Parvati... Paro baisa...
Kahan se shuru karu baisa?
It has been over 120 hours now, including this ruthless never ending weekend, that I have not slept a wink... typed over 5000 words and deleted all...
Seems like a massive tsunami of emotions has struck me.. Numbed me!
I am now a certified insomaniac... Ullu! TOTALLY...
You know baisa, prior to you and the sensual cum magic eyeswala, my life was saatvik... work office work home work travel work meetings work work work.
And now, all I do is stare into nothingness of the sky... And my mind.. I have just lost it to...to my TV set, to my remote, to the clock that strikes 9.30 pm everyday...to my ipad, to my iphone, to youtube, to google and to INDIA FORUMS!
And therefore this: heart to heart girl to girl talk.
Ek baat kahun: tera wala merewale se achcha hai.. (exactly like Kiran Bhatt tells Karisma Kapoor in Jab We Met.)
Baisa, there is definitely a massive karmic connection. You so live in each other. Two souls engraved together for times immemorial, eternity.
Proof point: for example: the off late, role of Durga that you have donned.
And I know your little secret. This resolve, this firmness, this strength has been derived from Mhaara Rudra and none else. Sach kaha naa Baisa?
(I will surely be lynched for the below comment by our forumwasis ..but still.. like I humbly said it's the heart which is ruling supreme right now.. dimaag to gaya hai kaam se..kab kaa)
And that is why I say this Baisa. Please consider:
Heal him. Baisa. Heal him.
He needs you like he needs his alter ego. Your eyes, your heartbeats are the only ones who can soothe his pain. Your touch will first reduce and then erase his agony.
You are his backbone Baisa.
He longs for a woman who can heal him. And how!
The -NO BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ALLOWED- billboard was shattered the day he rescued you in that scorching desert.. what remains is only a facade...
Baisa, heal him before this terrible world destroys, the love of your life. The love of our life?
Let him take the lead. No, definitely not to control you but to protect you.
Let him clear the pathway for you so that you can walk easily.
So that you can be his. Not once, nor twice but forever.
Baisa, call it fallacies of my stirred, shaken and broken heart, but can you submit to him just? so that he can extend his hand to lift you up, above his head.
You, now know, that he was right all this while when he was continuously reiterating that he is the only reason why you are alive.
Paro, can we not have a payback time, baisa?
Relationships are not about continuously responding to each other's actions. You have always been a giver, a woman with a heart as large as the Indian ocean, the heart of gold... the best way to save him is to give up yourself for him to him.
Your beauty and value are not defined by how you look or what you own but defined by your heart and its ability to give and receive love.
I agree, the path to his heart is extremely difficult and full of sharp stones which will cut you several times, but a pure soul like yours, has the power to light up his dark life and make him realize the real worth of the rest half of the world.
Baisa : Kab tak aap dono ki dhadkaney adhoori rahegi?
Kab tak aadhe aadhe rahoge aap dono?
Aap ke to rag rag mein woh manbasiya bahe hai ?
Phir mhaare Rudra ke rang mein rang jaao naa baisa...
Apne roothe hue manbasiya ko manaa lo baisaa...manaa lo...
PS: Please pardon my post if it hurts sentiments or if it seemed like anti-women, anti-feminist. That is surely not the case. I strongly believe and have experienced that women have the super power to heal and it will always remain with them
Kumkum Bhagya
Anupamaa
