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Yesterday, I watched "iss pyar ko...ek bar phir"epi on youtube..
I was just enraged with the thing shown out..
Shlok hates Astha & all; its ok. But he was a perfect loverboy for Swati, who ditched him! 😡
And on the Valentines Day, Astha gets to read Shlok's diary where he has written his feelings for Swati & feels bad for him..
This was not getting out of my mind &then this came to my mind. And I penned it down..
Firstly, I started it as an os but it got bit long, hence, I'm converting it to TS...
Secondly, I'm writing such sad os for first time..
whatever you feel about it, please mention it in your comments..
It surely give me a lot of pleasure reading your views...
THE PART IN 'RED' DESCRIBES "PAST"
JUSTICE To His SINS
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WILL HIS CRUELTY EVER END??
WILL SHE EVER GET JUSTICE??
"I love you so much, Madhu, meri pyari bachchi.. Itna ki you can't even imagine it.." said Arnav hugging his 22 year Daughter, Madhu Raizada, who came from London after 5 years.
"I love you too daddy"... said Madhu.
Hearing this, Arnav had got tears in his eyes but no one can miss that special smile on his face which can be brought by his Daughter ONLY..
He hugged her more tightly & said in an emotional tone, "I will never allow you to leave me again. Never. Daddy cannot leave without his Madhu.."
Madhu smiled & then breaking the hug, she wiped his tears shaking her head in no..
Then Madhu ran to her Khushi & hugged her, too.
Khushi's tears were flowing constantly. She is the only light in her completely Dark life..
"Love you mommy...
I miss you too, you know, as much as I miss my teady..."
Khushi too got emotional & hugged her while Arnav embraced both of them tightly..
While Madhu was enjoying her parents love totally unaware of the reality; both Arnav & Khushi got taken to the day when this started..
A 10 year old Madhu watched Cinderella...
& Got obsessed with it..
She started to relate her parents with her..
As Khushi passed by, she asked her in a cute Voice,
"Mommy, do you & daddy love each other??"
Khushi, not wanting her crush the hope in her Daughter's eyes, nodded in yes; "I love your daddy very much.." Which wasn't a lie, too..
Just then, Arnav came there.
Little Madhu started jumping seeing her 'daddy'
"Wow! May I know what made my baby so much happy? I'll make sure it remains forever.."
"Really?" Little Madhu beamed with happiness. "I want you to kiss mommy just like the Prince kisses Cinderella.."
Both Arnav & Khushi were shocked at this. As soon as Khushi came out of her shock, she scolded Madhu." Shut up.. You are not 3 year old. Think before you speak"
No one had raised voice in front of Madhu & now at this scolding, big, fat, tears made way through her eyes..
Seeing his Daughter's tears, Arnav's famous anger had already rose..
He put Madhu down & pulled Khushi towards him by her waist & pecked her lips or bit her & then pulled off & taking his Daughter walked off, from there, pampering her, whether she was happy..
While Khushi could not bear he again did this.
"What's my fault in this? Why me? Why I'm the one to bear his cruelty??"
Yes.. This is the life of 22 year old Madhu Raizada. Whose mother stayed with her lover who hated her very sight even after Madhu's birth coz she love her..
A father who USED to FAKE Love towards Madhu's mother just because it was her most important Fantasy. Because Madhu wanted a perfect family. She was never told her parent's past nor their present. She always lived in a fantasy where her parents love each other & she prayed everyday that she get a husband just like his father..
While Arnav & Khushi Raizada always prayed to never let Madhu even see the other side of Arnav Raizada himself..
******
She stumbled upon an old diary. It was headed, " ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA" in her dad's hand-writing. She was too excited. She opened the first page. It read:
"Today is the day when I met you for the first time. I felt an instant connection to you..
Had you felt the same?"
But with the last words of the page,
She rubbed her eyes whether she was imagining it.
Then, she frowned, "How can dad mistake my momma's name?" She thought.
But as she flipped over the page, Khushi's entire world crashed down.
Becoz at the end of every page was written, "Love LAVANYA"
Tears had made way through her eyes. The girl who didn't even remember when a single tear dropped from her eye was now crying buckets..
The truth of her parents; or better her father, which her family had hidden from her, lay naked in front of her.
Madhu's eyes were red with the continuous crying. She was not able to gather the courage & ask her father, the truth.
*****-*****-*****-*****-*****
Meanwhile, Khushi, not able to take the torture anymore decided to end her life.
"My life?"
She questioned herself..
"There is no life to me. It never was.
My life means Madhu.
Madhu Raizada.
However Arnav might be, he loved Madhu to pieces.
