Muskurake
Gaye Hummm
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum
[ taani , ma , and tauji sings last line with little hopes and hidden pain n fear in them ]
Ta Ra Ra Ra Rum Tararumpum
[taani hug both side by side , taani was feeling bit relieved with her mom and tauji and strong as well hearing her song, feeling their care which was giving her inner strength 2 fight her disease and her pains , so what if she is ill , she is still alive , she have a life , a beautiful life though it have some problems but she has Krishna ji with her 2 fight all her problems , she have her ma , tauji and the blessings of her bhai , rey and all her loved ones,she should live these moments and she should smile , so did she , she smiles that she have life , she smiles that she felt love of her loved ones , she smile reminiscing the moments spent with rey , she smile 2 have the best brother ever , she smile 2 have the best mother ever who not only love her , care her but know how 2 give her strength when she feel weak , she smile 2 be in d protection of god , she gets up after playing piano and hug her mom and go 2 sleep , while her mom make her sleep in her godi while caressing her head, and giving her good night kiss ,
she also slept beside taani while caressing her ]
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In jodhpur
Rey n swayam r ready 2 go 2 taani , and rey has also kept that taarey diary ,& taani and taarey's photos , but before going they went in krishnaji's temple and pray 4 taani
Rey (with tears in his eyes )- Krishna ji aaj main aapse meri taani ke liye pray karne aaya hun , aur is baar aapko mere dil ki prayer sunni he hogi, plz Krishna ji meri taani ko thik kar do , plz I beg of u plz make taani well soon , uska cancer khatam kar do , usse nayi zindagi ki blessing de do plz ,
Swayam ( with tears in his eyes ) - Krishna ji ,jab se taani choti thi tab se usne aapki pooja ki hai , uski prayers ke khatir , uske vishwas ke khatir , mere aur rey ke liye aap usse thik kar do , plz hum main se koi bhi uske bina jee nahi sakta , plz usse thik kar do , plz
they take Krishna ji's blessings 4 taani and go from there ,
on d way ( they both were sitting in d car , when rey's eyes fall on a gift shop )
rey - wait wait wait stop d car .
rey 2 swayam - swayam chal na taani ke liye kuch gifts leke jaate hai , usse bahut acchha lagega , pata nahi itne time se vo dil se hasi bhi hai ya nahi , I want 2 make my taani smile so come on let's buy a gift 4 her
swayam (with little )- that's so sweet of u rey ,
taani bahut lucky hai ki tum jaise ladka usse bahut pyaar karta hai jo uski smile ke liye kuc bhi kar sakta hai
rey - vo to hai main taani se bahut pyaar karta hun , itna zyada ki you cant even imagine ,
shayad usse bhi zyada pyaar jitna vo mujhse karti hai , usse bhi zyada jitna tu sharon se karta hai , usse bhi zyada pyaar jitna kabhi kisi , romeo , ya kisi majnu ne kiya ho ,
swayam smiles - wow that's great , in that case meri taani bahut lucky hai 2 have u
rey - vaise vo sirf teri nahi MERI bhi taani hai , my love , my jaan , my heart , my everything ,
and lucky vo nahi main hun 2 met an angel like taani . she is my angel of love
swayam - acchha lover boy ab hum uske liye gift le le , phir humein jaldi jaldi uske paas pahunchna hai , pata nahi , kaise hogi vo
rey - so lets go and get gifts fast , I cant wait a second more 2 meet her ,s o isiliye tu gossiping band kar aur chal ( he get out from d car and go 2 shop fastly )
swayam remain open mouthed hearing that 😲 😆
he nods smilingly and go behind rey
they both keep searching 4 gifts but couldn't select one .
