#KSGonlyASAD -Beautifully Broken FF - Thread 1 {CHP 1 -13} - Page 63

Beautifully written...loved it😳

Originally posted by: ap3h7u

Beautifully written...loved it😳

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Hi friends,

This is an lyrical update, so I would suggest you all to let the music start at first and then start reading for much better emotions and intensity.

This update is on special request by my dear friend Gowtu who wished to see asad pain in the two days after he makes decision to make zoya hate him and drinks all night.

If you like it I will give you a second part of his pain too...but for that please tell me how you liked it.

Please...

Thanks .

SPECIAL UPDATE

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At the crack of dawn, the sun peeks out behind the black shadows. He peers a little on the lifeless body on earth trapped by four walls around, a hint of guilt clearly marking his radiance in yellow and red. The warmth of his light is filters through the curtains before finally making their way to the body lying on couch, lifeless!

The mild warmth of the sun made his body feel the heat that he always experiences when she is near him. The tenderness of her soft skin , the friction of their body in an intense hug, the feel of his lips on hers, the bliss of her breathe fanning on him. With this memory his eyes make a way to tears even when he is in sleep. The close puffy eyes testy the world of the intense pain and anger he is feeling even in his dreams.

Refusing to open his eyes, asad kept his forearm over his orbs; hiding his eyes from the world. His face twitched behind the barrier, witnessing the breaking of a man in love. For a minute his minds wander around the event took place a few days ago. How he wishes, he could change it? How he wishes his faith would not have cheated him? Why the everything he loves always leaves him eventually...his dadi, and now his zoya ...Why is it his destiny - to be lost and lonely?

Suddenly, asad eyes start to flick from one end to another as he desperately struggles to get his eyes open, as the seconds slowly begun to turn into minutes. He could feel the air being sucked out of his body, the atmosphere painfully tighter with each passing seconds."ZOYA!" he yelled bolting upright on the couch with his heart wildly pounding beneath his chest. On realising it's just a dream he tends to relax his scrunched brow. His forehead dripped sweat as his eyes refuse to leave worry and scared expression. He sat on his place for a minute or so, taking his face in his hands. Burying himself behind the thin lines of destiny on his palm which were now responsible for his misery. He turned to look at the surrounding before taking in the fact that it's mere a dream he had. Scared to get to face it again he refused to sleep back on couch. With a soft grunt he finally pushed himself a little enough to get on his feet, and as he did he felt a sharp pain stinging in his head. He caught his head in his hand before desperately making his way towards bed. The aftermath of drink really pained him a lot as he chuckled a little while his eyes watered more.

He opened the drawer close to his bed and took a pill out. he drank the medicine to subside the pain he is feeling before getting up to check on the door as it strike him of the presence of her on other side of door. He slowly opened the crack as to glance on the corridor but to his surprise he saw zoya with eyes almost as puffy and wet as him on floor her head on door frame, eyes closed, tiredness traces were easily visible on her face as her knees fold where screaming about the cramps she might be feeling in her legs. Asad heart went out for his love as he hidden himself behind the door before gasping in pain and tears with a hand over his mouth. He cursed himself for making her suffer but could not help it as destiny had played his game and now he can only win if he gets stronger to loose zoya. She deserves better' he murmured beneath his breathe.

Finally building up some courage he made himself to stand on his decision and be strong on circumstances.

As soon as he opened the door completely the frame supporting zoya cracked and her face tumbled down to hit the floor. But before it could happen, asad immediately took a hold on her face gently getting on knees and kept it close to his body. Her frame is now completely attached to his masculine body, head on his chest hands near his thighs and legs near his knees. Like a baby, he picked zoya in his arm in a bridal style; making sure that it do not disturb her sleep. He walked straight to her room, feeling the mild heat snuggling close to his torso for comfort. He leaned a little over her forehead as they made their way to the bed. He gently kept her on the bed before nuzzling his nose a little on her forehead taking in toxic scent of her. He dropped her on bed and pulled the quilt lightly on her till waist. He stepped back, settling himself on his knees as he looked at the only woman in his life whom he loved like a crazy, he had promised himself once, as to never hurt him in any form, protecting her throughout her life from every pain and sorrow and today he himself is the one inflicting the pain to the one he loves, what an irony!

