FIKR(CONCERN)- SHIVI FF PART 4 PG4 completed

Hey guys…!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am here with new shivi ff.Please ignore the typos and hope you’ll like this…….

PART 1

Everyone returns home after long tiring day. Pandya’s got krish bailed and rescued dhara too. Raavi and rishita made dinner but no one was willing to eat. All of them went to their respective rooms whereas shiva sat on cot and krish ran outside. Gautum forced dhara to eat as she was pregnant. Rishita took dev’s dinner to room as he was also upset. Raavi asks suman to have dinner but suman refuses. Raavi tries to make her understand that in such situation, she need to take care of herself as she was the eldest and need to stay strong. “agr aap hi kamzoor pad jaoge kaki, toh parivaar ko kaun samhaale ga” says raavi. Shiva standing near suman’s window hears this and feels proud. Raavi sees shiva.

She offered him dinner but he refused saying that how could he eat when his younger brother has not eaten a grain since morning. Raavi was not at all surprise to see his love for krish. She knew that he loves his family with all his heart. She wished, “kaash tere iss selfless pyaar ka kuch percent hissa mujhe mil pata”. She asks shiva to take food to krish and feed him. He takes food and goes to krish who was sitting outside the house resting his head on pillar and sobbing. Shiva sits beside him and tries to feed him but he turns his face saying that he is not hungry. Shiva tries to cheer him up but all in vain. Shiva got very sad and his eyes filled up tears after such condition of his brother. He never thought that krish, most naughty fun loving person, will turn to this. He gets up and rushes inside with wet eyes. He collides with raavi and nods his head in no. suddenly, lighting occurs and it starts raining heavily. Raavi face lits up with a thought. She runs outside confusing shiva. He follows.

Raavi comes out, holds krish’s hand and drags him in the rain. She starts cheering him up. She makes him dance, jump in the rain. She herself starts dancing and swirling around. Shiva sees all this standing on the door. He gets mesmerized seeing her smile. This was what he always wanted. He thinks “bas yahi mushqaan chahiye…..tu aise humesha hasti rahe, zindagi se aur kuch nhi chahiye”. Now krish was also feeling better. He laughed, danced, jumped. Now he was feeling relaxed. Shiva was also happy seeing his brother smiling. He was smiling & looking at them when raavi noticed him. She stopped for a moment sharing a happy eyelock with shiva. Krish notice this and drags shiva to get drenched in rain with them. Shivi again shares an intense, thankful eyelock following with a thank you from shiva to raavi. Raavi knew what it was for. She smiled back to him. She says nothing but her smile itself told shiva that there was no need, krish is like her own younger brother.

The trio comes inside. Raavi asks both of them to change till then she’ll reheat the food. Shiva asks her to change too otherwise she’ll fall sick with concern in his voice. To which see replies that she’ll change, don’t worry. Raavi goes towards kitchen thinking ‘was shiva concerned for her?’ shiva and krish changes and raavi gives them dinner. She was still in wearing wet cloth. Before shiva could anything, krish asks raavi to also join. Raavi joins them.

