Siddhi, mein manta hooo I accept every word said by you, I
did a blunder by believing richa, aab
jake mujhe ehsaas ho raha haiki mein kitna galat tha '.aur hu'..mein kabhi
tujhe khushi nahi de paya'. Jab dekho tujhe pe kuch na kuch inzaam ya jhagda
karta raha ''.
PART 10
The words you spoke to me in jail and also in the court
completely took a ride on me and I lost my common sense siddhi, I am sorry
siddhi, pls siddhi, mujhe mat chodo siddhi, mein manta hu galati hogayi hai'..
Par siddhi, the statement just you said, I lived happily with our son'is absolutely wrong'..jab se tu chali gayi'.ha mere jeene ka maksat zaroor anand tha lekin wajah tut hi'''.. tyou were living 9 years with an impression that our kid is with me which is true ' but me'.did u even
consider what I went through'.
I donno how to care for kids 'but learnt 'when he cries I dono
to handle but learnt'..every act of his reminds of you'' there was nt even a second where you were not there in my thoughts ''' for this world I showed tons of hate redness towards you'.but I know what I went through'. During those nights in these 9 years'..i feel like crying heart out '.by keeping my head on your chest ..but u were not there with me '
Always startled shakened recollecting those words that you
were pissed of with me and hence ur leaving me for money and our relation doesn't matter you'.. that axed me siddhi'' infact I wasn't broken to this level when richa left me '.though I broke down 'I could manage my life ..but the day you left me The Kunal Chopra is dead'''since then a human being is living for his moral responsibility but never lived for himselves''
Every lonely night my heart wrenched craved for you for touch your affection 'you carres your nurture was craving for that day when you
will come to me and say that Kunal forgive me I broke your heart I lied 'but truly crazily I love you and I can never leave you '.
Every single moment of my life in the past 9 years I was looking for that moment be it imagination or day dream or mid night dream 'or
illusion'but when I come out of that illusion. Seema or maa or some one keeps
taking out your name and keep showing their hatredness'do u know siddhi, I use
to wonder on which aspect of my life or condition is paining more to me
Should I feel and cry for the fact that you left me by making me hear those harsh statements or Should I feel and cry for the fact
that my family is yelling at that girl who gave them life'who made a boring
headstrong obstinate fool like me to live life again as a perfect man with respect '. Who taught me to
love who taught me value of relations, who taught me to persuade my own
feelings who made me realize what I need and what I don't need who have become
the reason of my life by becoming my heart beat, breath. Though pretty young to
me she taught me those lessons of life which even my own blood relations could
never dare to teach, who immersed and settled herselves in every drop of blood
in me '..
You don't understand SIddhi after you left me, neither I managed to live the way you wanted me to
nor I could stand professionally and got back to my old ways of drinking ''just
and just to forget the fact that you left me and you are not with me '' and
never know whether will you be back in my life or not '..
But look at the love and affection I had for you'.i drink
to forget but the more I drink the more you talk to me in my illusions'.today
if I am alive its only only because you use to come and talk to me in my
imaginations, dreams, illusions all the time '.
For family I made them feel that you are dead to me but the
fact is you were always alive in me in my heart'..whom I was hiding from every
one '..and kept alive only for me '' you were always alive for me in me with me
and which is why I am alive siddhi'..
Cant you give this idiot stupid, brainless, egoistic,
obstinate KUNAL who loved you and lived for you another chance to prove his
love for his siddhi''.
I will make sure I will never hurt you , I will never fight
with you, I will never argue with you I will listen to whatever you say '..I
will abdie to every single detail that you want but please siddhi don't leave
me 'don't say that SIddhi mat jao mujhe chodke '. Mein phir se sambhal nahi
paunga siddhi''.me je te jee marjaunga siddhi'''..humari us pyar ka vasta deta
hu siddhi vaapas ajao siddhi''.mein tumhe bohoth dukh diya '.aur khud us dukh
mein doob bhi gaya aur mar bhi gaya siddhi ''''
Mujhe itni badi saza mat do''''
Falls on his knees on to the ground and takes siddhis face
in his hands ''.who is continuously crying on his explaining of pain that he
underwent'.and says mujhe maaf kar dijiye kunal mein ye socha tha ki mein aap
ko bachaari hu par meine ye nahi socha ki mere us barttav se aap itna
tootjayenge'''aapki job hi haal hai mein zimmedar hu'
Kunal: Nahi siddhi tum dosh kud pe mat lo'. Dosh tumhara nahi ya mera nahi balki is terah
ki haalat paida jino ne kiya hai na uski hai dosh'' mein chodunga nahi us richa
ko''tu ro mat ab hum dono milke humari anewala kalkeliye ladenge'.