at last swayam 's eyes fell on a cute ladoo gopal ji's idol
swayam 2 rey - ye dekh rey ladoo gopal ji , we should buy this cute idol,she love ladoo gopal ji , I mean little Krishna ji so much
rey - ya ok , ye wale ladoo gopal ji mujhe bhi bahut bahut cute aur pyaare lag rahe hai
in hearts
swayam - kaash ye ladoo gopal ji apne aane ke saath saath taani ki zindagi main khushiyon ki bahaar laayein, aur uski bimaari jaldi jaldi thik kar de , aur hamari taani phir se vahi pehle jaise hasti muskurati bubbly taani ban jaaye
rey in heart - I wish that ladoo gopal ji , take away all d pain of my taani , may he gives all my happiness , love and life 2 my taani and all her pain 2 me , I just cant see her in pain , may he bless her with a long healthy and happy life , may he shower rain of blessings , love and happiness on my taani
they bought a sweet cute idol of little laddo gopal ji 4 taani ,so that ladoo gopal ji , our little Krishna ji save taani from every disease and every problem , he will protect her from every pain , but secretly rey buys one more romantic gift for taani which u will come 2 know
later ...
in flight rey was reminiscing all taarey moments while swayam was reminiscing all taayam moments since their childhood ..
all d way rey was thinking about taani ,
all those taarey memories from their first meeting till now r flashing in rey's mind ,
rey's heart , rey's love , rey' pain is connected with every memory of taani .
every memory of taani is very special and precious 2 him as his true love ,his taani is there in those memories ,
some pearls of those memories were reflecting love , immense love and made him smile , blush,(like dil ibaadat memories , tujhko jo paya memories , rehearsal hall memories ;) all used to make him feel something different , something magical , something beyond expressions , and automatically make him blush , and get a smile on rey's face _)
but some brought tears in rey's eyes ( like taareys separation , taani's disease n her pain used 2 kill rey like anything , those feelings used 2 scare him , they make his eyes teary )
he always cherish taani's memories , her innocence mixed with bubbliness, her sweetness mixed with protectiveness , her love mixed with her care , today he was reminiscing her every memory, he was lost in d dream universe of taani sorry HIS taani
but today a strange FEAR 2 lose his love forever n ever was also there in his heart which was killing him from inside , he don't even want 2 think about that , but those thoughts were haunting him , scaring him ,
but he console himself as he have full trust on his true love , he can fight with d whole world , with all diseases with every problem just 4 taani
he just wanted 2 go as soon as possible 2 taani and hug her and take her in his embrace . he wanted 2 hug her showering all his love on her , he wanted his taani 2 make her feel rey's love , his love which was just meant 4 only one girl in the whole world and that is taani
swayam's condition was also pretty much same
the relationship of a brother and a sister is beyond explanations ,
a brother who love us unconditionally and so is a sister , their love is so pure and infinite
a brother and his sister fight 4 each other's happiness , they protect each other , they love each other , they r possessive for each other
they r bonded by RAKHI which is a thread joining 2 hearts , 2 destinies , 2 lives , in d beautiful bond of pure love of brother and sister
swayam was also like a typical Indian brother , he loves taani so much , he care about her , he worries for her , he want 2 protect her from every pain and every problem , taani was always like his baby sister , she meant d world 2 him , he wanted 2 see her smiling always , he want his baby sis 2 be happy always
swayam used 2 smile with d smiles of his baby sis
swayam used 2 cry with d tears and pain of his baby sis ,
and today also he could feel d deep pain of his baby sis , he was blaming himself 4 not understanding her and 4 not being there with her , he wanted 2 save her , he want 2 become d unbreakable wall between taani and her disease ,
between taani and her pains and problems
but he was feeling helpless , as he couldn't do anything 4 her baby sis , sometimes our destiny make us helpless , sometimes our life leave our hands and we cannot hold it back again . swayam wanted 2 bring life , love and happiness 2 taani and be d binding thread between them
( swayam apni choti se behna ki zindagi ka saath usse chutne nahi dena chahta tha , vo usse uski zindagi dena chahta tha , ek nayi aur khoobsurat zindagi jismein sirf pyaar aur khushiyan ho , vo apni behan ko hamesha haste muskurate hue dekhna chahta tha , so he prayed from d bottom of his heart 4 d wellbeing of his little sister )
...
Soon they reach America...