He waited there for hours just by looking at her pale face, cursing with single breathe that hit his lungs in the passing time. his eyes now rained tears as he gently took her hand in his he supported her forearm with both as he looked at her in kneeling position while breathing hard to compose himself. He cried and cried letting the drops fall freely from his eyes on her hand without saying a word and as soon as he felt a slight motion in her eyes lids, he knew it that it's time for him to go. He stood back on his feet giving a final glance at the pale body lying in his front. His body moved involuntarily over her , hovering her petite frame as he arched himself above her. His face made a parallel line with her as he bore his eyes for the final time clicking as many pitchers as he could by his natural lenses. He engraved her features in his eyes as he shifted a little to brush his lips on her cheeks to remember this minute forever. He got up again eyes still locked on her as he moved his hand touching her check with two fingers he trailed the path from head to forehead.

"sorry..." he whispered softly before leaving her room.

The door shut with a crack and zoya woke up with a shriek her hand in air to stop someone from going.. "Asad!" she screamed in pain and tears but to her surprise the room was completely empty, no one but her.

That day asad was lost somewhere, he was not himself. After he left zoya in her room he went straight back to his. Sleep didn't even touch him. He stood near the window in the corner of his room, staring in to space of the outer world. The pain in his heart felt much minor as compare to the pain he felt in his heart. He nodded as his constant tears led him to hiccups, his eyebrows still scrunched a several time as any moment with her crossed his mind. He coughs between his tears like a small little boy who lost everything in one seconds. The idea of spending his life with someone other than her felt like he is cheating her. He felt himself falling from his own eyes and this just added to the guilt he already is feeling.

"I love you zoya, and this is killing me here(heart) ; but I want you to be happy , happy with someone who could take care of you more than me, love you more than me, who is definitely not like me. I failed zoya, I failed in love. You deserve someone who would be by your side in good and bad, not someone like me who chose family over you. I am a bad guy zoya, please hate me! You have to move on in your life... and I will help you to come over from ashes of our love. I am so unlucky to lose you when I finally had found you... "he cried again looking at sky then brought his hand and rubbed the back skin of it across his face wiping tears.

"ya allah , apne zindagi to nai likhi uske sath... kam se kam uske gamo ko jeene ka haq mujhe de do..

Meri khushiya ab bemani hogi...meri sari khushiya bhi uske hisse de do.."

He looked again to sky this time with anger and pain

He sniffed a little before growling to sky " shikayat nai kar raha , na he request kar raha hu, mera haq hai allah main wohi maang raha hu, ye safar me maine apke bharose kadam badhaye hai, ab ye apka zimma ke ye kadam dag magaye nai. Main kitna tut jao, liking ap mujhe peeche hatne mat dijiye. Pair jhulas jaye manzoor hai, per uski rah me kate nikal saku itni takat baksh dena. "

He took his hand pointing towards sky..

"tera hu tujhi se dua mang raha hu... ya allah mere pyar ke zakhmo per teri rehmat ki shafa maang raha hu.."

With that he broke down on her feet as he whispered softly under his breathe a new promise of destroying himself for her. "ho sake to is gunehgaar (pointing at himself) maaf kardena zoya"

Part 2...soon...😳

CAN ANYONE HEAR A SONG?
ITS WO LAMHE WO BATEEIN?



To all those who cannot here the song above..
Link is here
songs for update

literally cried.

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unres '
I am crying that lump in my throat refuses to go down
my Asad he does not deserves it can you please Kill Rashid the wimp in the end Asad is no scapegoat neither his love is , my poor AsYa,and Abdul he deserves worse than death
god I just can't see them in this state
Tiara end their misery soon please
You are a brilliant writer
Keep it up
love
Shaivi

poor asad.. he is in so much pain