They finish their dinner. Shiva makes krish sleep. After this he goes to kitchen, where he sees raavi washing dishes. He stands beside her and start washing dishes too. Raavi wash amazed to see this. Shiva says “ghoor kya rahi hai? khayegi kya?” in his usual tone to make her comfortable. Raavi asks him to leave as she can do it herself. He justifies his deed by saying that he is repaying her credits for what she did for krish and nothing else. Raavi is hurt to listen that. She feels as if she is a stranger. She angrily says “tu kuch bhi kah shiva…ye pariwaar mera bhi hai …chahe humara rishta rahe na rahe”. Shiva smiles and replies “sahi kaha tune….ye pariwaar tera hai..shaadi se phele bhi tha, divorce ke baad bhi rahe ga…..tujhse humesha se iss pariwaar ka hissa banna chahti thi……aur tu ban bhi gyi…bhale hi naam ka na sahi, rishta bahut gehra hai tere iss pariwaar se….aur iss rishte ko bana ke rakhne ke liye tujhe mere saath majboori ka rishta rakhne ki bhi koi jarrorat nhi hai”. With this they finished the work. Shiva leaves. His words put raavi in delimma. She thinks that shiva was right. She always wanted this family, wanted their love which she was getting now also. Still she is not happy, why? What she wanted now? Was it shiva that she want? As see thought this, she suddenly felt dizzy. She almost fainted and was about to fall when shiva hold her. He felt that her body was unusually warm. He touched her forehead and cheek only to find that she had fever. He picked raavi in his arms and rushes towards his room. She was not completely unconscious. He made her sit on bed and brought medicine and cold water bowl with cloth. He cursed her saying “aur bheeg baarish me…..ho gyi na tabiyat kahrab…..aur phir sunni bhi nhi hai kisiki….. mujjhe toh samjh nhi aata kya karu main tera…….”. he gave medicine and then did cold water compresses on her forehead. After continuous 2hr of compresses, finally her temperature got done. She was falls asleep.

clock was showing 6:00 am when raavi got up. She was feeling much better. She saw shiva adjusting the curtains. She remembered what happened last night before she slept. She tried to get up. Shiva turned and saw raavi was awake. He checks her temperature and found it to be prefect. He saw raavi’s questioning eyes and tried to change the topic by saying in his firm voice “utar gya tera bukhaar……..kal jab bol raha ki change kar le toh meri baat manane me dikat ho rahi thi…ab bhugat”. Raavi asked him that was he there with her whole night. But shiva is best in hiding emotions. He says in his usual tone “tujhe kya lagta hai mujhe sona nhi tha kya……..tere sone ke baad main chala gya tha…..abhi 10 min phele aaya hoon room me, kapde lene”. He leaves the room saying this. Raavi was naïve enough to believe this. She thinks ‘she was wrong. Shiva never cared about her. It is just because of what she is doing for his family. That’s it.’ She was hurt.

After some time, she came out of room and walked towards kitchen. She stops on hearing her name from rishita’s mouth. She stops there and looked rishita talking to shiva from window. Rishita jokingly said shiva “tum kah rahe toh thik hai shiva, par iske badle mujhe kya milega?”. Raavi got confused and suspicious after hearing this. Shiva gave confused expression to which rishita replied “aree…..tum chahte ho ki main aaj office se off lelu kyunki raavi ki health thik nhi hai”(shiva gives her a pleading kind of smile) “toh phir mujhe bhi toh koi benefit hona chahiye na iska……toh bolo mujhe kya mile ga?”. Raavi is shocked to hear this. ‘shiva wanted rishita to take off for her’. Shiva gave a beaming smile to her saying “aap bolo Bhabhi…..jo kahoge vo kardunga…kuch laana ho toh batao”. Rishita smiled and said “raavi ko apne dil ki sachai bata do…….(shiva looked her shockingly and raavi was also confused)…..aise kya dekh rahe ho…main nhi jaanti ki ghr me kisiko dikhta hai ya nhi but mujhe saaf saaf nazar aa raha hai…..tum raavi ki bahut care karte ho, pyaar bhi karte ho.. bas deri hai toh accept karne ki….(shiva tries to same something but rishita stops him)…..ab ye mat kahna ki aisa kuch nhi hai……agr aisa kuch nhi hota toh raat bhar jagte nhi uska khayaal rakhne ko……(shiva was shocked at this and so was raavi)…….maine dekha tha tumhe room me medicine box le jaate huye, puchne aa hi rahi thi ki tumhe raavi ke saath dekha…phir raat me 2 baje check karne aayi kyunki mujhe laga ki tum chale gye hoge but tum wahi bethe the…… (shiva sighed with sadness. Rishita come near him and kept her hand on his shoulder and cont. )…..mujhe kuch nhi chahiye….but haan ho sake to apni feelings ko realise karo aur bol do usse….”. shiva sighed and said “nhi Bhabhi …..jo ho raha hai bikul sahi ho raha hai….uska mujhse durr jana hi thik hai…uske liye bhi aur uske future ke liye…..aur hn Bhabhi please usse mat batana ki maine aapko day off lene ko kaha , please”. Shiva leaves the kitchen. Rishita looked him going saying “oh god, aaj tak kisiko itne denial me nhi dekha.....pyaar hai manega nhi ….somnaath ji, shiva ko itna bada dil diya hai…..dil ka kuch material dimag me laga dete, taaki isse samjh toh aata ki iske dil me raavi hai…”. Raavi hide so that she remained unnoticed from shiva. She heard it all. This was confusing and shocking for raavi. She thinks ‘Why he lied to her? What all rishita said was true? Did shiva really care?...of course he did… he was awake all night with me….but divorce…he didn’t mention his happiness, his life, his future….did he really think that divorce is best for me? When rishita that he loves me he didn’t deny….was rishta right?’ and many such questions were driving her mind crazy. Now, she was determinant. She needed all the answers. She promised herself that she will find answer to each question that came into her mind last night and right now……………..