SIddhi: Kunal kunal aap mujhse naraaz nahi hai na '.. hum sab tik kardenge naaa''.like a kid she asks him
KUnal: haa sab kuch kardenge ab tum aagayi na 'hum dono milke sab tik kardenge''
Siddhi: par KUnal jab tak hum sab kuch tik nahi karenge na 'tab
tak hum alag hi rahenge '.waise office mein to milke hi kaam karenge'na aur
mein chahti hu ki aap anand ke kareeb aye '.. woh bilkul aap jaisa hai akkdooo
aur khoosat
Kunal: Acha mere jr ko tum aisi bolti ho ..waise bhi jo
tera bada beta hai na'who bilkul tum jaisa hai '.tum pe gaya ho who '..file
folder mein pen pen folder mein kapde cupboard me chappal chappal stand mein '''.ufff
isliye to mein itne saal jee paya usme tumhe doondte doondte'.waise meine use
bataa diya ki tumhi uski maa ho '.. too we should plan for uniting our kids and
our family and we as well''.
SIddhi: Smiles and hugs '.Kunal ''
Here in Mumbai:
SR. ANand and Jr .ANand were playing in school for kabaddi team'.. and jr anand gets trapped by the opposite team '..and they beat him ..up 'and he is completely hurt '' and his team was about to loose and Sr. ANand plays for jr s team and makes the team win 'and nurses jr ANand and jr develops a soft corner for sr''. and they shake their hands for
friendship'..
Jr. asks '.where do you stay?
Sr: I stay in chembur
Jr: What is your father?
Sr: He works an Legal advisor, he is a lawyer
Jr: OH really, Even my mother is a lawyer' she works as a
legal head in my dad's office.
Sr: Oh good. I don't know how my mother looks 'I have never
seen her till yesterday '. Since the day I came to this world I was craving for
her but my father yesterday said that my mom is alive and she is living with
her friends family
Jr: Ok same pinch bro'' even I too didn't meet her or see
her from my childhood'few months back she returned to India from foreign'.. but
some how I don't like her she keeps teaching me directing me 'ufff I cant take
it'.
Sr: But its good to listen to your mom na'she will teach
you good bad , what is right and wrong ..u know even today in my sleep if am
scared I call out Maaa but she wont be around'..
Jr: Yesterday you got to know? And she lives with her
friends family ? why she doesn't live with you?
Sr: I dono few years back my dads friend created rifts and
problems between my parents it seems that's y they got seprated'.
Jr: Oh is it? Such friends needs to be taught a lesson we
should not leave such people
Sr: hmmm acha tell me whats your mothers name?
Jr: Her name is SIddhi
Sr: Kyaaa SIddhi your mother?
Jr: Yeee tujhe kya hogaya tu aisa kyun react kar rahah hai jaise ki who tumhari maa hai ah?
Sr: Sach mein yaar meri bhi mom ke naam SIddhi hai
Jr: Kyaaa really wow I am super excited ..
Sr: But I am super confused bro
Jr: Tere shakal se hi pata chalta hai tu hamesha confused
rehta hai
Sr: oye matlab kya hai tera ha?
Jr: accha batao tumhari maa dikti kaisi hai?
Sr: Khoobsoorat ..bohot cute '.. mre paaas unka photo nahi hai
Jr: acha cute lekin
meri mom se jyada khoobsoorat to koyi ho hi nahi sakti
Sr: abbey abhi toh tu kaha tha ki tujhe tumhari mom pasand
nahi hai lekin ab to khoo tariff kar raha hai tu..
Jr: Yeee unki lectures pasand nahi par who acchi lagti hai'.
Tujhe uski photo dikhaau?
Sr: tere paas uska photo hai kya????? Lucky hai tu bro '..
Jr: Shows SIddhis photo and
Sr: yeee tumhari maaa ? opens his mouth wide open
and screen freezes
Next Part to be continued'''''..
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Edited by Sreearabhi - 12 years ago