Sidhi :loneliness and the feeling ofbeing unwanted

i was watching last week episode , and there i saw the seen after AC calls Kc, Sidhi attends that call. After that one statement of her got my attention '' Everyone remembers and acres only for Kunal , no one care or even remember me, not even my own kid '' loneliness is horrible feeling , it can kill us day by day ! Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty. The greatest way to hide the loneliness is acting ! she acts like she is fine , doenst care about people , but she know how miserable her life is . if I'm not wrong this girl lost her parents when she was a child , then her fianc passed away the day of their marriage , then she married a man she hated the most , leant to appreciate him , but had to deal with that Psyco Ex of her husband , then destiny played a horrible game , that murder case , she took the blame and went to prison ( i don't wanna justify her sacrifice here, its a long discussion ) But the worst part is she could never enjoy anything in her life , a pregnant woman, in her twenties going to jail the worst thing that could happen to any woman ! her innocence have been mistaken for her dumbness , that unconditional love she had became her weak point , result she ended up ruining her own life !

I really hope AC changes that after he swaps places with AD. I am sure he will love and care for his mother

hi

Good post Roshani! I felt bad for her state too when she said those words. Wanted to kill the CVs for making her life a living hell. Even after all these years, she comes out of jail and pretty much everything is the same. The vamp is still all over her husband and still a very big threat to her and her kids, a family who doesn't want anything to do with her including her own brother and sister, husband who lives in his own world of attitude and assumptions and does not loose an opportunity to hurt her. Pathetic, really! One thing new is that she has a son but he doesn't care about her. Tough life! Hope she gets the attention and love she deserves with AC swapping places with AD!

Yes roshni even that sentence did strike me when i watchd the epi.Nd anand d has always been rude to her,so even i was wndering nd even postd in a thread that she wil b in cloud 9 when anand c wil love,care,understand nd obey her as he is her replica.

I honestly felt terrible for Siddhi too when she said that and I cannot help but sympathize with her, specially in the light of the recent events. We definitely have to ignore the fact that it was her stupidity 9 years ago that has led to all of this, but then again, one can justify it by saying that what she did back then was completely out of her blind love for Kunal, the only thing she could see back then was Kunal and the fact that he could be in jail, that she could lose him for something he had nothing to do with, so she put her head on the chopping block. Can be deemed as stupidity or just plain love that made her sacrifice her family, her children and most importantly Kunal. No wonder Ekta's characters are so larger than life, which woman in the real world would do such a thing?...but it still breaks your heart to think that Siddhi spent NINE very long, very painful and very lonely years without her own family. She lost out on being the daughter that she was for Veena and Raj, she lost out on being the sister that she was to Kapil, Shilpa and Seema, she lost out on being Kunal's love/wife/his life, she lost out on being a mother to her children, she missed every single moment of happiness that a mother has when she has a child. Even after the babies were born, all she wanted to do was send them to Kunal, I've seen a family friend lose their baby due to prematurity and it took the mother months to get over the fact that she had lost her little one, I cannot even imagine a mother's plight for having to separate her healthy, living, little bub from herself and that too for 9 long years. And also 9 years with no one to even care enough to go and visit her in jail. Forget the Chopras, I was hoping Raveena and Vikram would at least try and maintain some contact with Siddhi knowing the truth but seriously, these people are just selfish. And even now 9 years later Siddhi has nothing and no one. Neither Kunal, nor the kids, nor the family, NO ONE is on her side, apart from Sulekha and Abhay maybe, but they are still strangers, they are NOT her family. Siddhi genuinely smiled when she thought she could be with Kunal again, but once again that tower of hope came crumbling down with Kunal's lie of being married and Siddhi now has to bear the brunt of her mistake 9 years ago by watching Kunal play this silly game of "i am married to Richa and I will flaunt it in your face". Nine years later and Siddhi does not have a single reason to smile or laugh or be happy about, apart from maybe Anand Jr. who she loves being with despite his attitude. I can only hope that the creatives show some positivity and love in her life. If not from Kunal, then definitely from the kids. She may have been wrong back then, but I guess 9 years of loneliness is enough to compensate for that. Kunal at least had his kid, his family with him to keep him afloat, pray tell me, what did Siddhi have? And now with Kunal acting like such a jerk, you just want to smack him across the face. I really hope after Kunal finds out what Siddhi has been through, it regrets the hell out of him and everything he is doing right now haunts him like a nightmare.

@Deepshadow: Yes nd she is currently paying a huge price for her stupidity 9years ago.
So she should have thought of herself nd only herself b4 stepping into hell.But little did she know that her beloved ones wil forget her past deeds nd live with the present criminal image!But again that's the rule of the world.

@Shehnaz: lol..DewDrop? I guess you meant DeepShadow? ...Just call me Riya :)

I don't think Siddhi really thought through what she was doing back then. She was desperate to save Kunal by hook or by crook and if that meant falling at Richa's feet and making the biggest mistake of her life, she would do it and she did. No wonder Siddhi still lived in the daze that the Chopras would be waiting for her, she really did not think of the long term repercussions of her decision.

Originally posted by: norzar

hi

nice post

I feel really bad and sad for siddhi. She has gone through the worst

hoping to see kids swap soon so we can see good siddhi AC scenes.

AC even though never saw his mother in his pov, he still craves for a mothers love.

norzar

Originally posted by: hima2012

Good post Roshani! I felt bad for her state too when she said those words. Wanted to kill the CVs for making her life a living hell. Even after all these years, she comes out of jail and pretty much everything is the same. The vamp is still all over her husband and still a very big threat to her and her kids, a family who doesn't want anything to do with her including her own brother and sister, husband who lives in his own world of attitude and assumptions and does not loose an opportunity to hurt her. Pathetic, really! One thing new is that she has a son but he doesn't care about her. Tough life! Hope she gets the attention and love she deserves with AC swapping places with AD!