On d other hand in home , taani feels something strange , yes she feel the prescence of rey and swayam and she woke up from sleep , she take reyam's photo and went 2 her room's window
She hug that photo , and was just feeling d fresh air , welcoming a new morning , a new life
Taani 2 herself - aaj in hawaon main kuch alag hai , mano koi alag sa jaana- pehchaana ehsaas phir se dastak de raha ho , aaj ye hawayein jaane kyun parayi nahi APNI se lag rahi hai ,
pata nahi kaise par bhai aur rey ko aaj main apne paas mehsoos kar paa rahi hun ,... I love u bhai , I love u rey , miss u both so much
she take a shower and went 2 her ma's room 2 hug her and say her ma good morning but she find her awake already and staring at something with teary eyes
YA TAANI'S MOM WAS STARING AT HER WEDDING DRESS (wedding lehanga of taani's ma)
Taani stood at d entrance only 2 hear what her mom was saying
Ma 2 herself unaware of taani's presence - socha tha apni taani , apni jaadoo ki pudiya ko uski shadi pe ye lehanga dungi , jo ki uski ma ne apni shaadi main pehna tha , uske ma- papa ke aashirwaad ke saath , [ with tears in her eyes] par ab jab usse hospital dress main dekhti hun, to dil ke mano croron tukde ho jaate hai , armaan tha usse iss shadi ke jode main dekhne
Ka, apni taani ko khushiyon main jhoomte hue dekhne ka , par kismat ne usse vo hospital dress de di , ghamon ke sath , jo pata nahi kabhi khatam honge bhi ya nahi ,
(taani was also crying hearing and feeling d pain and sadness of her ma , she knew that her would never show but she is also affected a lot by taani's disease , she is also broken from inside , ... taani's tears started rolling down her cheeks from her eyes as her heart ached with d broken pieces of her ma's dreams 4 taani . her heart ached real badly feeling d hidden pain of her ma )
Ma ( with tears in her eyes and complaints in her voice ) Kyu Krishna ji ne meri itni pyaari bachi , meri jadoo ki pudiya ko aise gandi bimaari de di ,
Kyu ek ma ke armano ko kuchal diya , [ looking above as if trying 2 talk 2 krishna ji ] kyu aapne ek maa ko itna bebas bana diya ki vo apni choti se bachi ka dard bhi nahi duur kar sakti , kyu mujhe itna bebas (helpless ) kar diya ki main apni bachi ko dard main tadapte hue , bimaari se ladte hue , har ek saans ke liye ladte hue dekhkar bhi kuch nahi kar sakti , kyu main uske dard duur nahi kar sakti , kyu hamein is bimaari ke aage , hum sabki kismet ke aage itna majboor kar diya aapne kyu krishna ji kyu ... Kaash meri umar bhi meri taani ko lag jaaye ...
Taani spoke up while her ma was saying all this (and run 2 her , hug her maa sobbing badly )- nahi maa nahi , bilkul bhi nahi,
She broke d hug and say while sitting with her ma on d bed -
Mujhe aapki umar nahi chahiye , aapka AASHIRWAAD aur aapka PYAAR chahiye ,aapka SAATH chahiye . mere liye , meri khud ki zindagi se zyada mujhe janam dene wali meri pyaari maa ki zindagi important hai , u don't know how precious u r 2 me maa , zindagi rahe na rahe ,
Tumhe maa ke roop main paa liya to mano sab kuch pa liya ho mano , tumhara pyaar paa liye , tumhari godi main so li , tumhare saath pa liye ,
Tumhari finger pakadke jodhpur ke mele dekh liye , ye sab kuch pa liya , to maine sab kuch paa liya hai ma ... papa ke nahi hote hue bhi tumne hamesha mujhe ma - papa dono ka pyaar diya hai , aur tauji ne bhi hamesha mujhe ek princess ke jaise pyaar kiya hai aur mera khyal rakha hai , bhai ne hamesha mera saath diya hai , meri khushiyon ka khayal rakha hai , mere world's best bhai ne to hamesha meri zindagi main khushiyon ke taarey sajayein hai , aur Krishna ji ne to meri zindagi blessings se bhar de , rey ko meri life main bhejkar ,c hahe kuch dino ke liye he sahi , par maine unka sacha pyaar mehsoos kiya hai ma , itna sab kuch to de diya Krishna ji ne mujhe to ab mujhe zindagi se aur koi shikaayat nahi hai ma ... to ab ye khatam bhi ho jaaye to koi gham nahi , ... ( her maa keep her hand on taani's mouth indicating her 2 stop right there )
Taani remove her hand and kiss it
- aaj bolne do mujhe ma , pata nahi phir kabhi ye mauka mile na mile , kuch he dino main to meri SURGERY hai
tum jaanti ho agar meri zindagi ke bache hue kuch din bhi tumhe lag jaaye na to bhi main khushi khushi chali jaungi ... par tumhari umar mujhe lag gayi to , tumhe kho kar main jeete jee mar jaungi ,... shayad Krishna ji aur papa mujhe bahut miss kar rahe hai , isiliye to apne paas bulana chahte hai mujhe , koi baat nahi ma agar main nahi bhi rahi to , bhai hai na , mujhe pata hai vo aapka pura khyal rakhenge , aur aapko mujhse bhi zyada pyaar denge , aap sab kuch he dino main mujhe yu bhool jaoge , par trust me ma main aap sabko kabhi nahi bhool paungi chahe yahan rahun ya na rahun , taara banker hamesha aap sabko dekhti rahungi , thoda sa to miss karoge na mujhe maa ?????
