ARVI SS: PURVI'S DIARY... part 6 pg 10 updated - Page 2

Originally posted by: rithika2012

Purvi will be sleeping in her room peacefully keeping a hand on her baby which is in her womb and then suddenly enters a person into that room.. he enters slowly without disturbing his pregnant wife who is sleeping and starts searching for something in the wardrobe' Suddenly his eyes fell on a diary which is the wardrobe.. he was paused and opened it and saw it was purvi's writing. So he understood it was her diary.. he wanted to read it but felt that it was not manners to read someone's diary.. but he couldnot control his enthusiasm and took the diary with him and sat in the balcony and started reading it..

"People always say that happiness will be doubled and sorrow will be reduced to half when u share them with others.. happiness can be shared with anyone but sorrow cannot be.. It needs some one who can understand u who care for u and whom u can trust on.. Even to share some feelings of ur heart u need someone like that.. Aai always tells that when u have something in ur heart which u are unable to bear for yourselves and want to say it with some one but u have no one to share with then just write it in a diary' It is the best friend and companion with which we can share our true feelings' It is the only thing we can rely upon when there are no one around u with whom u can share our feelings' She said that it was her best friend to share her feelings when baba left her alone'

I thought I would never get such situation in my life as I believed that my aai will always be my side and I can share my every feeling with her' I thought even when I will get married my aai will always be there for me to share my feelings which even I cant share with my life partner.. BUT'

When Arjun entered my life I really felt that I will never be alone in my life as I will have him always beside me.. I thought I was the most luckiest person in this world to have two loving people and who loves me more than anything in their lifes... With whom I can share all my feelings lead a happy life till my death..

But what do I don't know that I will be all alone one day leaving around no one with me.. I never thought that I will be in this situation one day where I have to depend on this diary to share my feelings with.. Yes today im alone without no one in my life.. my aai and my arjun.. I don't know whether I can say him still as my arjun or not but he is always mine in my heart.. Today im alone and leaving everyone and moving away from them.. Im moving away from my city, my family, my aai and more from my love my life my arjun' From today this diary is the only companion for me with whom I can share my feelings and pain'

I know im solely responsible for my position today but what to do I had no choice.. That was the only way I thought to give my aai her happiness but I did not knew that was the biggest mistake then.. as it not only ruined my life but also 2 more lives and im the only reason for it' today to prevent these things from further complications I m leaving everyone and moving away from them all alone.. Seeing ovi's insecurities and arjun's love for me I decided to leave this place and move ahead'.

Today im leaving to start a new life in a new place where no one knows who im and what I am.. All may feel that im alone in this world without any one around me but the truth is that im never alone or will be never alone as the biggest truth of my life is with me that is my love for arjun in my heart and in my womb.. yes I m bearing arjun's baby in my womb.. the symbol of his love my love and our love.. The symbol of a beautiful relation we shared with.. People may consider it as a result of an unethical relation but for me it is the best gift of my life' Such a beautiful gift which is now the source of my life and the reason of my living.. Yes it is the only reason im living'

It is really unfair on my part as im keeping the father be unaware of his child but I have no choice.. If this truth is out then all the things will be complicated.. ovi who could not bear our love and marriage will not be able to bear the truth about our baby so I m left with the only choice of leaving this place and everyone'

Though im moving away from him and I broke all the promises I made to him but today im doing this to stand on the promise which I made that I will always love him for ever and ever and live my life with the support of his love which is impossible if I live with there' from now I m gonna live a life which I promised to arjun that I will love him and will live with that love for ever.. And today im promising my baby that I will do anything for u to keep u happy and give all the love I have and to take a great care of just as ur dad will take if he was with us'. I will never let anything happen to u and will love u than anything else of my love as you're the symbol of that person who made me feel special and taught me to love truly.. This is the only thing I can do it in return for his true love he had for me and what he did for me.. I will preserve this precious gift he gave me as a symbol of his love and will cherish it all my life.. Im ready to bear any problems and I m ready to struggle for each and every step in my life to give u happiness and love and to fulfill all u desires.. From today u are my life and it begins with u and ends with u..

Today im in Kolkata train I don't know what my fate has in store for me' what ever it may be but I will not let anything happen to u my baby' I cant say that im leaving my past behind and im moving on as I have a big truth in my womb which keeps on reminding me about my past and my mistake.. But I will try to overcome my past and will take care that it will not effect our future but one thing is for sure is that I cant forget arjun and will live with his memories for ever and ever.. Hope that tomorrow's morning will bring a new life new hope into our lives.."

Originally posted by: peachesnplums

This was a lovely SS Rithika, please do continue :)

Really liked how you've captured Purvi's feelings. I feel a reason she kept the child, despite the social stigma that could come her way was because this child was her own.

Archana loved her but I'm sure in the days leading up to Purvi's wedding, she was made aware how much Archana missed her own family. This was probably a strong reason she decided to keep a child which was her own, a symbol of her love.

Who is the person reading her diary? Arjun, or do you have Onir in the story? See, you already have me curious now 😛

Thanks again for writing this and looking forward to the next part 😊

Originally posted by: gaurav_ankita08

Originally posted by: rithika2012

Rithi Your agenda is marvellous i can say my dear,Superbly written
Blue@Happiness is to be shared whenever u r happy with the things happening in ur life but Sorrow has to be hidden bcoz its our almighty thing which hardly people gets understand..
Diary is the one who can keep yourself reminding those past things which happened..
Pink@Love depends upon two persons how much they love each other forever n in case of Purvi its a long live gift for her form Arjun..