Thank you for reading………………….

Hello! This one is beautifully written as well... Do continue... ❤️

It's adorable

Loved Rishita and Shiva conversation

Waiting for next update😊

good one again jaan ❤️

keep writing 🤗

Amazing update ❤️🥰💕

I loved this caring nature of both! Thank God for Rihu and Shiva's conversation. Hopefully, Raavi will connect the dots and let him know what she truly desires with anger aside.

Continue soon!!

This is a beautiful start!!

Do update soon❤️

Here is the second part........please ignore the typos....all type of reviews are welcome....hope you'll like it🤗🤗🤗

PART 2

Shiva left early for store that day without having breakfast and not informing anyone at home. What all rishita said him, he can’t face raavi after that, at least for some few hours. He doesn’t want to think about her or about his feeling, so he engaged himself in work. But all in vain. He can’t keep chipkali out his mind. This was the first time in last few months that his feelings were overpowering him. He was suffocating. Something inside him was urge to come out. It was his feeling. He didn’t know how to get grip on himself. He again tried to distract himself and started working again.

Similar situation was with raavi too at home. Her mind was full of unanswered question and unknown feeling.

Unanswered question like: why is he doing all this? Does he care? Or is it because I am taking care of dhara di?is he hiding something? Should I confront?

Unknown feeling like: why is he affecting me? Why I get hurt because of him? When nothing is left b/w us them, then why am I concerned about what he says?

She wanted to distract herself by doing something but rishita told firmly to not to do any work today as she was unwell and gave her dhara’s threat. So, she can’t work also. Today, rishita only made breakfast and did work alone. Raavi thought of doing her college assignments to distract herself but still his words and his convo with rishita was revolving around her mind.She tried to concentrate but failed to do so. She was still feeling unwell. Her fever was again rising.

Raavi was stuck in her thoughts when rishita came wiping her sweat with towel.

Ri: (sitting beside raavi) hats off to you raavi!!! Kaise kar leti ho roj itna kaam….meri toh ek din me band baj gyi………seriously, tum aur dhara Bhabhi jis tarha se ghar samhaalte ho na …….maanana padega….

Ra: (with aww expression) maine kaha tha ki main help kar deti hu but tumne suna nhi……..acha ab chalo tum aaraam karlo main lunch ki tayaari karti hu….(gets up to go but pulled by rishita)

Ri: nhi, bikul nhi(scolding raavi)…. main hu na main karlungi sab…….aaj tumhara day off hai ghar ke kaam se…..aur help karni hai na toh saanti se rest karo……mujhe babies samhaalne ki aadaat nhi hai(smirks)

Both of them stated laughing loudly on the last line rishita said. Suman and dhara were observing them from a distance. She wished for raavi-rishita’s happiness. But suman feels sad and says that raavi’s happiness is already snatched from her.

