*~8 ArMan Heaven~* Jaaneman - Page 64

Originally posted by: shootingstar27

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I went to borrow books yaar.Was walking around and saw Ankita's smiling face😃The only Hindi reading material in the library and it has Ankita on the cover, imagine my excitement😆You know na where I am now so don't you think its pleasant surprise for me ?😛

Haye i can imagine ur excitment.. Y'day too when some marathi news channel was showing ankita i jumped from chair and sat in front of tv. My family was going mad at me.

^^^ 😆 That way I am better coz I am very controlled over showing my emotions but I feel the same exhilaration secretly. 😉

lol ... when i was checking out the details of the concert for the ganesh utsav online ... my dad came next to me .. and he was like .. oh ... so sushant and ankita are performing ...

I immediately said .. yeah .. yeah .. its going to be really good ... shaan , kareena , and govinda are performing ... so i think i will go ...

my dad looked me .. gave a knowing smile and went away 😆 ...

i have tried to keep it a "secret" .. but have done a pretty lousy job so far 😆

Yeah on 19 I was sitting with soo much Anxiety to watch Ankita birthday segment as if it was my birthday

My Mom pretty much knows all about my fondness for Sushita and ArMan, and says you're as bad now as you were in your Rajeev-crazy days. 😆 She had a hard time keeping me away from the net then and she has a hard time doing it now as well... I haven't changed one bit in all these years.. haha!

I think my love for Sushita is a well kept secret...only my darlings amongst my friends and my parents know my crazy love for them. I made my BF watch one episode and since then he calls it the soft po*n so yeah parents and him are out of bounds for any conversation on Sushita. But there's this friend of mine whose mommy is a huge fan of PR and she too watches some episodes...so all my love for them is poured onto her. She thinks I am crazy. Also her mother is my experiment viewer...I take all updates from my friend to how she perceives the episodes. I think my friend will severe all ties from me one day. 😆

^^ I realized its not much of a secret from my end either but still its only my friend whom I show my "real" craziness...and I love her. Only a best friend can go through such ordeal that I make her go through. 😆

^^ Althought everyone knows about my fondness for ArMan and Sushita, my well kept secret is my FF.. none of my friends and family know about it... or that I spend so much time writing short stories about ArMan on this forum... I told my friends once casually that I write a lot and they ended up giving me 'Beghar Writer' award at an award function spoof! 😆

I have done all stupid and crazy things for Sushita that i would have ever done. My family, friends just call me mad, but some how i control myself. But secretly i just keep thinking about them and smiling alone like a mad guy. My phone memory is almost full with Sushita's pics and videos. And who takes my phone and while giving it back tells u are really crazy for them. I just don't know how to react at that time.

I can't hide my feelings when it come to Sushita 😳 Even seeing their pics has an strange effect on me.The goofy grin is a dead giveaway. Nowadays I talk to my mom on Skype and even then i go on and on about Sushita 😆 Even sent her pic and video link 😳 Also go on and on about them to my best friend who is Chinese and knows nothing about Hindi shows 😳😆