Her maa was sobbing badly , she was not being able 2 control her tears listening her daughter's broken and painful heart , her each word was like killing her and she know ki vo har word taani ko bhi kitni takleef de raha hoga , kitna dard chupaya hai apne andar taani ne ,
Neither Taani's tears were stopping nor her mom s tears were stopping ,
Taani just hug her ma as tightly as she could , both mom and daughter were crying letting out some of their pain ,
But taani's coughing start in between , she broke d hug and was coughing aside while her ma immediately got her a glass of water and rubbed her back (both used 2 get scare whenever taani's condition get bad )
Ma (in between her tears ) - thapad marungi ab tujhe taani , bilkul apna khayal nahi rakhti , I have told u thousand times 2 not be negative and don't cry saying all that rubbish things , khabardaar marne varne ki baat ki to , tujhe kuch nahi hoga , samjhi tujhe kuch nahi hoga (she said this 2 taani and 2 herself as well as her maa was also scared seeing her condition , she tried 2 console taani and herself by giving assurance that nothing will happen 2 her but d truth was bitter , infact worse . )
Her ma (with teary eyes ) - Tu to meri jaan hai pagli , tujhe kya lagta hai tere bin teri maa jee payengi kabhi ?? , nahi kabhi bhi nahi mera bacha, meri jadoo ki pudiya , isiliye tujhe jeena hoga aur thik hona hoga apni iss maa ke liye , Taani - chahti to main bhi yahi hun ma , Tum jaise pyaari ma , pyaare tauji , world's best bhai aur mere true love , rey jinse meri aashiqui hai , jinse judi meri zindagi hai , un sabko chodke kaun jaana chahega ?? par lagta hai Krishna ji ko meri bahut yaad aarahi hai , so kya kar sakte hai , hoga vahi jo Krishna ji chahenge
Maa - aur krishna ji ko thik karna hoga tumhe hum sabke khatir ...
Taani's maa wipes her tears and taani wipes her maa tears
Ma(2 cheer up taani ) - no more rona dhona ok , look at ur face taani , it looks so bad when u cry but when u smile na u look so cute and beautiful , so smile plz
Taani - pehle aap smile karo then I will smile
Maa - pehle meri jadoo ki pudiya smile karegi tabhi main smile karungi ,
Taani -no pehle aap
Maa - ok baba no can win with u (she smiles for taani , just 4 her )
Taani also smiles 4 her mother - vo to hai (winks and give her ma a side hug 2 make her ok as well ,
she always feel blessed seeing d care of her mother in between her tears and scoldings as she know tears and scoldings r a form of a mom's care
ma - Acchha ab ye sab chod , jaldi kar le ,tujhe breakfast karna hai na .. its already late and koi bahaana nahi chalega , u have 2 take full breakfast and medicines also , I will make sure of that ,
Chal ab main jaati hun break fast banati hun , tu jaldi se aaja neeche ok
Taani - ok boss jaise aap kahein ,
Taani's mom forgot 2 keep d lehanga inside ,
Taani s eyes fell on it
Taani - ma mujhe is lehange main dekhna chahti hai na ,ye meri ma ka armaan hai na aur unki jadoo ki pudiya usse pura na kare ye to ho he nahi sakta main abhi ye pehanke unhe surprise deti hun , pata nahi aage kabhi ye mauka mile na mile , shaadi ka to pata nahi as jinse maine saadi ke sapne sajaye the , unse to main kab ka rishta tod aayi hun ,
par ye pehanke abhi maa ko khush to kar he sakti hun na,