It was lunch time. Rishita served lunch to everyone and ate herself. Maa and dhara praised her by saying that it was a good start and she will improve as she’ll practice. She packed the tiffin for shiva, dev and gaumbi. As he was about to go, raavi stopped her saying that she wants to go out to get some fresh air, so she’ll hand over the tiffin the store. Rishita smirks as she thought ‘fresh air in afternoon….nice excuse………..I know she want to meet shiva…..but she is not well’. rishita asks her to go out this hour as she is not completely well and her health can deteriorate. But Raavi didn’t listen and takes the tiffin from her hand and rushes to thestore before rishita could stop.

When raavi was about to reach the store, she saw shiva unloading sacks from the truck. Raavi was admiring shiva from some distance. she felt dizzy. She touched her forehead and found that her fever is increasing continuously. She thought that she’ll take medicine when she return. she walked to the store. Shiva observes her. she looked tired and unwell. But he didn’t say anything at that point of time. No one was there in the shop except shiva. Gautum and dev went to wholesale market to buy some material and kaka went home for lunch. Raavi waited for shiva completing the work. After completing the his work, he came to store roomwhere raavi was setting his plate. He was happy to see her here but also concerned. He sat down for lunch.

Sh: teri tabiyat theek hai ab?(concerned voice)

Ra: hmm…….(without looking at him)

Sh: lag toh nhi rha hai……chehra utara hua hai aur aakhe bhi laal ho rhi hai……………(sighs)tujhe kya jaroorat thi aane ki….tiffin dene wala koi nhi tha toh call kar deti, main aa jata ya kisi ko bhej deta……….tabiyat phele hi kharab hai, aur hogyi toh maami ko phir 4 baatein sunane ka mauka mil jayega…………(trying not be soft)

She was happy at the initial word of shiva but then her anger rose when he said the last line.

Ra: acha….maasi baatein na sunaye issliye rishita ko day off lene ko kaha…….(shiva looked at her shockingly)……aisa kya dekh raha hai….rishita ne nhi bola, maine tum dono ki baatein suni thi…….sab suna maine……..(shiva turns his head to avoid the eye contact with her)………..bol na shiva………..maasi ki baatein na sunni pade, isliye tu raat bhar jaga,haina?.............

Shiva gets up and rushes out but stops at raavi's words.

Ra: (angrily) soch ke nhi aayi thi ki tujhse aise confront karungi, lekin ab nhi ruka jaayega mujhe……(shiva, still looking in opposite direction squeezing eyes, didn’t utter a word)……….shiva teri kehni aur karni me bahut fark hai……..tu kehta hai ki nafrat karta hai par phir khayaal bhi rakhta hai……….phele characterless bol-

Sh: raaviii….(turns towards her shouting with anger and regret on his face as he can’t listen this word and her name together)…….

Raavi is shocked to see these expressions on his face. Why was he so affected when he himself said this to her?

Ra: (curiously) kya hua shiva?.......tune hi toh bola tha ab kyun chup kara raha hai mujhe………yahi toh reason tha na shaadi todne ka….tujhe sakk tha na mujh par……toh kyun nhi suna ja raha tujhse…kyun?

Shiva turned his face in opposite direction. He knows that he has done very wrong to her. he want to apologise but he can’t because want her to hate him. He wants her to go away. He don’t know what to say but he has to say something. Something which make her believe that he is bad, something that make her feel that he still hates her. he turns towards raavi to say something but found her unconscious on the floor.

‘raaviiiiii!!!’ he screamed……..

so here I end this part........next part will be updated very soon......I won't drag it to long, may be next part be last one.....🤗🤗🤗

PART 3 - PG 3

Just read the second part and it's really good... Do update the next part soon....

Beautiful, love this story 🤍🤍

Looking forward to the next update 💜