InsecuritiesChapter 3:
Morning rays hit her eyes disturbing her much needed sleep. She tried to block it by covering her face with her hands. But suddenly she no more felt the scorching rays of the sun. She flickered opened her eyes and saw her husband sitting on the bed next to her smiling at her almost blocking the sun rays. However she doesn't feel to return his smile back. She get up from the bed and leaned on the bed on her elbows. She was feeling really tired after yesterday events. Thinking of yesterday she looked at her husband and the surrounding. She found herself in her own house with her husband. She frowned her brows in confusion. Arnav saw her frowning her brows confusingly.
Arnav: "NK called me and informed me that you were here yesterday.. So me and Di reached here yesterday night itself. By the time we reached you were asleep.'' He explained her.
She just nodded at him and got up from the bed and headed to the washroom after picking her dress. He sighed at her ignorance.He felt truly bad by her ignorance. But he know he deserved that!
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When Khushi came to the living room after freshening up Anjali had already prepared the breakfast and they three were waiting for Khushi. Everyone smiled at her but she didn't.
Khushi: "I need to stay here few more days alone.'' She stated her need and without any delay she left to her room leaving the three alone shocked.
Arnav: "What the!" He exclaimed angrily. Soon he got up from the couch and walked towards Khushi's room. He entered the room and slammed the door angrily. He saw Khushi standing at the window looking outside.
Arnav: "Khushii.." He called out her angrily. She turned towards him and looked at him calmly. "Why do you want to stay here alone?"
Khushi: "I want some time for me alone." She replied ever calmly.
Arnav: "But why?"
Khushi: "What do u mean by why? I want to spend time alone. Can't i do that?" She asked little angrily.
Arnav: "Of course you can! But why here? You could stay in Shantivan or Buaji's house.'' He tried to reason with her.
Khushi: "I told i want to stay alone.''
Arnav: "Fine! But why did u came here alone?"
Khushi: "Did you came with me when i asked you to?" Their conversation started to heat up.
Arnav: "Because i was busy besides i told u to take Di along with u right? Then you didn't tooke her along with u?"
Khushi: "Did I married Di or you?"
Arnav: "What the? Of course me damn it"
Khushi: "Then why should i go with Di when you are there?"
Arnav: "I told u i was having a meeting and i also promised Aarav that i will go with him to his school."
Khushi: "Yesterday your priority was Aarav and the promise u made to him not me. So i came here alone. Every year i used to come with Jiji and she was not there this year that's why i asked u. The fault was mine and i'm sorry for that. Next time on wards i will not bother u."
Arnav: "Khushi... Ok... I'm sorry that i couldn't come with u. But what about your Amma and Buaji. You could have took them with u.''
Khushi: "I told u right.. I will not bother u from next time so don't worry about me.''
Arnav: "Khushi.. here the matter is not about next time but why did u come here alone and not with Di or others?"
Khushi: "I wanted to come here on my parents death anniversary with my husband not with his or my family. I wanted to let out my feelings about how i felt without my parents. But guess what... My husband didn't have time for me. No... He do have time for others but not for me. Right?" She asked him furiously. Arnav also became angry.
Arnav: "Then why didn't you told me that it was your parents death anniversary? I would have cancelled all my meetings and i would have told Aarav and Sheetal the same."
Khushi: "Because i don't want no ones sympathy or pity on me. That's why i didn't came here with my Amma and Buaji." By now both of them was shaking with pure fury.
Khushi: "And now why did you came here? You should have stayed with your friend and her son." That's it! Arnav became more angry.
Arnav: "You know what is your problem is Khushi? You have started to behave and think like a typical wife." He told her angrily.
Khushi: "Of course! I'm a typical wife. I'm not educated or wear modern dresses like other woman. I don't know how to behave in front of others nor to speak a word in english. I don't know anymore what makes you happy and satisfied."
Arnav: "Now from where did these thoughts like uneducated came in your head? Some thing is defnitley wrong with u Khushi. And if u r comparing yourself and Sheetal it's not my problem but yours. Because you started to realize your flaws."
Khushi: "If u r having this much problem with my flaws then why did u marry me?"
Arnav: "Exactly.. I should have not married u. I should have kicked u out of my life the moment i came to know about our past." He shouted at her in his anger to a shocked Khushi.
Khushi: "Then why did u married me u should have 'kicked me' out of ur life."
Arnav: "Yeah... if u didn't stop this stupid behaviour of urs i'm going to do that itself."
Khushi: "Then do that.. Because i'm not gonna stop this behaviour of mine.'' She also screamed at him. Arnav looked at her angrily and stormed out of the room leaving a shocked and hurt Khushi.
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An angry Arnav Singh Raizada was always difficult to handle but today his sister Anjali Singh Raizada was not less than him. She and NK heard their heated conversation from the living room. They both became shocked when their conversation turned out on another direction. When Anjali saw Arnav marching out from the room she blocked him. But Arnav was not in a mood to hear her. So he walked past her.
Anjali: "Arnav.. Stop there." Arnav and NK became shocked as they never heard Anjali calling him any name other than Chottey. Arnav stood rooted to the spot. He tuned around to face an angry Anjali.
Anjali: "Did u came here yesterday to worsen the matter or to pacify your wife?"
Arnav: "Di.. but she was speaking bullshit there..'' He was cut off by Anjali.
Anjlai: "And what were u speaking? Now do u regret marrying her?"
Arnav: "What the! When did i said that?" He asked her shocked.
Anjlai: "Even though you didn't told it directly but u meant it right?"
Arnav: "Di... u and Khushi is just assuming things. If i told her also... I... I just told her in my anger and she would understand it. She knows that i will tell things that i didn't even imagine in my dreams when i'm angry." He reasoned her his deed.
Anjali: "And what about u told her about her flaws? Do u even know about ur flaws? And.. now just go back to Delhi. I and Khushiji will come after few days."
Arnav tried to protest but anjali was stubborn too. At last Arnav and NK went to Delhi leaving Khushi and Anjlai.
To be continued...
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Edited by niya55 - 11 years ago
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