Hey everyone Re here. Life is being a bitch Big time and I just had to vent my feeling out. Nothing was a better option than writing so here I am. I just wanted to write so I did. Its a song with I relate to at many levels. Stay by Rihanna so hope you like it. Its my very first one shot so bare with me.
Concept: Rey and Kria were in a relationship. They fell in love quick and parted ways quick. Kria was incapable of love...atleast this is what she thought. She said yes to Rey because she just wanted him in her life at that time and when she realized that she loved him too, it was too late. The distances makes the heart grow fonder and that is what happened with her. She wanted to amend their relationship but he didn't wanted to get hurt again. His trust was shattered into pieces. They realized there mistakes but its too late now.
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Kria- Blue Rey-Purple Orange-Both
I sat on the stairs of the fire exit reminiscing about the old times spent with him. Those were the most beautiful moments of my life. I could give anything to have him back. I wish I could tell him how deep was my love but its too late.
Fevers come quick, makes our body hot and do not last long just like our relationship. I think we fell in love way to quick. The fire for each other in our eyes faded as soon as it came but honestly I don't regret a thing. What we had was not love, it was way beyond the boundaries of 'love'. We both had always been different from each other and the irony is that this is what that held us together.
I still don't know how and when he from being a part of my life became my life itself. He made me overcome my phobia of love but I realized it too late...
Our relationship started smooth but my insecurities and my fear dilapidated everything. We broke up and made up again and again. We were going round and round instead of going straight and finally when his patience broke he left. He loved me unconditionally but again I realized it too late. I always blamed him for our fights but now I realized it was me who was at fault not him.
Now when I am willing to give my soul to him he is stepping back. Did I broke him beyond repair? Did I broke his trust that bad? Did I?
I don't really know how to make him believe that I love him unconditionally. I need him. I need his touch, his love, his care all over again. I don't know why I love him but the thing I am sure about is that I
It's not just something you take, it's given
Round and around and around and around we go
Its breaking me to see her in a condition like this. She isn't doing anything substantial in her life. She is not happy and neither is she doing anything to change it. I want her to be happy...to be ecstatic again like she was when I met her for the first time.
I know I am the reason for this but she needs to realize that life is not a cake walk. She can't ditch me and come back like nothing happened. I loved her..I still do but I won't force her into love again. I did the mistake before and I am not going to repeat it. She needs to feel the pain she put me through, the gloom she send me to and the vulnerable state she cause me go into. She may ask for love but I am not going to give it to her just like that. My heart is barricaded as it cannot take the pain again. She needs to break the wall but that is too difficult to be possible.
I need her as much as she needs me but I am scared she will leave me again like she did. The is the problem she never understanded me and what hurts the most is that she didn't even try to. She left me just like that. She broke me.
Its too late..
Ohhh the reason I hold on
Ohhh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Its funny how we always blamed the other for being broken but in reality we ourselves were the ones hurting more. I think our relationship was unsuccessful because we blamed each other rather trying to understand each other. We always assumed that we are going through a harder time than the other and that is what broke us apart. I wish I could understand this earlier but Its too late now..
Cause when you never see the lights it's hard to know which one of us is caving
We were different yet similar. We both were to adamant to accept our mistakes. We both were in dark, there was no light to show us the right path and I guess that's what went wrong. We were so blinded by our own griefs, by our own pains that we never realized who needed help the most. I wish I could understand this earlier but Its too late now...
I am lonely without you..
I am Incomplete without you..
I want to love you but I can't trust you..
I want to love you too but you won't trust me..
I realized it was not your mistake love...
Neither was it yours babe...
All the time I thought you were broken...
How could I not see you were broken too...
I thought I was suffering the most...
How could I not see you needed help too...
I know its too late but I want you to stay...
Here it ends. Okay I know it didn't make sense at most parts but I just want to clarify that they both need each other but once a relationship is broken you can never fix it like it was earlier, its real grace can never be matched. They both realized their mistakes but it was too late. They know nothing can change and things won't happen like they used to be but all they know is they want each other. Not as friends, not as lovers they just want each other's presence. They just want to stay.
Made sense? No well deal with it than ;) *sass queen mode on*
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