He will even give up on his nani for her Daughter."
Thinking all this, Khushi stole a last glance at Arnav's photo. She lightly caressed it, & whispered, "I love you, Arnav"..
Madhu released the breath which she was holding as there was no pretence since her mother never knew she was there. Means everything is perfect in her world..
Not wishing to carry any painful memory, Khushi moved away as there was no good memory to her except Madhu..
But was it really a good memory? (You only judge..)
There was one month left after which they will get divorced..
Lavanya has returned back, which has made shlok more aggressive. Drinking had become his regular habbit..
One night, as usual, when Arnav slept after drinking, he felt someone opening his shirt. At first, he shrugged it off thinking its just alcohol effect. But when it reached his trousers, he got up With a jerk so hard that the woman fell down.
"Ouch" she hissed..
Arnav could recognize this voice very well. How couldn't he? Its Lavanya's.
Lavanya tried blocking his way many times but he pushed her off.
But his state was not co-operating with him. He stumbled a lot. Still he managed to reach bathroom.
He came out only to find her in a saree like Khushi!
What does she think? That I love Khushi? That I'm like her!
"I have alwayys love you, Lavanya, but now I hate you TOO.." Arnav whispered to himself..
Arnav spoke loudly, "Heyy! You know, let's make out today. Its been so long, right sweetheart.?"
On the other hand, Khushi was terrified. She was aware how he lived after Lavanya's return & also he's too drunk..
But still, his words pained her a lot as it was clear from his words that he got intimate with someone else. Its not a new fact. She knew it already. But hearing the same from the man whom she loves unconditionally & eternally, broke her heart..
While she was thinking all this, she felt her pallu thrown away..
Arnav Singh Raizada was blinded with rage. It was as if he was possessed. He quickly threw her pallu away..
But then, Khushi tried escaping. Before she could take even two steps, she was thrown on the bed with force. Arnav came on top of her & tore her blouse. Khushi tried escaping but it was of no use. He painfully bit every inch of her skin. Her lips were brutally tortured. Blood was oozing out from it.
But, forget mercy, he ENJOYED the taste of 'her' blood in his mouth. Her yelps of pain were like music to his ears.
After torturing her to the extent where she lost all power to fight back, he widened her legs & forced himself on her roughly, Not even caring She's a virgin..
He Continued his torture. Whereas Khushi lay there in extreme pain & her whole face covered with tears. She didn't had strength to scream loudly, but still she tried protesting a little, which made him more wild.
After almost an hour of torture, finally, sleep overtook him due to alcohol effect. As if, this was not enough pain, he uttered, "I hope now you're satisfied Lavanya.."
She was already feeling so disgusted of herself. Still, she was trying to console herself thinking she's still his wife whether he like it or not..
But now these words that her husband was imagining her as someone else ripped off her soul completely.
She moved towards wash room by taking wall's support. It was bleeding too much. Hence, she caller her mother at midnight, who took her to hospital. She was admitted, but then she found her; reason to live, her child.
But,after Khushi's discharge, doctor called at home to inform about her exercise schedule in RM. All became elated at the news of her pregnancy.. Except Arnav. He knew what happened last night but he shrugged the thoughts thinking it was she, who was trying to seduce him. So, he was nowhere at fault..
But as the baby girl was born, Arnav Raizada felt proud of her. He love her too much. He pampered her to no extent. He never allowed baby-sitters. Males could harm his innocent Daughter while females, he can't trust..
He didn't even allowed Khushi to be with her. When his family too, took Khushi's side, he agreed, only for his baby's sake. But he always made sure of his presence, not leaving Khushi alone with Madhu..
Khushi came out of her thoughts & & smiled; though her puffy, red eyes & completely wet cheeks gave ample proof of her crying.
She tore a paper &wrote,
"I know you will do this.. But, still I'm requesting you take Care of our..."
No. He will get angry.. She quickly tore another paper & crumpling the previous chit, she wrote another one:
"I know you will do this.. But, still I'm requesting you take Care of YOUR Daughter.. ."
But, she again got drifted to her past..
After she cried enough after that Cinderella fiasco, Khushi was about to enter 'her' room when Arnav came & started dragging her towards his room..
Khushi was bewildered. She tried freeing her hand from his steel-like grip, but no use. Seeing her struggle, ASR picked her up on his shoulders & dumped her in his room.
"Stay here. Today, Madhu cried because of you. I don't want this to happen again. I'm leaving you this time only because you're her mother. So, stop arguing. I hate even seeing your face."
Khushi was shocked. She releasd her frustation by shouting at him; not realising she's awakening the beast inside him..