She wears that lehanga ,and she was looking like an angel , that lehanga was fitting her perfectly , she was looking so beautiful , mesmerizing , elegant ,graceful and just out of d world , she combed her hair and kept them open ,her hair were flowing with the wind , wind was also playing with d curls of her hair as if loving 2 play with them , she was just wearing the chain gifted by rey and small earings , she always wear that chain ,as it was gifted by her rey , she wear that chain as she feels rey close 2 his heart by that chain , though rey already live in her heart . her heart belonged 2 rey and only rey , that chain was making more adorable , it was a mark of her love , it was shining alongwith her , she take d duppatta also on one side which was adding more beauty 2 an angel
Taani (2 rey's photo ) - ma mujhe hamesha bataya karti thi is lehange ke baarein main , socha tha ki main ye lehanga rey aur meri shaadi pe pehnungi , aur sabse pehle apne pyaar , apne rey ko dikhaungi isse pehenke , aur unse poochungi " kaise lag rahi hai aapki dulhaniya rey " I wish if I could make u see ur taani in this lehanga , I wish if I could know that what will u say after seeing me in this lehanga and what would be ur reaction , I wish if we could be together , I wish if I could love u , I could marry u , I could keep u with me forever n ever , I wish if we could be one ... I wish ... I wish ...I wish ... ( with tears flowing down her eyes) but this is an incomplete wish which cant come true ever ... as after some days I don't know ki main zindagi ko bhi mehsoos kar paungi ya nahi , apne biikhre khwabon ke tukdo ke dard ko bhi mehsoos kar paungi ya nahi , dil main dhadakte hue aapke pyaar ko mehsoos kar paungi ya nahi , aapke ehsaas ko , aapke pyaar ko bhi mehsoos kar paungi ya nahi ...
par aaj jaane kyu aapke paas aane ka , bahut paas hona ka ehsaas ho raha hai , jaane kyu ,
aisa lag raha hai ki aap mere karib ho rey , bahut karib ,...( keeping all d thoughts and pain aside )
she says "Anyways ab jaldi se neeche jaake ma ko ye lehanga dekhati hun taaki apni maa ko meri is choti se zindagi main thodi se khushi to de paun,unki thodi se khwaish to puri kar paun
(she went downstairs after kissing rey's photo, she kiss rey's photo so lovingly that her feelings and her love reach 2 rey's heart unaware of her )
(on d other side reyam's car have reached the bunglow and rey was already feeling something unusual , as taani kissed his photo there, he felt warm and lovely feeling in his heart , he felt taani's love beating alongwith d heartbeats in his heart ...
But as he saw d bunglow , he felt himself very close 2 his destination , he has reached there and he was feeling mixed emotions all d way and now also , he was feeling nervousness , excitedness , sadness , happiness , love , magic everything )
Both came out of d car
Swayam (keep his hand on his forehead ) - oh shit mujhe taani ke liye uski favorite chocolates leni thi raaste main ,
Rey - koi baat nahi baad main le liyo
Swayam - no rey , main jaanta hun ki usse yahan ki favorite chocolates kitni zyada pasand hai , vo chocolates meri taani ki rote hue chehre pe bhi ek bahut badi wali smiley la sakti hai , pata nahi usse yaad bhi hoga ya nahi is bimaari main apni khushi ka khayal rakhna but I want that big smiley on my little sister taani's face. So I have 2 go back and get d chocolates.
Rey - thik hai agar aise baat hai to main bhi tere sath chalta hun
Swayam - nahi rey u go , I m coming in half an hour,
u go ok
Rey nods in yes ...swayam go 2 get d chocolates 4 taani ...
rey went towards d door of d big bunglow while taani was coming downstairs inside
Dhak - dhak ,
dhak - dhak ,
dhak - dhak
~~~~~end of part a of chapter 11 ~~~~~~~~
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