I am not judging,,I am not criticizing.,, I am not actually feeling anything right now..
If this was the ugly twist of my RangRasiyan life,,then here is a small JHALAK of my emotions right now...
okkk breathe in breathe out
BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT
HE IS RUDRA
HE IS RUDRA
HE IS NOT A BAD PERSON
HE IS A SWEETHEART AT HEART,,,
YES HE IS GOOD JUST TEMPORARILY GONE MAD
YES HE IS RUDRA
HE IS RUDRA
HE IS GOOD
HE IS NOT BAD
HE JUST HURTS
N THEN GET HURT HIMSELF
BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT
NO NO DONT THINK EVIL
HE MAY BE CALLED A JALLAD
BUT HE IS RAKSHAK IN TRUE SENSE
HE HAS JUST ENJOYED TWISTING ARMS IN LAST FEW DAYS SOO MUCH
THAT HE IS TWISTING OUR HEART TODAY..
YES HE IS A MASTER IN WRIST TWISTING
AND TODAY HE HAS TAKEN IT TOO FAR
BUT NO NO
HE WILL NEVER GO BEYOND REACH
HE WILL NEVER TURN SOO DAMMIT EVIL
HE IS JUST AN ANGRY SHIV
WHO TAKES ROUGH DECISIONS TO
DESTROY EVIL
HE IS RUDRA,,
AND HE IS NOT BAD
BREATHE IN AND BREATHE OUT
RELAX AND TAKE I PILL TO CHILL
RELAX AND HOLD UR IMAGINARY RUDRAKASH TIGHT
HE IS RUDRA
AND HE WILL MAKE EVYTHING AGAIN ALLRIGHT
BRETAHE IN AND BREATHE OUT..
HE MAY BE MAKING ME SAY
"WAT D" AS A BROKEN RECORD RIGHT NOW
BUT THEN HE WILL REPENT VERY SOON
AND I WILL SAY "SEE I TOLD U " TO HIM QUITE SOON
PARO WILL SAY ''YES'' AND
HE WILL BE SHOCKED TO HIS LIFE
I WILL THEN BREATHE NORMALLY AGAIN
AND STARE HIM WITH ALL MY MIGHT
HE WILL TRY TO MAKE AMENDS
AND I WILL STAY MORE ANGRY THAN PARO
HE WILL REPENT HIS GESTURES
AND I WILL SAY
NEVER TRY THIS AGAIN
DONT BLAME ME IF I KILL THAT BAKRA SA IN THE PROCESS
I AM IN SUCH AN EIUUU MOOD THAT
EVEN MAUSAM BAISA CANT CHANGE MY MAUSAM...
BREATHE IN AND BREATHE OUT
HE IS RUDRA ...MY ULTIMATE PROTECTIVE GOD"
AND YES HE IS GOOD IN ALL SENSES...
PHEWWW