So, I never thought I will write an OS..But I did.. and I never thought I'll continue it.. but I had to.. because meri Akku Baby wanted me to..!!š so, this one's for you baby (akanshaArsha)... hope you like it.. If not, don't hate me.. I tried.. so, Here Goes Nothing :
*fingures crossed* <II>
Their lips moulded in perfect synch. Both of them so eager, none of them wanted to leave for a moment, scared to lose if they part for even a split of second. His lips moved once just to leave traces beside her lips, on the chin and returned back immediately. His hand which was grabbing her face traced down on her silky locks, and caressed down slowly, from her neck all the way down to her waist. Feeling the quivering of her skin under his touch. His fingers clawed on her tiny waist while he kissed her with even more hunger. He wants her, he wants more of her. That was the only thing he remembered. After a while, he could feel her losing breath and parted his lips from her.
And gasped at once seeing her condition.
What did he do...!
As soon as realization of what he is doing hit him, he moved his hands at once.
He stood there dumbstruck...
She had dropped her fragile form on the floor at once as soon as his hands left her, like it was the only support making her stay straight on her feet.
She is weeping like never before, silently... tears had smothered her face, blood was lingering on the corner of her lips, her lips are swollen, her chin, her jaw had marks of the incident happened just a few moments ago, marks of him...
Rey didn't know what to say, how to console her, how to apologise.
He never wanted to do that, he never wanted to force her into anything, he never ever hurt any soul in his life knowingly, and he did that to the one he loves.
He loves her. Yes, now he knows all too well that he loves her. But right now, she hates him.
His hands reached out to her, and she flinched.
Her large eyes were full of rejection and may be hatred, and maybe he can also spot fear in them. She is afraid of him.
The last thing he wanted her to be scared of him.
Sorry, all he wanted to say is sorry... but his lips couldn't part, his dried up throat couldn't manage to let that word escape.
He stepped back and rushed out of the locker room, with guilt and realization of his love, his need, his want for her.
Kriya watched him leave. And her whole body trembled. No, she is not crying because she is scared or upset, neither she is thinking that that so-not-innocent-kiss harmed her purity or some crap. Her tears weren't stopping because she is insulted, she is pissed off. She is super annoyed.
How could he do that? And how could she respond to it? She hated it, she hated the fact that she gave in to him. She hated the fact that she couldn't hate it. She wanted him, she still wants him. When their lips parted, all she wanted was to get it back on her again. But with that want, there was also the feel of being so weak under his touch, the feel of insult, that he will do something just because he is angry at her.
You are mine.
That's what he said. What did he mean by that? Does he even know what he says? Does he have any idea what those words mean? Does he even know what he wants? She is not a f*cking toy that he would want to possess...
Does this kiss mean anything to him? Or will it turn out to be just another mistake, another spur-of-the-moment act? Like the one before? Her first kiss? That soft gentle loving touch of his?
Which was sooo different from today's harsh act?
No, that day, even though she thought it was love, it was not. That day, even though she thought things between them will start something new, it didn't. That day, even though she was happy, he wasn't. It was a mistake for him, a mistake in his drunken state. He felt guilty, he wished she can forget it.
He said sorry for kissing her that day. He actually said sorry. The most beautiful moment of her life was a wasn't-thinking-straight' moment for him.
SO, today, she knows what this kiss meant. It's just his annoyance, frustration, anger. Nothing else. Nothing more than that. Another wasn't-thinking-straight'.
Kriya touched her lips softly, touched the pain still lingering on them.
Damn it Kriya, no no. don't believe in it. Not anymore. Not again.
She wiped her face off quickly while managing all her strength to get up and walk away from that place. Trying to forget whatever happened just a few minutes' ago. It should not affect her. It certainly didn't affect Rey.
Right?
Little did she know...
Rey got in to his car and shut the door with a loud thud. He stared silently at the steering wheel and after a few moments his fist pounded on it hard, with every word he uttered,
"Damn Damn, Damn It... Damn it Rey..."
his face leaned on the steering after cursing it loud and touched his forehead on the steering.
How could he do that? What was he thinking? Ohh right, he was not thinking actually. He had lost his mind and pulled a freaking awesome stunt like that. He practically scared the shit out of the girl, forcing himself on her, attacking her like that, kissing her like he was thinking about swallowing her up whole.
Kissing her like that?
Rey touched his lips softly with his fingers, they still had the dried up blood on the corner and her smell on them.. That intoxicating smell, the smell of her breath on his face, her soft trembling lips, his whole body shuddered with the mere flashback of the sensation. He looked at his palm, inhaling deeply the scent lingering on it, which he used to pin her delicate wrists. Her perfectly shaped waist. The smell, the realization made current passing through his whole body. Ohh he knows so well now, that he is addicted, he is soo addicted with that smell. He wants her, he wants her now. Again.
Rey slapped himself mentally.
How could he think of something like that? She hates him now for sure, he have to apologize to her tomorrow, he have to tell her how much guilty he is feeling for doing something like that. And he will also tell her how much he loves her. He will be honest this time. He will not run away from his feeling just because of some previous guilt. He had fallen in love all over again, he will let her know that.
Determining his next steps, Rey started his car, driving off to his home.
Kriya walked back to the guest house slowly, wiping her face again and again. Firm, determined. She knows what she wants now, she knows so very well.
Things between them will not change, the small arguments, the fights, the getting on each other's nerves. Things will not be able to change, but certainly feelings did change. Or did they?
Until today morning, she loved him, but he didn't want her back.
But after tonight, he loves her, but she didn't want him back.
Things didn't change, right?
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Edited by anki_22 - 11 years ago
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