"What are you made of? I regret ever meeting you. I regret ever falling in love with you. I regret every single moment spent with you. You're just like your father..
I think your character is loose.. Your Mother might be REGRETTING giving birth to you.."
ASR always remain in control. But, this made ASR out of control..
"I'm like my father, right? Then let me show you how he behaved with his wife.."
Saying this, he snatched off her dupatta harshly & tied her hands at her back so tight that her palms turned white.
Then, he pushed her to bed, & said like a possessed man, "Shout.. Shout as loudly as you could in this sound-proof room. Let me show you how far this 'loose character man' goes so that her mother regrets giving birth to him." ASR spoke in a dangerous tone, & marched towards her like a predator...
Khushi was terrified seeing him like this while he came on top of her & tore off her saree & blouse. He was handling her so harshly that it left marks on her soft skin..
***
Continuous painful & loud screams could be heard in whole RM if the sound-proof wall of his room is removed..
After three hours, ASR came out of the room & zoomed out in his Farari..
Whereas Khushi was not even able to stand properly. She somehow managed to drag herself to the bathroom & closing the door, slid down on the floor.. Even tears dried out.. The pain was unbearable..
Her whole skin was bitten & pierced by him. Her lips had swollen, & cuts can be clearly seen. Her wrists were sore coz of the dupatta..
After some time, she fainted in the bathroom..
But, that day changed her life. Arnav ignored her completely during day time..
But ya, they both pretended all lovey.-dovey in front of Madhu.
At night, they gott intimate, but not like previous time.
Khushi could not come up to refuse him lest the beast inside him awakens.
Slowly, over the years, it became routine.
ASR Would ignore her all day except in front of Madhu
while he just got intimate with her at night..
Not a word after that & he walked off after that..
Khushi wiped the tears that made way through her eyes.
And then, she hugged her Daughter's photo to her heart & gulped down entire bottle of poison.
*****-*****-*****-*****-*****
Arnav Raizada was pacing in front of I.C.U. Yes. Right now, he was worried for his 'wife' who was inside.
"She attempted suicide? How could she?" Thought Arnav. And
The doctor came out. Arnav ran towards him first. Doctor told them, "Her condition is NOT okay. Yup. She has REGAINED senses but has lost her all zeal to live. Don't give her any kind of stress.."
"Sure Doc" said Arnav, his voice clearly showing concern..
His family members were looking at him with disgust & unbelievable expression.. Because, probably, for the first time, Arnav showed his Care & concern towards his wife openly..
Arnav was about to move inside, but Akash stopped him.
As Arnav was still looking towards him with ASRish look so that he allow him to go inside, Akash's patience snapped & he shouted for the first time on his brother, "Are you even human? You've killed her. Are you happy now? Is your ASR ego satisfied now? Pls. This is my request.. oh no. I'm BEGGING you, pls LEAVE US ALONE. We Don't NEED YOU."
Arnav wanted to go inside but he knew his brother was right. He has to move from there if not for anyone else than for Khushi. What if she again tried to?? No. So, he moved away from the hospital..
*****
"No Akash bhai. I'm too tired to fight now.. I can't bear all this. First, he Pretended to love me for his Nani, then he came at my parental house & stated me to come back to his house because of his nani while he hate me. After I refused, we agreed for divorce, but court issued 6 months.
Though I knew nothing was going to change, I had to bear his hate which Continue breaking my heart..
Then, one day, his love, Lavanya, returned. He became more aggressive.
Let Madhu live in peace. What if she comes to know this Ugly truth? That her father had forced himself on her mother & he hated her too Initially, but he never let me away from RM by blackmailing me of my sister's marriage? That I was never allowed to even see my Daughter? Then we started Acting. Though I knew it was an act, I started looking forward to it.
No.. Enough now. I can't bear this constant pain anymore" Weeped Khushi. Sometimes crying, sometimes angry; she vent out her frustation.
But unknown to them a pair of eyes watched all this & they reflected huge amount of pain... But before anyone can notice, the person moved away..
Akash consoled her. All the Raizadas were at fault. They all wanted Arnav happy at the cost of Khushi..
ARNAV DIDN'T BECAME HAPPY; BUT CRUSHED THE LIFE OF KHUSHI TOO, WHO WAS NOWHERE AT FAULT...
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PRECAP ->
"I know its not at all easy for you but please try to be at least happy..
Tell me what should I do.. I'm ready to even kill myself to earn your forgiveness.."
Saying this, the hot-headed ASR went to his knees, his Voice full of REMORSE..
So, how's it??
I'll post the last part soon...
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