I wanted to pen this down after today's episode.its a follow up scene after today's family drama.
Raavi was feeling guilty for breaking Shiva's trust.for the first time he had told her something with so much trust, he had thought her to be worthy enough to safeguard his emotions.and what did she do? Went ahead and told about this to the whole family even after Shiva's repeated efforts to stop her.
Would he be angry on her? She had to apologise to him. She went inside the room and found him sitting on the bed with a worried look. Everyone was worried in the family, the situation was such. On one hand it was dhara di's dreams and happiness and stake and the other hand their livelihood.she took a deep breath and kept her hand on his shoulders.
" Shiva" she spoke softly
He looked up at her. His eyes were soft,she didn't see anger in them. But there was something.a tinge of dissapointment. Was It ? And that hurt her more.she held her ears and sat down on the floor in front of him.
" I am sorry shiva. Tune kitne bharose ke saath mujhe dhara di ki baat batayi thi. Mujhe sabke saamne woh baat nahi bolni chahiye thi " she said with tears welling up in her eyes.
Shiva took a deep breath and held her hands, made her get up and sit on the bed besides him.
" Thik hai. Aage se dhyaan rakhna " he said
Raavi was surprised at his reaction.
" Tu naraaz nahi hai? " She asked
He shook his head.
" Bachpan se har baat to tu dhara di ke saamne ugal deti hai.mujhse Jab bhi ladhti thi, jaakar meri shikayat kar deti thi.haveli mai bhi woh Krish wali baat do min ke andar jaake phod di tune.meri galti thi, mujhe tujhe batana hi nahi chahiye tha yeh sab" shiva said
This broke raavi's heart.she was prepared for his anger but not this. The fact that shiva may never open up to her in the future scared her.he was right though.shiva never told anything about them to the family but she has always told about their fights to dhara di.she had almost even opened up to Dev about her marriage. She had told the whole family that shiva questioned her character but shiva didn't tell anyone that she slapped him.it was kanta kaki who told everyone.the realisation made her guilt ridden.
" Yeh mujhse kya ho gaya shiva.kya tu kabhi mujhpar bharosa nahi kar payega ? " She whispered teary eyed.
Shiva knew that raavi was innocent.she never means to hurt anybody. Pet ki kacchi mami ki bacchi. He chuckled as he remembered what he called her.he had to explain certain things to her calmly. He held her hand in his.
" Dekh raavi, baccha kab karna hai yeh ek pati aur patni ke beech ki baat hai. Unka neeji mamla hai.soch dhara bhabi aur gombi ko kaisa laga hoga jab yeh baat khule aam is tarah angan Mai bahar aayi " he said
Raavi nodded.
" Jaanti hu. Maine jazbaat mai aakar kuch zyada bol diya na " she said
" Aur ek baat raavi ,ab hum Bachpan ke dushman nahi hai jo tu mujhse ladayi kare aur phir sabse shikayat kare. Biwi hai tu meri. Hamare beech kuch aisi baatein hogi jo kisi aur ka janna sahi nahi hoga.pati patni ke beech ki baatein.samjhi gadhedi? " He said
Raavi simply nodded like an obedient kid with a smile on her face.
" samjhi "
She hugged shiva relieved that he was not angry and talked to her so calmly.she promised herself that she will never give out details of their relationship to anyone.she will never break Shiva's trust again, no matter what the situation is.pati patni ke beech ki baatein.it has been so many months since their marriage but whenever shiva addressed her as his wife she felt overwhelmed.
Shiva put one hand on her head and the other hand on her waist. This went smooth.he should try talking to her and explaining his Point of view rather than getting angry. His dobi needed someone to make her understand certain things.
Mangal Lakshmi
